Forbidden Love
I Hope Not. (40th Chapter)
…At Night…
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Evelyn's POV:
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The gathering was filled with echoing laughter. Instead of enjoying my time like I should, I pretended that nothing was wrong with me. Harry would hold my hand, or dive me in his arms, whenever he felt I am a bit tense. As hard as it was for me to hide me insecure feelings, he could still detect it. A while ago, everyone left with a memory of a pleasant time. I didn’t want the party to end, since I would be stuck alone with Harry.
Usually I wouldn’t mind us being alone at all, but right now? I really do mind, due to the worried feeling that is rushing through my veins. I took Harry to my bedroom, since I wanted to rest my mind for at least a minute. All I could think of right now, is Harry leaving me for my imperfections. He deserves someone like Regina. Elegant, single, beautiful, and most of all; someone with a clear past. How could he be with me, if he could land a perfect woman to be his lawful lover?
“You haven’t said a word since the last hour.” He jokes, even though he speaks the truth. All what we have done in my bedroom is cuddle on the fluffy mattress. “(I sigh) Harry there is something I want to talk about. Please try listening to me, till I’m done?” He nods slowly, bringing my head closer to his warm chest.
“Harry I… (I pause, not knowing how to proceed) I am not good for you. (He scoffs, but I maintain my speech) You deserve someone with a good will, someone who would always try to make you happy. Someone who would encourage you to be your best and do your best, at all times. I am nothing compared to perfection. (I laugh with no humor intended) Actually, I am the worst person you could end up with…”
He departs his arms from holding me, only to grab a strand of my blonde hair. “I like it when its straightened.” I sigh in a little temper, changing my position to a sit. “Did you hear any word I just said? Harry, this is serious, please.” He groans, while sitting beside me. “Evey, you can’t keep thinking like that. I am with you because I love you, simple. I don’t want anyone but you, and you know that. Why are you trying to create a reason to push me away?” I shake my head, moving out of the mattress; slipping back my heels (http://www.polyvore.com/luxury_leather/set?id=129487764&lid=3755600).
“I’m not creating reasons! Why would I, when my eyes can only see you? I’m just… Ugh never mind.” I rub my forehead with the tips of my fingers, while Harry stands up to reach me. His black socks pad on the ground, while his arms reach out to hold my waist. “(He murmurs) You’re afraid, aren’t you?” I nod, as his nose nuzzles with mine.“I promised you before, and I’ll promise you again, love. I will never let you go.”
My body relaxes at the reassurance of his voice, but then the door opens. My mother emerges from the outside, looking at me in worry. “Honey, I heard you two having an argument. (Her eyes widen at her estimation, as fear grows in her system) Did you tell him about the contract? Oh god, I hope not.” If only she didn’t say these words, if only they didn’t slip out of her mouth unintentionally.
I begin to shiver under Harry’s arms, pushing myself away from his hold. “What contract?” I shake my head vibrantly, not wanting to answer him. “(She stutters) N-nothing. Never mind, I didn’t know what I was saying.” My mother rushes out of the door, closing it in fright; but it is nothing compared to what I am feeling right now. If Harry didn’t have a reason to leave me, I’m sure if he knows; he’ll have one heck of a great reason to do so.
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Evelyn's POV:
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The gathering was filled with echoing laughter. Instead of enjoying my time like I should, I pretended that nothing was wrong with me. Harry would hold my hand, or dive me in his arms, whenever he felt I am a bit tense. As hard as it was for me to hide me insecure feelings, he could still detect it. A while ago, everyone left with a memory of a pleasant time. I didn’t want the party to end, since I would be stuck alone with Harry.
Usually I wouldn’t mind us being alone at all, but right now? I really do mind, due to the worried feeling that is rushing through my veins. I took Harry to my bedroom, since I wanted to rest my mind for at least a minute. All I could think of right now, is Harry leaving me for my imperfections. He deserves someone like Regina. Elegant, single, beautiful, and most of all; someone with a clear past. How could he be with me, if he could land a perfect woman to be his lawful lover?
“You haven’t said a word since the last hour.” He jokes, even though he speaks the truth. All what we have done in my bedroom is cuddle on the fluffy mattress. “(I sigh) Harry there is something I want to talk about. Please try listening to me, till I’m done?” He nods slowly, bringing my head closer to his warm chest.
“Harry I… (I pause, not knowing how to proceed) I am not good for you. (He scoffs, but I maintain my speech) You deserve someone with a good will, someone who would always try to make you happy. Someone who would encourage you to be your best and do your best, at all times. I am nothing compared to perfection. (I laugh with no humor intended) Actually, I am the worst person you could end up with…”
He departs his arms from holding me, only to grab a strand of my blonde hair. “I like it when its straightened.” I sigh in a little temper, changing my position to a sit. “Did you hear any word I just said? Harry, this is serious, please.” He groans, while sitting beside me. “Evey, you can’t keep thinking like that. I am with you because I love you, simple. I don’t want anyone but you, and you know that. Why are you trying to create a reason to push me away?” I shake my head, moving out of the mattress; slipping back my heels (http://www.polyvore.com/luxury_leather/set?id=129487764&lid=3755600).
“I’m not creating reasons! Why would I, when my eyes can only see you? I’m just… Ugh never mind.” I rub my forehead with the tips of my fingers, while Harry stands up to reach me. His black socks pad on the ground, while his arms reach out to hold my waist. “(He murmurs) You’re afraid, aren’t you?” I nod, as his nose nuzzles with mine.“I promised you before, and I’ll promise you again, love. I will never let you go.”
My body relaxes at the reassurance of his voice, but then the door opens. My mother emerges from the outside, looking at me in worry. “Honey, I heard you two having an argument. (Her eyes widen at her estimation, as fear grows in her system) Did you tell him about the contract? Oh god, I hope not.” If only she didn’t say these words, if only they didn’t slip out of her mouth unintentionally.
I begin to shiver under Harry’s arms, pushing myself away from his hold. “What contract?” I shake my head vibrantly, not wanting to answer him. “(She stutters) N-nothing. Never mind, I didn’t know what I was saying.” My mother rushes out of the door, closing it in fright; but it is nothing compared to what I am feeling right now. If Harry didn’t have a reason to leave me, I’m sure if he knows; he’ll have one heck of a great reason to do so.
Notes
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3/29/15