I'm Not Fine At All

Leslie's P.O.V.

I've laid on my couch thinking about life.Everything had gone crazy in less than 2 months. Calum and I kind of were together but kind of not together. Justin was trying to win me over though Im not sure why, ive tried telling him a million times that this was now a strictly buisness relationship.

Calum slowly regain his memory over the last 2 months. I kind of feel bad though.He remembered all the pain he felt after the break up and see me on TV and magazines happily with Justin did not help at all.I could tell he developed a bit of hatred towards me, if not hatred then anger.He's never told me this but I can see it in his eyes.

A knock on my door interrupted my thoughts I slowly got up and walked in the front door I smiled widely when i looked through the peep hole and saw who it was.I quickly opened the door to let him in.

"My knight in black skinny jeans!"I say is a pull Michael inside. I didn't realize how hungry I was until I saw the pizza boxes in his hand, which is why he is now my knight.

"Leave the door unlocked the other boys are coming in soon. They're just being careful because of Cal."he said. I nodded.

No one really knew the location of my new house but you can never be to careful.I've learned to never underestimate paparazzi looking for a good picture to put next to some made up story or in my case a slightly true story.

Slowly but surely the other boys made it into my house. "Hey Baby Girl" Calum said bringing me in for a hug and kissing me on the forehead. We all sat on the couch ate pizza and talked mindlessly for a while before putting a movie on.

I suddenly realized I had to tell him about the tour I mean it shouldn't be that big of a deal. He's going on tour with his band anyway so why can't I?

"Cal we need to talk." I whispered in his ear in the middle of the movie. I felt him tense but he looked at me with a soft smile and nodded. I stood up and pulled him with me off the couch. The other boys yelled out some things to which I responded with a "special" finger.

I closed the door and locked it before leading us to my bed to sit down. I took a deep breath but before I could start Cal blurted out "This is about my tour isn't it?"

"Cal-"

"Leslie, I don't want to break up or to stop whatever this is." He said motioning between us.

"Neither do I Calum. This isn't about your tour, this is about mine." I said. He scrunched his eyebrows in confusion, so I continued "Well, its more like me being the opening act for One Direction." His once confused faced slowly broke out into a big smile.

"That's it? That's what you wanted to tell me that's great! More than great that's fucking awesome!" He said pulling me in for a hug. I hugged him back relief and happiness filling me. Loud knocking interrupted our little moment of happiness.

"Um Leslie, Justin's here." Mikey said completely ruining my happiness. "Coming I'm just changing!" I yelled. " You need to hide." I whispered to Calum. We looked around but everywhere seemed to obvious. Closet, no under the bed, no. Instead, he went to the bathroom connected to my room. Iopened the door to find Michael and Justin.

"Can we talk, in private? "Justin asked turning to Michael. He glared at him, then turned to me to see if he should go or not.

"Um sure lets go to the guest room." I suggested.

"Why don't we stay here?" He said sliding in past me.I disnt argue to not seem so suspicious. Mikey looked at me and I just nodded.He glared at him one last time before walking back to the living room. Justin quickly closed the door.

"He's here isnt he?" Justin said looking around my room.

"Who?" I asked. "Don't play innocent, you know who I'm talking about. That little wannabe punk rock bassist. " he snarled. He turned around and looked through the closet.

"Don't mess up my clothes I just organized them." I said sitting on my bed. He turned back and glared at me then moved on to underneath my bed.

"He isnt here, but Luke, Ashton and Michael are in the living room if you'd like to kick them out of my life too." I said. He stood up and faced me.

"You know what will happen if I find you two together right?"

"What is your problem? We aren't together and we'll never be together. I love Calum not you." I said

"Never say never. " he winked making me roll my eyes.He's so frustrating going from mad to flirty ugh.

"First off, you're an idiot, secondly I can say whatever I want because this is my house and since it is my house you need to get out of it." I said pushing him all the way to the front door

Notes

I wrote it so much better but for some reason it updated the rough draft and didn't even post all of it or the author's note and it wouldn't let me edit so I redid I( would've had it up sooner but my sister to the computer and it wouldn't let me open my stories on my phone but thankfully it finally did)

JUSTIN DRAMMMAAAA. O.o much more drama in the next chapter

IMPORTANT: I WILL BE ADDING A NEW CHARACTER!! so if any of you want to be her or want to make her up leave it in the comments below :)

okay the end of my longest author's note :p

thanks to all the Amnesiacs out there :D