Death Track

Carmen's pov

"Yeah right, like you are a fish." I said laughing at Annie who's mouth hang opened. I laughed madly at her before she slapped me straight across my face and walked back.

"You're just jealous because you're a fish" I tried to scream, but I don't think she heard it. I hopped off the the chair and walked into the crowd. I bumped into someone. I looked up and looking straight into two bright blue eyes I learned to love. Niall.

"Hey." I giggled twirling a strand of hair around my finger. He frowned but when he noticed it was just little old me, he smiled which I returned.

"You look really alone. Are you looking for someone." I stepped closer and whispered in his ear. "But you can have your satisfaction with me." I giggled and gave him a lustful look. He had a grin on his face.

"I think-" but I placed my finger on his lips and shushed him, then I giggled and pulled him towards the bar.

"One vodka please and a.." I looked up at Niall and he told the bar tender what he wanted. Which I couldn't understand as my eyes only had interest in his perfect moving lips.

"Thanks," I said and then took a swing of my vodka and the alcohol was rushing inside me again. As I looked up from my now empty glass. I saw a really hot boy. He has blond dyed hair and beautiful bright blue eyes.

"Kiss me please. I have fallen in love with you. I think it's love at the first sight." But I didn't wait for his response and placed my lips one his. I could help but smile as tingles shoot trough me. I quickly deepened the kiss, and the heaven like boy just kissed me back.

"I'm in love with you too." He smiled and cupped my face gently. He smiled and caressed my cheek with his soft thumps. He was like the most perfect boyfriend ever.

"But I need to know my name, no not my name. I know my name." I giggled madly. "I mean your name." He frowned slightly and then he came to reality and quickly pulled his hands back.

He pulled me onto the dance floor and started dancing. He took a tad bit distance which I didn't like. I pulled him closer and held him in my arms. His hands on my waist.

After a bit of dancing I wanted to admit something. I felt like I could tell him the most biggest secrets in the world.

"Can I tell you something?" I asked and he nodded. "I-I'm not in love with you. Nor with my real boyfriend. I'm- no I've always been in love with my bestfriend. But he will never see me that way, I told him I love him, but that was like four months ago. He didn't say a thing, but I ran away anyway. He's like this super famous singer in a boyband. So not that he would ever pick me over a million more beautiful girls then me." That when I cried in the crook of the boy's neck.

"And his name?" The boy asked way to curios. But I couldn't care less right now.

"Niall Horan. Yes from One Direction. That's the reason he will never see me the same way. I'm just a girl he pities." The boy looked into my pale blue eyes and wiped my still streaming tears away with his thumps.

"You aren't lying are you?" He asked. Which hurt a little bit. Why would I lie.

"No I'm not lying. He's my everything. Well on my side. But you probably don't believe me." I said and he gave me a smile but he said something that startled me.

"Yes I do believe you, and I think he loves you too." He said which made me hug him tightly.
"We should go home." He said and kissed my temple which made me smile.

"I just think I need to let go of my feelings towards Niall." His eyes grew with fear when I told him that. He quickly shook his head 'no' which made me giggle.

"No don't, don't do that, he probably loves you as much as you love him, even more I think. Don't ignore the feelings." I giggled but nodded bluntly but not that I'm not going to lose my feelings for him, they aren't so easy to get away from.

"yeah I have too, he will never love me back. but I don't think it will work, you know becasue he just is so perfect." I let myself fall on the blond haired guy, it made me think of Niall again.

"Carmen." the guy whispered softly, I smiled and nodded my head. even his voice sounds like Niall. it would be so embarrassing if this was actually Niall

"I.. I think I love you too." the guy whispered and I smiled I wanted to say 'luckily we feel the same' but that was when the words sank in.

"what!" I looked up in horror and found a blue eyed boy staring back at me. this was the guy who got me running mad by only smiling at me.

"I love you with everything I have in me. your smile makes my insides knot and the way you laugh, god, I can't even excplain what you make me feel when you do that. and the time we kissed, I knew you were the one, but I knew it from the beginning I just hadn't got the guts to tell you." he confessed me being drunk wouldn't remember any of this and so he knew.

"why tell me now.."I slurred the word 'now' and he chuckled lightly.

"you're drunk, I don't know if you really love me like I do with you. but it still feels like a weight lifted from my shoulders."he spoke which made me smile.

"now carry me out of here. I wane sleep." I cried and extended my arms so he could pick me up. he picked me up bridal style and carried me tot the exit, girls giving me glares others smiling madly. but one got my attention. the one from Annie. if looks could kill, Niall would be caring me to my funereal.

"you are really the sweetest of them all aren't you." he pinched my nose which I crinkled when he did so.

"I'm not a little child anymore." I whined which made him chuckle in return.

"Yes you are, you're my sweet little Carmen. You'll always be." He said and I smiled madly at his words but trying to keep an mad expression which failed miserably.

"I'm not little nor am I sweet, I'm a huge bad ass. For example I'm drunk right now, and the thoughts running trough my mind right now would make me look shamefully if someone would know." I said and looked at him challenging.

"And those thoughts are.. ?" he asked innocently. he looked down at me with his bright blue eyes, they made me do it, made me answer his horrible question.

"The things I wane do with you when we're alone and no one is around." I said and looked down when his laughter filled the air. I couldn't help but feel my cheeks burn which made me look like a tomato seeing my pale skin.

"Really.." his voice trailed of as he placed me into a car, I guess his. I wasn't happy he released me. I lost all the warmth his body was giving me. It was a nice feeling, I felt save.
I mumbled something I couldn't understand clearly. Because my head laid back and my eyes lids started to drop. I wanted to close my eyes but before that I said.

"I love you Niall."

Notes

listening to Twelve Days Of Christmas, it is one of my favorite Christmas songs. I know right....