Angel's and Demon's

"Niall you have to talk to me at some point. You can't just sit there in your room for the rest of your life." I lean my head against his closed door. He hasn't come out of his room since last night. Except to get breakfast and then he went right back in.

I hear a sudden unlock of the door and I slowly turn the knob, poking my head in. I see him laying on his bed, his knees up and a pillow covering his head.

"Niall?" I try getting his attention but he doesn't move.

"Niall talk to me!" I whine, crawling on his bed. He doesn't make any attempt to move.

"Look. I'm sorry for what I did. I was confused and I didn't know what else to do. I do love you," he moves the pillow and looks at me with red eyes, " I just don't know if I love you like that yet."

He puts the pillow back and goes back to his old position.

"Niall James Horan! You better talk to me!" I crawl up and hover over him, leaning back on his knees.

"Niall. Please. Just talk to me." I lean down and lay on his chest.

"Nialler." I poke his jawline.

"Niall." I roll over on him.

"Horan." I start blowing on his face that is half uncovered so half his nose and below is showing.

"Leprechaun." I groan, kicking my legs in the air.

"Irish." I roll over and spread my body over his, wrapping my arms around his torso.

"Pleaseeeeee." I slide up him and kiss his neck.

"Niallllll!" I whine, sitting up and placing my hands on his chest. He hasn't moves one bit this whole time.

"O Niall. My dear Niall. What shall I do without you." I say dramatically.

"What will cometh of me whilst you're not here." I place the back of my hand on my forehead and sigh heavily.

He still doesn't move.

I crawl beside him, lay my legs over his stomach and cuddle into his arm. I lay my head on his shoulder and look at the side of his face.

"Please look at me." I say quietly, tears blurring my vision.

What if he never talks to me again? What if I really screwed up this time.
I reluctantly let go of his arm and crawl off the bed. When I get to his door I stop and turn around.

"I'm sorry." My voice breaks.

"I can't lose you." I mutter, barely audible.

I walk out the door and close it behind me. I walk to my room, next door, and close the door behind me. I stand there aimlessly for a moment. I turn around abruptly and punch the wall, creating a hole. I grab the lamp and throw it at the wall, making it burst. I search for something else to break. I pick up the picture frame and look down at the photo in it. The 5 of us stand there, happy. Niall and I stand there making silly faces at each other. Zayn has a smile on his face. Lou stands, acting like a bad ass and Liam is laughing at our stupidity. A tear falls down between Niall and I. The picture crashes into the wall, shattering into a million pieces.

I sit on my bed and remember all our memories. Niall and I have been through everything together. I can't just let go of him that easily. I can't.

"You have to." I look up and see Harry standing there with an unreadable expression.

"Just leave me alone Harry." I say, defeated.

"You need to forget about him. You're better off alone. He's just a drawback. He'll keep you back from doing things that are more important." He says, getting closer.

"I can't. I just can't forget Harry." I sigh, looking down at his shoes.

"Ah. That's where I come in hand." He kneels down in front of me.

"I can make everything go away. I can take away all the pain. You won't feel a thing." He whispers, placing his hands on my thighs, rubbing gently.

"How?" I look up with bloodshot eyes.

"Just one kiss and everything with be okay." He says, his face getting closer. He runs the tips of his fingers down my cheek, sending chills down my spine.

"Just tell me you want to Ashelynn." His hot breath against my cheek causes me to gasp.

"I-" I start to say something but were interrupted, yet again.

Niall's P.O.V

I sit up after she leaves. Her voice replaying over and over in my head. A few moments after she leaves I heard a thud on the wall, making me jump. Then something crashes against the wall. A few moments something else hits the wall, shattering. Then, everything goes quiet.
I've only seen her this upset once. 2 years ago when her brother left. I've never heard her so broken until tonight, standing at the door. It broke my heart hearing her so hurt. Her voice broke when she was apologizing. I feel so horrible.

Before I know it, I'm standing in front of her door. My hand turns the knob and I open the door, seeing her sitting at the end of her bed. Her head snaps over, and her red eyes widen when she sees me.

"I-" I'm speechless so I do the only thing I can. I run over and tackle her on the bed in a hug.

"I'm sorry Niall. I'm sorry." She cries. I've never seen her so hopeless.

"No. I'm sorry." I apologize, holding her fragile body.

We lay there, our bodies intertwined. After a few minutes her breathing slows down and I look down to see her eyes closed. I try to stand up but her grip gets tighter around my arm. I smile and lay back down, holding her in my arms.

Notes

Hey guys! It's been a while! Like....a whole year XD well, 11 months...oops. I really need to organize my life a little better XD

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