Behind Closed Doors

Jane’s POV
Louis and I are sitting in the waiting room because Isabella just had her baby and wants to rest. It is pretty late, and Louis has fallen asleep with his head resting on my shoulder. I play with his hand, which is laying on my lap. I think about all the amazing times we have shared along with the love hate relationship.
-----Flashback-----
I am sitting in Isabella’s living room, except instead of just Isabella and I, the room is filled with five good looking boys; and I am ready to rip all of their heads off. The only thing keeping me from losing it is the fact that I promised Isabella I would keep my cool.
It has been about three weeks since the car accident, and she is finally out of the hospital. Everyone has agreed to meet at Isabella’s house to discuss what to do with the baby. If it was up to me, I would just have Niall come, but he thought the whole band should be their because it affects them too.
Izzy has just left the room for a second to go grab so snacks while we decided what to do with this kid in her stomach.
“So…. whats your name?” Louis asks winking
“Your joking right? We are here to talk about something serious and you are flirting with me! If it was not for the promise I made Izzy, I would just about tear you all apart.” I say with a fake smile on my face trying to stay calm.
“What did we do?” He asks
“Well, the leprechaun over there didn’t use a rubber and got her pregnant, and Mr. sensitive over here hit her with a car! Do you guys believe just because you are all in a popular band, that you are untouchable? Because trust me, I will only say this once; you guys are on my hit list, and if you even look at me the wrong way; I will hurt you.”
Silence filled the room for a moment. I actually think that I might have gotten through to them.
“Fisty.” Louis says breaking the silence
Nope. They are five immature guys who have no idea how bad they have screwed up their lives.
-----End of Flashback-----
A smile creeps up on my face and a small giggle emerges. Something about Louis Tomlinson that day just got to me. I could feel a burning passion of brewing inside me, except it turned out to be love, not hate.
-----Flashback-----
It has been about one months since Isabella found out she was pregnant with Niall Horans baby, and boy have they been long. Everyday she calls him and texts him and is dying to see him; which means one thing, I get to see Louis. Part of me likes him, and part of me hates him. It is like whenever I am round him, I feel something, something I have never felt before.
“Jane! I am heading out to see the boys; wanna come?” She yells in my kitchen
“Oh gee! Spend another five hours sitting around talking about thing I hate with people I hate even more? Well it is a tough decision, I am going to have to pass.” I say sarcastically
“Please, we all know you have a thing for Louis, just give it up and come along.” Isabella says rolling her eyes at me
“As if. He is rude and sarcastic and has a terrible personality. Which is ashame cause a face like that should not be wasted on such a terrible guy.”
“So you admit he is cute!” She yells
“That is besides the point.”
“Jane likes Louis! Jane likes Louis!” She begins chanting
“Shut up!” I shout smiling

-----End of Flashback-----
My heart flutters at the thought of these memories. At the time, I hated the feeling Igot around Louis, but now I feel safer than ever around him. Nobody else knows him the way I do, or gets me the way he does. Its as if we are able to see parts of each other that nobody else even looks for. But that is one of the great things about him, we are so similar.
-----Flashback-----
Weeks have passed since I told Isabella my sorta feelings. Everyone, including the boys, Isabella, and I; are at a local bar. Every time I look at Louis, it is like a punch in the gut because my heart longs for him, while my brain wants nothing to do with him. My brain is going crazy with thoughts, so I decide to drink my feelings away, waiting for the numbness to start that clears my mind.
“Jane, don’t you think you have had enough to drink?” Liam says to me
“You sir,” I say unable to talk properly, “are no fun. What is a party without a little alcohol?”
“Thats great, but you are way past a legal level. Is everything okay?” He says trying to help me stand up
“ That, is none of your business, Louis” I say laughing
“Yup. You are done for the night. By the way, I am Liam.” He says picking me up
“Put me down, I don’t need your help!” I yell trying to pull him off of me
“Jane, I need to get you home, you are so wasted!” Liam says
Nest thing I know, I am smashing my lips against his, but something feels off. The spark, its not what I imagined it would be with Louis.
“Louis, I just kissed you” I say laughing
“I noticed, and for the last time, I am not Louis!”
-----End of Flashback-----
That next morning, I woke up in gear of what happened the night before. But, Liam luckily promised to keep his mouth shut on what had just happened and explained to me that I never kissed Louis.
-----Flashback-----
It is about 12:30 AM and I am sitting in the boys flat, where we are playing a game of truth or dare. It is Zayn’s turn, and he makes eye contact with me, signaling it is my turn to be tortured.
“Jane….. Truth or dare?”
“Can I choose neither?” I answer
“Not really.” Zayn replies
“Fine, Truth.” I say
“Who do you think is the hottest guy in the room?” He asks mischievously
Isabella and I make eye contact at that exact moment. She tries to hid her smile, but I know she is enjoying this.
“So dare is it!” I answer before being forced to say
“Seriously? Its not that hard of a question to answer, but I am a nice person. Your dare is to go into a sleeping Liams room and place six spoons on him without waking him up. “
“Really? Easy.” I say standing up
I make my way to the kitchen where I collect a handful of spoons and walk towards Liams room. Once I get there, I hear footsteps behind me, and see a terribly loud walking Isabella.
“I wanna do it!” She whisper yells
“Go ahead.” I saw without question
We slowly open the door, trying to be quiet, and tip toe into his room. I notice Liam is lying in his bed peacefully, and then this large moon-like object comes into view. It is a pregnant Isabella along with the six spoons I have gathered from the room, and she quickly disperses them all over his body so the will stay.
After she finishes, the both of us go back to the group, with photo evidence, and pretend as if I did the whole thing and Isabella was just making sure I went through with it.
“Belly, truth or dare.” I ask
“Truth.”
“Is Niall good in bed.” I say with a wink
“Oh god………kinda. I mean, he was good enough to get me pregnant.” She replies
“Louis, truth or dare?” Isabella asks
“Dare, like a true man” He answers sarcastically
“Good.”, She says with a smile, “Kiss Jane, on the lips.” She says
“Truth.”
“What happened to dare are for real men?”
“Fine.”
Louis makes his way over to me, and I can feel the nerves bubbling inside me. My heart is pounding again, and I know that this is finally going to happen. We both just sit inches away from each other for a couples seconds, hearing each other breathing slow down.
“You know I would never kiss you if it was my choice, right?
“For the dare.” I say staring at his lips
“For the dare.” He repeats looking at mine
Then, just as I am about to object, his lips smash into mine, and it is as if everything around me does not matter. Including the screams of Liam shouting in the background from the endless spoons on him. As the kiss continues, I feel his hand slowly hold my head up and everyone whistling, just like in the movies. It is this exact moment, that I knew we were going to be forever inseparable.
-----End of Flashback-----

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