Wishing On The Stars {c.h}

Gold sun light seeped in from a crack of blinds. The curtains weren't even shut, which surprised me because I always shut the curtains before I go to bed. Then, it hits me that this isn't even my room! It was Ashton's. Oh, Ashton. I roll to my other side, facing away from the window, but towards Ashton. Except, there was nobody there. Shit!

The clock read 10:39 am. Over 2 hours did class start.

I look under the bed sheets. Yup, I was naked. Great... I used a spare bed sheet and wrapped it around myself, people can see through those half-closed blinds. There, on the coffee table was a pile of familiar clothing. Right, they were mine. They were stacked neatly, except for my bra and underwear (obviously Ashton wouldn't want to fold them). On the pile was a small little note. The handwriting was messy, as if he were in a rush. It read:





I smile the slightest and flip the piece of paper. On the other side, it says:

Sorry I'm not good enough.

Oh, but he is. I take my underwear and put it aside to get a better look at the pile of my clothes. I take the shirt off the stack, and there, as I thought, another note. This one says:

Sorry I'm not what you wanted

Ashton! You are what I've always wanted.With a little fear, I take my pants off the coffee table, revealing one last note. The worst note.

I'm sorry that you don't like me.
But, I'm not sorry that
I like you.

I took the note and spun around. A little too fast that I knocked over a glass of water. And it spills over my underwear. Fuck, I wanted to get out of here as fast as I could, but now, I just earned myself 5 more minutes. I panic a bit as I shuffle to his dresser and opened a drawer. A white square caught my eye. Another note. I almost laugh at how much he cares. And I love him for that.

Sure.

Reads the note. It's over his underwear. Did he know that I was going to clumsily spill the water? I put on one of his underwear. I feel a bit funny, I've never worn stuff like this before. After I put on my bra, I reach for my shirt. On the little white tab attached to the shirt was, in the same messy writing, a joke Ashton had made that day when we were in the library.

I love him. I love him so much.

Notes

UGH, SCHOOL EXAMS AND SHIT!!! AH AND I DID BETTER IN GYM SO THAT'S GOOD.

tf that was random.

BUT I'M SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. SORRY. I'M SORRY I DIDN'T DO WHAT YOU WANTED ME TO DO: UPDATE THE FANFIC!!

I will try my best to keep a schedule going!

***/hillerie/***