~~~Destinies POV~~~

Its been 2 weeks since the pack found me. I have yet to leave. My father nearly killed me himself when he found out how long it had been since I took my meds. But as soon as I took them I felt better and healed with in the week. There is perks to being a supernatural I guess.

My feet padded the wooden hallways admiring the family photos and new decretives that coverd the walls. My father hasn’t let me out of his sight since I got back. Hes scared ill disappear again. And in all honesty, im still thinking about leaveing…I can feel it in my bones…I no there closing in, and once there here….ill never forgive myself for what happens.

“what you doing?” harrys voice appeared from behind me making me turn to face him.

“looking around. Im feeling better today and thought id take a stroll through the house.” I said turning my gaze back to the hall. Harry has been bye my side the whole time not once taking a moment of his free time to do anything other than talk to me.

“why don’t I take you somewhere fun?” his hands were tucked behind him and he stood up straight examining a photo I had caught a likeing to. It was of me my mum, dad and siblings. I couldn’t help but smile with a tear at the photo. I missed my mum so much, and I missed my brother and sister so much…its my fault there gone and I know that…that’s why it is so hard for me to say im staying. Itll happen again… I no it…

Harrys hand lightly squeezed my shoulder and he nudged me down the hallway to a large white room. It was full of what looked like games. A pool table, huge flat screen, foozball, and some futbol game. My father must have added stuff to some of the corridors in the house.

“wow.” I said looking at the huge flat screen.

“yeah haha wanna play some futbol with me and the lads?” harry said eyeing me. the game on the tv had paused and all eyes were on me. before I could protest harry had sat me on the couch and shoved a controller in my hand.

“you ever played? Because ill probably be kicking your ass!” Louis laughed. I chuckled along with him and shook my head.

“honestly…ive never even touched a video game… ive seen them in windows and on advertisements but that’s it…”I said shyly. Everyones eyes nearly popped out of there heads.

“WHAT!?”they all said in unison.

I stared at each one individually and swallowed a lump in my throat.

“I m-mean…its not like I have one in my pocket…” I said matter of factly. Harry was quick to explain the controls and start the game.

After an hour I had beat both Louis and harry. Liam wanted a turn so I confidently played him thinking id win.

“BAM!” he yelled slamming his controller on the ground as he won the game. I jumped a bit at his explosion then laughed once Id composed myself. Harry laughed wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

“looks like des defeated the sas master and lost to daddy direction” I laughed at Louis pouty face and patted his shoulder.

“maybe next time ill let you win” I said with a wink. He scoffed and playfully nudged my shoulder.

Im having fun, something I haven’t had in a long time. ive come to realize I have realy missed this… and the more fun I have the more at conflict with myself I get on making the right decision.

“destiny?” my fathers voice interrupted our laughing. All eyes were on him but I immediately stood making my way to him. I had a problem with disrespecting men, thanks to james. I cant even say no to the dumbest or badest request by men who intimidate me.

“yes dad?” I spoke quickly watching as he ran a hand through his hair.

“destiny, relax you don’t need to be a soldier.” He said with a sigh. I nodded blinking a few times as I let myself relax.

“I wanted to talk to you…about staying. Not that you have a choice.” My father spoke matter of factly.

I let out a sad sigh as the topic came up. I was still considering and the fun and happiness I was fealing was distracting me from the decision that would keep my family safe.

“dad…i…” he wouldn’t even let me finish before he interrupted me.

“I no you think leaving will keep us safe but itll make it even more dangerouse. Every time you leave our main focus is to find you witch meens more of us are getting hurt…our guard is down and we are distracted. Its more harm if you leave rather than you staying. If you stay we will be at peace and happy with no worry.” My father spoke. I looked to my hands then to the boys. processing what he said. It is true.. but If they new why I was running…theyd probably agree on me leaving as much as I think its right.

“dad….you have not a clue have the shit I have been through nor what is constantly after me, to either kill me or find out some way to control me. let alone my barely inhability to control my own anger or thirst…” I spoke sadly.

“ then enlighten us… let us help.” Zayn said gently squeezing my shoulder from behind me.

They led me to the couch and all sat around me. the lads dads had come in and all joined the circle. My father right infront of me he stared into my eyes pleading me to spill, but the mear thought of speaking of my past killed me.

“please let us help…tell us why you feel the need to leave to keep us safe…” my father begged.

Harrys arm snaked around my shoulders and he pulled me into him giving me a reassuring squeeze. I looked at him with teary eyes and he nodded for me to speak.

Sucking in a deep breath I spilled the inner contents of my mind which had for so long botherd me and still do to this day.

“i-i…..huh…after I left…about a month I believe, I ran into some hunters… turns out there a big group of extremely dangerous slayers, called the argents. They caught me…hurt me…they told me things about myself id never known…things I would become if my body wasn’t rejecting the power…they said they new how to fix it…but I didn’t stay long enough to find out…Iescaped a month later, because as soon as they did whatever they said would help me they planned on using me to wipe out each and every super natural, and I have enough blood on my hands….” I spoke sadly. I took another deep breath holding back the sobs and continued.

“they’ve been chasing me for years. Everywhere I turned, if I stayed in one place longer than a month theyed be at my door, guns a blare and weapons and traps galore. As the years went on there weapons became more advanced…more deadly. Once they actually had wounded me to a point I could hardly move, but that’s because when they found me that day… I was stuggling…”

~~~Flashback~~~

My sore feet carried me full speed down a narrow path. I was 9 years old and scared for my life. A huge pack of slayers I had already escaped from once a month or two before, had caught up with me and were hot on my heals. They had new weapons that scared me. they seamed more dangerous, and I was right.

One got me with some weird cuff things, they immediately latched to my wrists and let high volts of electricity through me. I screamed struggling to get free but they were to strong.

“you’re a fast little sucker aren’t you?” one man spoke as he examined my small frame.

“ shame it had to be a little girl were chasing.” Another woman spoke approaching the man as she stared at me with rage. I shook in fear as I watched them surround me. the electrical volts from the cuffs seizing.

“don’t worry, we raise her till shes 18 to be a killer, fix this illness problem.. no super natural will stand a chance against us.!” The man spoke calmy. My chest rose up and down fastly and I stared wyed eyed at the two.

“true, all orphans need someone to take them in and give them a good example…and who better than the ones who made her an orphan? And ! took away her siblings!?” the woman spoke. My eyes were glued to her in amazement of what shed just said. She killed them!?

A sudden rage took over my body. Stronger and hungrier than any other rage id yet to feel. My eyes bored into hers and I new they were the darkest shade of purple, showing I was beyond pissed.

I watched her eyes pop as our gazes locked and she grabbed the mans arm.

“get the guns shes gonna freak” the lady spoke. The man gave her a death glare and shouted.

“MAYBE YOU SHOULD SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT US KILLING HER FAMILY THEN YEAH!? Besides..those cuffs are indestructible, not even herpowerful form could. Shed have to be full blown rampage to break them, and shed need to be healthy to do that.” it was to late the word was out and I was ready to rip them to pieces. There eyes watched me with fear as I just did what he said I couldn’t.

“looks like you’ve pissed me off enough.” I spoke venomously, with my small voice.

And as soon as that thought crossed my mind, I blacked out…or atleast, my body grew its own mind. I was simply behind a glass in my head watching and feeling everything the rage lead my body to do. I couldn’t stop myself. And the sickest part. Part of me enjoyed it.

When I came to my mind was swimming with nasty and violent thoughts. I enjoyed everything id done…the feeling sickend me but I couldn’t help it. Yet it wasn’t until my eyes fell upon the blood all over me. it was on my face, my cloths, my hair…it was all over the forest. I gazed from myself to the blood spatterd ground, then to the spatterd trees. EverywhereI looked was a dying person, piece of someone…or someone who was already dead.

It was a minny massacre and it was all my fault. I fell to my knees screaming at what id done, I counted each person id killed. I ended up with 16.

~~~End of Flashback~~~

“ And that’s what takes me into the next chapter… and I no dad. Once you here this youll want nothing to do with me.” I said wiping away tears from the horrid guilt that memory brought.my father gasped at my words.

“baby, what you have been through is horrid… I hate myself for letting it get this bad.none of that was your fault, you couldn’t control yourself! But we can handle the argents, we are a strong pack. And you’re a strong girl, you can learn to control this. We will help you…and Why would I ever dis own you?” my eyes swelled as the most painful thing I had to admit to my father was ready to spill. He hated this pack so much…affiliating with them in such the way as of just talking would get you kicked from the pack….

“i-i….” I couldn’t finish. Tears racked through me and harry pulled me into his lap slowly rocking me. I curled into him and hiccupped as the tears poured down my cheeks.

“let her get some rest, shes shared a lot sir…maybe I can talk to her?” harry said as he rubbed soothing circles on my back.there was a silence as my father sighed.

“ok. Cmon lets give them some time.” my father said gently patting my back. I listened to every one as they left and kept my head in harrys chest. When I was sure they were gone I pulled away, and looked at the curly hair boy who has been there for me every day since I got home.

“hey.” He said looking down at my probably ugly face.

“ hey” I croaked wiping the gloppy tears off my face.

“you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to…I just thought maybe it would help if they left it alone for now.” I smiled up at harry.

“thankyou” I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him into a hug. When I pulled away we stopped when our noses touched.Our lips nearly centi-meters apart. Our eyes gazing at each other in surprise. Then harry let his gaze flicker to my lips, he drug his tongue across his bottom lip pulling it in between his teeth. i took a glance at his lips nearly melting at how close we were. His plump pink lips were so inviting, I felt my self-leaning in. he followed my lead closing his eyes.

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