I'm Not Fine At All

I open the door and in comes Justin, with his girlfriend, Jay (her nickname) and they're holding hands, aww.

"hey les....and Ed!Hey man what's up!"He says letting go of her hand and putting his arm around my shoulder.

"Calm down he knows"I state flatly.

"What? But-"

"I told him so he wouldn't kill you, your welcome.We saw you guys at the resteraunt before the paps swarmed us.They didn't catch you right?"

"I don't think so"He said going back to Jay.

"Hey"I said giving her a small smile.We were friends, and she was okay with me fake dating Justin, because she personally hated paps, which I completely understood.

"Hi."she said smiling back.Then my phone goes off.I answer it without checking who it was.

"Hello?"

"You have some explaining to do! We have you out of our sight for five minutes and you go and get yourself in a cheating scandal, and with your ex?! Okay this could go one of two ways.Justins fans could hate you, and your album tanks or Calums fans could love you and it could be big! Either way, we need to fix this mess."My manager, Shane, says

"Okay, yeah I know."I say before hanging up on him

"Well that got out fast"I chuckle.My phone goes off again but this time its a text

Shane:I mean it, you and Justin come by my office tommorrow at eight!

I roll my eyes.

"Were going by Shane's office tommorow morning."I tell Justin, and he nods.

I fill Ed in on all that has happened between Justin and me over the last two months.

"So, do you still love Calum?"Ed asks.

"I never stoped."I whisper, barely audible. "Doesn't matter anyway."I say shaking my head.

"Yes it does! Your happiness does matter.today while you were recording, Cal looked sad and at the end of your song he said he didn't forget and he never would., althogh he said it more to himself than to Luke and me."he said.

I look to my right and see Justin sitting on one of my bar atools with Jay on his lap.They looked so happy together just being in each others presence.

"He's right, you shouldn't be making yourself miserable, just look at us.You should be happy too"Justin says.

I sigh.Should I really tell Calum that Justin and I were never together to begin with? That I haven't moved on? That I never stoped Loving him?

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