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Now We Have Love ♥A 1D and 5SOS Adoption Story♥

I Just Can't Do This {Part 1/2}

Taylor POV

I started down at the awful designer dress I was wearing. And the platform heels. Why would Ashton let her dress me like this? Why would I let her dress me like this?

Oh yeah, I'm not talking about Kylie, I'm talking about Lexington, Ashton's new girlfriend. Two months later and he's already got another birch for me to hate.

I stumbled out of the limo onto the red carpet. Why did I have to come to this? It's not like I don't like it, it's just that SHE'S here!

Lexi always gets what she wants from Ashton while they both throw me into the mud. So, that means she's going to sabotage tonight. Let's just wait and see........

I followed the two of them down the red carpet. Lexington looked stunning while I looked like a pile of trash. But do I say anything? No. I just stay here, starving myself more than she's already starving me, since apparently I'm fat. And I agree with that statement.

As we neared the end of the carpet, the lights began to blind me. Before I knew it I tripped and fell while my dress rode up to reveal my leopard print underwear. The crowd began to laugh as my face flushed bright red.

And that's not the worst of it. At dinner, Lexi "accidently" spilled red wine down my dress.

"Oops!" Is all she said.

And after more tripping and other embarrassing events, we finally got to go home. I was so happy to be outta that dress! As I sat bored in my room, I began flipping through Instagram posts an before I knew it, I found pictures of all of my embarrassing moments from tonight AND a lot of hateful comments. Well, those aren't new. As I got up to go plug my phone in after shutting down Instagram, I quickly felt weak and it felt as if something heavy washed over my body. Before I knew it I was lying on the ground. The door flew open shortly after.

"Taylor? Taylor?" The noise began to fade as my heartbeat slowed. My breathing grew short and I blacked out.

Ashton POV

I paced around the waiting room waiting for the doctor to tell me SOMETHING. I didn't know what happened other than she collapsed and nearly suffocated. The doctor finally came out.

"We got the test results back and have figured out what is wrong with her." The doctor spoke.

"Whats wrong?" I asked.

"It seems as if she's been starving herself." The doctor said. "And her body collapsed from lack of nutrients."

Why would Taylor be starving herself? She's already as skinny as she can be for her frame! At least, that's what her doctor told me. And I believe it.

A nurse came rushing out to the doctor. "Her breathing as slowed down dramatically. She's beginning to suffocate."

The doctor and nurse rushed off to see what was wrong with her while I have to sit here and wait, praying she'll be fine.

Taylor POV

I slowly opened my eyes. Where Am I? What happened this time?

"Taylor? Can you hear me?" A voice asked.

"No duh I can hear you, Liv." I snapped back.

"She's up!" Liv said. Then I heard many footsteps gather around my bed.

"Why were you starving yourself?" Ashton asked sternly.

"I-I-I don't know. All I know is I'm done, Ash. I can't do this anymore." Everyone left the room so I could privately talk to him.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"I'm done with this life. I'm done with the hate, the paps, every single embarrassing moment caught on camera, her, you being gone all the time. It's not the life I want to live!" I sobbed.

"So your saying I'm a bad father?" He asked as his eyes began to water.

"No! Of course not! You've given me the best two years of my life! What I'm saying is I'm done with the fame." I replied, still crying. "I've made my decision to go back to the States."

"Are you messing with me?" He pleaded. "Please tell me you are!"

I shook my head as I started sobbing. He began to cry.

"Don't leave me." He whispered. I pulled him in for a hug.

"I'm sorry. This isn't your fault. I will always love you no matter where I go in life. I just at least want a break." I said.

"So, your sure you want to do this?" He asked.



Taylor's Outfit

I am crying. I just thought we needed a bit more twists to this story, ya know? Sorry if it sucks, the stupid server deleted it and I had to rewrite. But anyways, here ya go!


Lol totally



(No but seriously I'm thinking the same thing. That wedding's been planned since July)


(No but seriously I'm thinking the same thing. That wedding's been planned since July)