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Home Sweet Home

~2 months later~

GOD FUCK YES! Today is finally the day that we get to go home. I missed Oli and Hannah so much. But Oli is on tour, so it’ll just be me and Hannah. But I miss them so much!! Let’s see… Ashton and I ARE back together, and we’re very happy. I got the right side of my lip pierced, and I got my first tattoo!! Ashton and I have matching ones… well kind of.

~Flashback, 5 weeks ago~

“You guys should get matching tattoos since we’re in LA!” Calum shouted. I looked over at Ashton, who didn’t look to fond of the idea, but I thought it was an awesome idea. We went to some tattoo parlor and tried to decide upon what we should get. I told him nothing too obvious that it was a matching tattoo. He said “Why not Mrs. And Mr. Pacman?” and that was the most amazing idea ever. We were both going to have them on our wrists, his the left and mine the right. So the tattoo guy drew them up and they looked fantastic. The pain was so insane. It hurt like fucking hell. But once they were done, they looked super cute. And we put them together and they were even cuter. He gave us ways to treat them, and then we left.

~End Flashback~

Lillia showed up too. After the stupid American boy screwed her over. Luke and her in the same room was a bad idea. Luke and her on the same plane? Even worse. But the boys refused to pay her seat, so she had to sit coach. I didn’t speak with her either. Luke really ‘liked’ her, he liked me too but oh well. But Luke was taking along some American girl he met at one of the shows. She’s alright I guess. I can tolerate her. It’s kind of like, Luke was like ‘I’m going to meet a girl, and take her back home with me, just to make Tori jealous!! Bwaha!’ Dear Luke, it’s not working please stop she’s a bitch.

I internally laugh at my thoughts as we sit on the plane. I sat next to Ashton, and I had the window seat. I watched as we lifted off the ground. Ashton held my hand tight and I smiled, “Home soon.” I said and kissed him. “Ever so soon…” He whispered. I don’t know what’s been going on since that day a couple months back, he’s just been really, different. That chick, Alexandria is supposed to meet up with us when we get home, but tomorrow, so we have time to sleep, at home, in well, my house. Ashton’s going to stay with Hannah and I until Oli gets back in a few months. But unless he wants to stay after Oli gets back he’s supposed to go back to Australia.

~14 hours later~

“Home!!!” I shouted as we got off the plane. Hannah was there and I ran up to her and hugged her tightly “HANNAH HOLY FUCK I MISSED YOU OH MY GOD!!” I shouted. She laughed. Lillia came walking up with Zoe, (Luke’s new boo thang) and she completely blew off Hannah. “Excuse you but you don’t think you’re getting in MY car do you?” She hissed and pulled Lillia out “You can find another ride home.” Hannah growled.

“She’s a bitch.” Zoe said cockily. I turned around and grabbed her hair, “You watch your fucking mouth before I cut your tongue out.” I hissed in her face. Ashton pulled me off her and we got into the car. I sat in the front with Hannah and Ashton sat in the back with Calum and Michael. Luke, Lillia, and Zoe got a ride in a cab and were behind us. “What do you guys think of Zoe?” I asked and Michael scoffed. “Bullshit.” He said and rolled his eyes. “She’s rude as shit.” Calum added. “Ashton?” I asked. “She’s awful.” He said and gulped. I seriously, don’t know what was up with him.

Of course, it was daylight in Sheffield and fucking Alexandria was supposed to meet up with us today. When we got back home, Michael and Calum crashed downstairs, and Ashton and I made our way up to my room. Since Chase is in American jail, we moved back into the normal, non-lake house. “Please stop.” I said and shut the door behind us. “What?” Ashton asked. “Stop. I don’t know what’s going on but stop it.” He laughed, “Tori. Tori I love you.” He said it almost sarcastically, and it really pissed me off. I traced my tattoo with my finger and fiddled with my lip rings.

Sitting on the bed, I started thinking. I knew Ashton was standing right there, but I didn’t care. “Is it Alexandria? Are you nervous about her? Do you even ACTUALLY want me?!” I shouted and threw my hands up. “Fuck yeah I’m nervous about her! My girlfriend, who, by the way, I’m madly in love with, and my sex buddy are meeting today. How am I supposed to feel?” He defended. Makes sense. I got up and put on some different clothes. Maybe tonight, I could plan something for me and Ashton. Pay everyone else to leave the house.

~A few hours later~

“Tori there’s someone at the door for you.” Hannah said, interrupting Ashton and I’s video game time. “Tell her to come up here.” I said. And a few moments later, Alexandria was in my room. “Oh nice to see you with clothes on sweetheart.” I hissed. Ashton put his hand on mine and I calmed down. “Alex.” Ashton said. “Ash.” She replied. “Sit down.” I said and motioned to the desk chair. I sat on my bed, and Ashton stayed on the floor. Haha, talk about love triangle.

“So?” she said nervously.
“Did you know he was with someone?” I said, trying not to sound too rude.
“I had heard some rumors.”
“And Ashton never told you?”
“Nope.” She said, shaking her head. I sent him a death glare.
“Why didn’t you ask him? Especially with the obvious amount of rumors. I mean, Michael even posted a picture of us.”
“I don’t know. I thought it was just shit I guess.”
I got up and started pacing back and forth, “Bullshit. Bullshit. Bullshit. The only bullshit about it is that you were having video sex, with my boyfriend, who is 5 years older than you. How would your parents like this?” I said and immediately Ashton grabbed my leg and pulled me down, “She’s an orphan, who’s living with her abusive aunt.” He said. I still didn’t regret saying it. I’m an orphan, in and out of foster homes since I was 2.
“Okay and?” I hissed, “I was orphaned at 2 and in and out of foster homes since then. Abusive ones at that.”
“My aunt wouldn’t like it…” She said and put her head down.
“Ashton could go to jail, for a minimum of 10 years in Australia. How the fuck would you like that? Ruining people’s lives?”
“I wouldn’t.”
“Well no shit. You took the happiness away from me once. You aren’t going to do it again.” I growled and she shot up.
“Well yeah! But at least Ashton loves me!” she shot back and I gasped. I looked down at Ashton, then at my tattoo, and then back at her.
Ashton was staring right at her, then back at me. “That’s shit.” He said and stood up. “The love of my life is right here.” He put his arm around my waist and I smiled.
“You can leave now.” I said and she practically went running out of the room.

I kissed Ashton and we continued our video game marathon. Now, to think about things to do tonight…

Notes

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Dear readers, thank you so much for reading <3 It means a lot c: I love you all <3 Comment your opinions please!!!
~Kylie c:

Comments

Wow...I never thought.....wow

@Mrs. Calum Hemmings

Message me? cx

I'd love to co author with you if you would let me :)

Try to work it out?!? I wouldn't want an asshole that tried to kill me anywhere near my child!! If he tried to kill someone and had a sexual relationship with a 15 year old, I don't think he should be near a child in general.

Ashton is a piece of shit, Tori doesn't deserve him
(AND WHAAA??? PREGNANT? WHYYYYY?????)