The Story Of Us

Sami pov

"Sami, please wait I truly can explain" I heard Niall yell has I walked away
"Why do I always get hurt in relationships, one second everything is fine and the next I'm getting my ripped out" I yelled turning around meeting Niall face to face
"Sami, I am really sorry please..." Niall started
" Niall stop I have heard enough sorrys in my life to know they mean shit. I have been hurt so many time I'd don't give a fuck about sorry anymore" I yelled has i started to cry
"Wait what do you mean you o have been hurt?" Niall asked
"NIall I;m not explain" I started being interupted by Niall
" If I can prove to you I am truly sorry will you please tell me" He asked
" Fine, but this doesn't mean i will forgive you" I said has Niall pulled out his phone
"Look" he started while playing a video " this is the girl you saw me with correct."
"yes, but what does" i started " Shh. just listen"
As we were watching the video I realized that Niall was calling this mystery girl Sami the whole time, and he kept talking about how he can't wait till our wedding and to when we finally have children.
"Niall" I said now with tears streaming down my face
"I told you I would never try to hurt. I seriously thought she was you. Now will you please forgive me"
"Yes, Niall, I forgive you" I say pecking him on the lips
"Sami, what did you mean earlier when you said you always got hurt?" He asked the question I have been dreading
"well, before i met you i was is what everyone considered a very serious relationship with this guys named Spencer. But what people didn't know if that anytime I did something he did like or he was upset he would hit me I was beating several time by him" At this point I'm balling trying to tell this to Niall as I can see he is trying not to cry as well
"N - Niall one night I told Spencer that I was breaking up with him. He got really upset and started yelling at me asking if he wasn't good enough and what the fuck did he do. I told again I thought it would be best if we broke up but he said that i wasn't leaving him. He said he knows that is still loved him when the man he become is nothing like the one i fell in love with."
"Niall, that night he wouldn't let me leave . he raped me. I know you thought that you took my virginity and I mean that is they way I think of it but really you didn't but i still consider that you did" the next morning I left him a note telling him we were over and i ran away I'm sorry I never told you and ..."
"Shhh, " Niall said pulling me into his arms
"I understand and I promise I won't tell anybody "
" Thank you NIall" I said squeezing him a little tighter
" let's get you back home" Niall said walking back to his car

Notes

OK sorry i didn't update on saturday PLEASE DON"T HATE ME
Because i love all of you great ot be back and please continue reading there will be more to come sorry if it takes a couple days for an updat i have been busy with school and sports but thatnk you all so much for reading
Bye love
Sammy