Deaf Love.
Fresh New Start.
Niall POV
I just screwed this entire thing up, I have lost everything the girl and basically everything that I live for. This was the girl I was planning on proposing to her, as soon as we finished graduation in a few months I was going to propose to her.
I even have this ring saved up on my cupboard, I cannot believe I let myself get the best of me last night. I let my demons take control of me instead, of me taking control of my demons.
I am going to give Chloe her space for the moment because, I don’t want to piss her off even more than she is now. I have to do something that would take her breath away again, and get her to trust me again the same way she did before.
I have done this mess to myself I am not blaming this on Chloe, let me call Zayn and tell him that I quit the gang I cannot have any negativity in my life anymore. If I am serious with this girl, and I want her to take me seriously then I must find a proper job.
Me: “Zayn listen mate it has been a pleasure being in the gang, with you lot you are all like family to me now. I am deciding to have a meeting with you all because I am quitting today. I don’t want to be part of this gang industry anymore I lost Chloe again, because of my foolish actions which is mainly caused by my lifestyle. I don’t know whether I will be able to win her back, but I really do hope and pray I do. I need you all to support my decision on leaving this gang, it was a constant battle with my inner self being part of this gang. I want to find a good job and actually grow up, it was fun being part of this gang but there were more sadness than happiness. I learned that money does not buy any happiness, but finding the right person to spend the rest of your life with is. I used to fantasize about having loads of money, and hitting the club every single night not worrying about the following day. When I saw Chloe though in the first day of school, that completely changed my feelings I started thinking more seriously about my life. I used to be a player going to different girls every night, but Chloe is someone different I screwed up yesterday because of my actions so I am trying to get her back.”
Zayn: “I can say on behalf of the gang it was a pleasure working with you Niall, don’t screw this relationship up because of some life decisions you have created for yourself. You have all our support and if you want any help in looking for a job, or money we will help you buddy.”
Liam: “It has been a pleasure working with a humble and sweet guy like you mate, good luck with your future I hope you also get the girl of your dreams. Who ever she may be, she will be worth it in the end if it isn’t Chloe there will be another girl waiting for you.”
Louis: “I want to just say that I will miss your temper and your blond hair haha, I am just kidding bruv I will miss everything about you. You were my partner my crime we used to do crazy stuff together but those are memories now, because you are becoming a grown man now cheers to you and a brighter future for you.”
Harry: “I hate saying goodbyes to anyone especially the people that are close to me, but I have to let you go because you are hurt. To be honest it would hurt me more if you didn’t leave seeing you throw your intelligence and ambition is heart breaking to me. Go and spread your intelligence and wisdom to the world you are far more better than this, come back though and visit us please.”
Me: “Bro’s I will come and visit you all don’t worry about that I am very touched and honoured to have established a brotherly bond between you all. I love you all very much, appreciate all the support and love from you all I just wished that Chloe was in the room as well as my mom. I am hoping that I can provide a better life for them, that is why I am doing this.”
I hugged my brothers good bye as I left the building to be honest, a huge amount of stress and worries has been lifted off my shoulders. My departure from this lifestyle has been bitter sweet but I know, that our friendship and brotherly bon will not change.
End Of POV
I just screwed this entire thing up, I have lost everything the girl and basically everything that I live for. This was the girl I was planning on proposing to her, as soon as we finished graduation in a few months I was going to propose to her.
I even have this ring saved up on my cupboard, I cannot believe I let myself get the best of me last night. I let my demons take control of me instead, of me taking control of my demons.
I am going to give Chloe her space for the moment because, I don’t want to piss her off even more than she is now. I have to do something that would take her breath away again, and get her to trust me again the same way she did before.
I have done this mess to myself I am not blaming this on Chloe, let me call Zayn and tell him that I quit the gang I cannot have any negativity in my life anymore. If I am serious with this girl, and I want her to take me seriously then I must find a proper job.
Me: “Zayn listen mate it has been a pleasure being in the gang, with you lot you are all like family to me now. I am deciding to have a meeting with you all because I am quitting today. I don’t want to be part of this gang industry anymore I lost Chloe again, because of my foolish actions which is mainly caused by my lifestyle. I don’t know whether I will be able to win her back, but I really do hope and pray I do. I need you all to support my decision on leaving this gang, it was a constant battle with my inner self being part of this gang. I want to find a good job and actually grow up, it was fun being part of this gang but there were more sadness than happiness. I learned that money does not buy any happiness, but finding the right person to spend the rest of your life with is. I used to fantasize about having loads of money, and hitting the club every single night not worrying about the following day. When I saw Chloe though in the first day of school, that completely changed my feelings I started thinking more seriously about my life. I used to be a player going to different girls every night, but Chloe is someone different I screwed up yesterday because of my actions so I am trying to get her back.”
Zayn: “I can say on behalf of the gang it was a pleasure working with you Niall, don’t screw this relationship up because of some life decisions you have created for yourself. You have all our support and if you want any help in looking for a job, or money we will help you buddy.”
Liam: “It has been a pleasure working with a humble and sweet guy like you mate, good luck with your future I hope you also get the girl of your dreams. Who ever she may be, she will be worth it in the end if it isn’t Chloe there will be another girl waiting for you.”
Louis: “I want to just say that I will miss your temper and your blond hair haha, I am just kidding bruv I will miss everything about you. You were my partner my crime we used to do crazy stuff together but those are memories now, because you are becoming a grown man now cheers to you and a brighter future for you.”
Harry: “I hate saying goodbyes to anyone especially the people that are close to me, but I have to let you go because you are hurt. To be honest it would hurt me more if you didn’t leave seeing you throw your intelligence and ambition is heart breaking to me. Go and spread your intelligence and wisdom to the world you are far more better than this, come back though and visit us please.”
Me: “Bro’s I will come and visit you all don’t worry about that I am very touched and honoured to have established a brotherly bond between you all. I love you all very much, appreciate all the support and love from you all I just wished that Chloe was in the room as well as my mom. I am hoping that I can provide a better life for them, that is why I am doing this.”
I hugged my brothers good bye as I left the building to be honest, a huge amount of stress and worries has been lifted off my shoulders. My departure from this lifestyle has been bitter sweet but I know, that our friendship and brotherly bon will not change.
End Of POV
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