~~~destinies Pov~~~

I slowly came to, hearing an annoying beeping sound to my left and airy sound to my right. My eyes felt like bags and my body was numb. I tried to remember what happened but the last thing that came to mind before I blacked out was walking down the beautiful country trail I had found.

Were was i? who had me?? What happened??? My mind ran ragged and the beeping to my left had speed up. A siren sound was now audible to my right and I mentally cringed as the noises hurt my ears. I was mainly panicked as to what happened and where I was.

A loud boom and what sounded like a group of people walk in caught my attenetion. There voices were all going at once an I was to week to separate each one. From listening I got bits and pieces like “whats happening” and “shes stressing, is she awake?” a sudden poke in my arm made me flinch. What the hell was going on. I felt sleepy and let my mind wander off. What the hell was going on was my main concern.

~~~1 hour later~~~

Once again I came to but saw nothing but blackness, and heard the sound of beeping. This time my eyes didn’t feel as heavy and I felt every part of my body, a little more than I wanted to. My body was on fire. My leg hurt like it had been snapped in half and my stomach, back, chest, and arms felt like theyd been ripped to pieces.

I hissed in pain as I opened my eye and slowly sat up. A tug in my arm and chest showed I was hooked up to some machines. A mask on my face blew nothing but air. Whatever happened must have been bad if I was on all of this. As my eyes focused better I looked around the room and saw it was a bedroom. The walls were a light magenta and the furniture was white. It looked more like a flat. Or studio.i pulled each cord out and hit the off button on the monitor before removeing those cords to insure I set off no alerts.

I went to stand and had to slap a hand over my mouth as pain radiated through me. I looked over my body and saw I had a wrist brace on, and a cast that went from my bottom right foot all the way to the top of my thigh. It was bent in a V and I couldn’t even straighten it out. My mid-section was completely wrapped in gauze and there was dark red spots seaping through showing I needed to change it. The back of my head had a bandadge as well…what did I do…

I grabbed the railing on the bed side and did my best to hold in the pain staken moans escaping my mouth. Slowly pulling my self forward hoping on my one partially good leg, I examind the room for a sighn of were I was and nearly fainted at the sight.

“no” my raspy voice croaked. The sudden realization of were I was and what had happed flooded my mind. I was at my dads home…and I was in my old room…the heart of the pack id been running from all this time.

A gasp behind me made me turn a little to fast and next thing I no I was on the ground groaning.

“des? Your awake?” a familiar voice spoke. I opened my eyes to see harry nealing infront of me reaching out to help me up. I swated his hand away and scooted back staring at him wyed eyed.

“I just want to help.” He said softly holding out a hand.

“leave me alone” I begged. His eyes filled with sorrow while mine filled with tears. I watched as my father walked in and even more tears fell. The boys and there parents were behind him.

“destiny.” My fathers weary voice spoke. It sounded like hed been crying, and he was so tired. The bags under his eyes confirmed my suspicions. I watched his eyes swell with tears and looked away.

“y-you need to l-let me l-leave…” I spoke with a shaky tone. Harrys eyes burned into the side of my face as I averted my gaze from them. I cant stay im a danger…and a disappointment…

“no!” my fathers voice was stern. My eyes cringed at the tone and I cowerd expecting a slap.

“we want to help! Why do you have to run…baby its been 8 years…aren’t you tired of running?” my dad spoke softly.

I kept my gaze hidden and hugged my casted leg hoping I was dreaming.

“des…baby?” my father cooed as his hand softly squeezed my shoulder. It was full of warmth and reassurance…id missed this…I missed him…I missed them all…

My heart swooned and I couldn’t refuse the want or hide the fealing anymore. I lunged at my dad ignoring all the pain tackling him in a huge hug. My heart swelled with emotion and cried harder than I ever have. His arms gently held me by the waist and his head buried into the crook of my neck.

“I missed you daddy” I cried. His grip tightend making me wince. But I was happy for once. I felt safe in his embrace. Something I missed.

“I missed you more baby” he said pulling away and staring into my eyes.

“you need to rest” he said as he stood scooping me up.


He gently laid me in the bed and I gave him a half smile turning to look at the others who were watching me. My father and mister payne continued to re-hook me up back to everything while harry was the first to speak.

“hey dessy bear” he said tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear.

“hi harry” I said quietly. They all greeted me warmly and gave me gentle hugs. When they were all done and had pulled chairs around my bed I new the questioning would begin.

“how have you been?” louis asked interrupting the awkward silence.

“as good as I was the day I left…I guess…” I stared at my hands.

“you guys no when im better I have to leave again…right?” I said sadly. As much as I wanted to stay, the mess following me was not something I wanted to bring to them…and I don’t want to mess up anything else.

“your not leaveing.” They all spoke in unison. My father continued.

“why would you leave!? You have no clue how bad weve missed you! Don’t break this pack again and leave. We need you as much as you need us!” my father spoke angrily. I let a tear slip as his words sank in.

“I have so much shit that’s happened since I left…so much that has ruined me more than I was the day I left. I have awful and dangerous people after me…im a danger to you! My powers have grown, so has my hunger and rage, I can control it most of the time, but sometimes its so hungry and so strong, I lose control and…and…ive hurt so many people because of it….if I stay someone is going to get hurt…” I said sadly. I buried my head in my hands as I spoke the words. Flashes of peoples faces I had injured or killed during my frenzies haunted me. i would never forget any of them…not a single one..

“destiny….destiny black god damnit! For once stop thinking removing yourself from someones life will fix it! We love you so much an you leaving ruined our lifes! Weve been searching every day!! No one would stop looking till we found something that told us you were dead, orwe found you and brought you home… ive missed you so much and thought about you every moment of every waking day!!! Hell we all have!!! And all you have done is run trying to forget thinking everyones life would be better if we went our separate ways!!! Well damnit ive been in love with you since day one!!! Stop tearing us apart and stay so we can be happy!!!” harrys words left us all shocked and staring. He was right…leaving was worse then staying… but if someone got hurt because of me, id never forgive myself…

I let a tear slip and gasped as I processed the last bit of what he yelled at me… he loved me. its probably an inpulse comment, its not true.

“im sorry” I whisperd. Fealing awful. Harry wrapped his arms around me gently holding me as my small frame shook.

“ please stay and let us help” he pleaded. I couldn’t say no. I was tired, week and confused on what was the right thing to do. My eyes drooped lasily as I watched everyone file out. My father placed a kiss on my fore head and walked out. Harry went to lay my slowly sinking body in the comfy bed. His warmth leaving me, and I felt cold and scared.

“wait” I lazily pleaded.he turned to me with pursed lips and wide eyes. God I missed those emerald green orbs.

“yeah?” he said in his low rasp.

“p-please don’t leave me…I don’t want to be alone….”I wanted to end that with anymore, but I didn’t want to sound pathetic.

He smiled knowing what I wanted and shuffled into the bed with me avoiding the cords hooked up to me. shifting a bit he pulled me int his arms so I could lay my head on his chest.

“youll never be alone again des…ill make sure of it.” He whisperd softly as his thumbs rubbed soothing circles on my sore arms.

“is this comfortable? Im not hurting you right?” he showed concern in his features and scanned my bandadged body for any sighn of discomfort. I was uncomfortable. But not because of him. I was uncomfortable with the soreness these wounds left me. but the position me and harry were in helped eas the pain.

“no, im sore, but this helps.” I spoke honestly. He smiled down at me and layed his head back holding me close, like I was going to disappear again. Truth is. I can understand why…I may be screwed up, but now that I think about it, the things I put them through are probably no better…

“get some rest des” he said placing a kiss on the top of my head.i nodded snuggling into his slowly rising chest. I listened to the steady beat of his heart and inhailed his minty fresh smell. But I new when i woke up, Besides all the healing I have to do… I have a lot of thinking to do.

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