I'm Not Fine At All

LESLIE'S POV

I looked at Ed and sighed

"You have to swear not to tell anyone, no matter how much you want to."I say making him nod.

"Justin isn't cheating."I say

"But we saw-"

"What you saw was him and his real girlfriend. Our managements made us fake date each other for publisity.So you were kinda right when you said its like we didn't date because we were never really dating."I say in one big breath.He called Ashton and told them we would see them tomorrow. Then he just put his car in reverse without another word, and then started driving to my apartment.

When we got there there was no sign of paps or fans, so that was good.We went into the elevator and up to the penthouse.Once inside Ed finally spoke."Is that the reason you and Calum broke up?"he asked.

"What?! I wouldnt ruin possibly the best thing in my life for fucking publisity!"I yelled

"I know, i know.I'm sorry."he sighed

"its fine."I say.I noticed I say that a lot 'Its fine'.But really nothing is fine.I'm dating someone for publisity, I am now possibly involved in a cheating scandal, which management could possibly kill me for (well not literally but you know what I mean) and the boy I'm still in love with doesn't know I still love him, and I never stoped.

I remember when we met, when I found out he liked me, The first date we had, the first song I helped him write.I remember our special little moments.Like the first time we said we loved each other, our first kiss, our play fights were he would tickle me.I miss it all, I just wish I could rewind and never let him leave.


My thoughts are interupted by knocking on the door.

Notes

Sorey its short but I hope you enjoyed :)