Only a month left. I can't wait. I told my friends not to give me a shower because I didn't want the world to know about my sex before marriage thing. If my mom or dad were alive they would make me marry Matt. But I really do love Louis even though I'm not planning on telling him until after the baby is here. So for now I clean out a room for the baby and get things ready for the family that is coming to me. Louis and Jorden come over often helping me clean, eat and keep me company. "So what names did you pick for your baby?" Jorden and Lou ask since I want to be surprised when my baby comes just like my parents did. "James Patrick for the boy and Ella Lynn for a girl. Do they sound nice?" "That baby is going to have the cutest name ever."