Harry's POV

"Kasey? What the hell are you doing?!" I barked as I walked into our bedroom to see her finishing off the last of my bourbon bottle.

That thing was half full when I left it there earlier today.

"Getting rid of the pain." She slurred out without even looking in my direction.

She tried to stand up but couldn't even get to her feet which made me dash across the room to help her and to my surprise she didn't push me away.

"That won't make things any better princess." I whispered and swiped her into my arms before laying her down on our bed again.

Within seconds she sat up again and finally pushed my hands off her.

"You're mean but nice at the same time, how is that even possible?"

I couldn't help but laugh at her babbling.

Even through all her heartache and sadness towards me, she still found something about me to call nice.

"How am I nice baby?" I asked her softly and she pulled at the collar of her shirt signalling that she was uncomfortable in it.

Since she was completely wasted and off her face, I reached over to her and pulled the shirt above her head. She didn't have a singlet on but somehow she didn't seem to care that she was just in her bra.

"You keep me protected... most of the time. You give me whatever I want and you don't get made at me when I don't want to go as far as you do." She rambled again and flopped back onto her pillows.

I watched intensely as her almost bare chest rose and fell heavily.

"And why am I mean?" I dared to ask her and she bitterly laughed at me.

"You hide things from me, you yell a lot and you treat me as if I'm a child." She bluntly stated and my eyes widened in surprise at her straight forward answer.

"You are a child." I snapped and she instantly bolted up to a sitting position.

"That's exactly what I'm talking about! You yell all the time! You're so fucking mean!"

"Don't swear at me!" I barked and sat up too.

"Why the hell are you so mean? You said you loved me!" Her bottom lip started to quiver and I knew she was on the verge of crying.

"I do love you." I whispered and grabbed her hand.

"But you lied to me." She cracked and started to ball her eyes out.

I sucked in a sharp breath and pulled her onto my lap to rock her back and forth while placing my head on her shoulder.

She smelt heavily of alcohol and mud from the cemetery.

"When did I lie?" I asked even though there had been countless times I had.

"You said we met in high school but your dad was my godfather." She hiccuped.

"We did met in high school, my dad never introduced us." I tried to explain to her and for once I wasn't lying.

She turned her head away from me and continued to cry and it was honestly heartbreaking to see her like this.

I knew she was completely wasted as this was her first time with alcohol so I was trying my hardest to be soft on her but I was pissed that she didn't believe me any more.

She hadn't said anything in a while so I laid us down so she was on top of me and I gently ran my fingers through her hair.

"I still remember what that doctor said to me at that alley." She whispered just audible over her cries.

I had to roll my eyes at the memory of that dick head.

"What did that prick tell you Kasey?"

She didn't answer straight away so I shook her a little more than needed until she understood I was serious.

"What did he tell you!"

"H-he said you didn't really love me, that you only love yourself."

Prick.

"That's not true! I tell you I love you all the time, you're the one who never says it back."

She froze, knowing that I was right in this argument.

"That's because you always give me a reason not to say it back."

I didn't want to believe her so I brushed her words off and rolled on top of her but was careful not to crush her.

"Well what if I gave you a reason to say it, and believe it?"

Kasey scoffs and wriggled out from underneath me just to fall off the edge of the bed, I gasp quietly and shot up from the bed to check if she's okay, she lays there on the cold wood floor just staring at the roof while her eyes grow glossy again.

Eventually her quiet sobs fill the bedroom and I sigh while climbing off the bed and picking her up in my arms.

I position us comfortably on the bed as she tries hard to calm herself down.

"W-why do you d-do this to me? All the lies a-and hiding things and treating me like I'm a baby."

She was right, there were plenty of things that I had to find a way of making up to her.

"Because you are my baby, you're my little girl and I don't want to see you get hurt by the cruel messed up world we live in. All I've ever wanted was for you to be safe. I'm sorry if I hurt you along the way but I can't stand the idea of you growing up any more and not needing me or finding someone else you want more."

She let out a small whimper before hitting me on the shoulder, she looked as if she tried to put a lot of effort into her punch but I barely felt it, and this is why she needs me around.

"I will always need you idiot, you're all I have!"

And with those words, I placed my hands on her small little cheeks and brought her lips to mine in a much need and heated kiss.

I loved it when Kasey kissed me back hard, it made many of my out dated fantasies of her seem like they could come true.

There were times a few years ago when I would get hard at just the thought of Kasey calling me daddy, or my hand softly running over her rear end while it was still red from a spanking.

But as I got to know her better, I realized that she wasn't that kind of girl and I had no intention of turning her into that.

"Please take away the pain." She whispered with her lips still pressed to mine and I know she was sobering up if she needed something else to help forget about the pain she was feeling.

"Do you promise to be a good little Bambi if I do?" I asked in a hushed tone and she nodded as her answer.

"Lay down on the bed." I whispered huskily and her eyes flashed with worry.

"P-please don't hurt me Harry." I guided her to lay in the middle of our bed while connecting our lips again.

"Don't think too much baby, just feel, feel how much I love you."

Notes

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