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Forbidden Love

Not Good Enough. (39th Chapter)

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Evelyn's POV:
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I swat his arm softly, while I depart my lips from his. “(He shakes his head) Why? I wanted to go on.” He fake pouts, but what my eyes capture is a little embarrassing. His bulge has increased in size, making his jeans shrink in the area. “(I point down low) Um, Harry I think you need to cool down.” He stares to where I am pointing, as his cheeks flip to a red shade. “Stop, tempting me. (He gushes, taking my hand) Let’s go.” I laugh at his reaction, while my heels clonk with his boots down the stairs (http://www.polyvore.com/firey_ice/set?id=129246643&lid=3755600).




We walk to the backyard, where the pool is located at; but I freeze at the sight in front of me. Liam and Louis are arguing over the griller, Zayn and Summer are chuckling over the minibar stall, and Lilly is lying down in her orange bathing suit; crisping under the sun to bronze. “(He whispers behind me) Knock, Knock?” I smile at the voice of the only person missing to make my happiness complete.




Harry chuckles as I reply to my blonde friend:
“Who’s there?” He replies sneakily: "Water.” I furrow my eye brows, going along with the joke: “Water, who?” A plastic material is placed on the back of my red blazer, as Niall Screams: “WATER FIGHT!” He begins running behind me across the grass area, spraying me with the water gun. I scream in enjoyment of the playful chase, as everyone else joins with their own guns. They all begin to aim at me, making me notice that they planned their attack before I showed up.




“Harry!” I yell while laughing, feeling that my hair and clothes are already drenched. Two arms snake around me, carrying me bridal style from the water gun attack. “(He coos in a joking matter) Awe, are you alright? You look pretty wet… (He smirks as he begins walking) But not wet enough, baby." His arms drop me into the pool, while I scream at his cunning method.




I emerge from the water, while all of them begin to laugh at the situation. I chuckle along with them, as Harry gives me his hand to get out of the pool. “You guys are awful, look what happened to my Fendi heels.” The all begin to make girly voices, mocking my fake pouts. “(I smile, while whipping my drenched hair away from my face) I am so happy that you all are here.” I hear them share a loud “Awe”, making me laugh at their expression.




“I need to change, again.” I walk to the inside, slipping my heels off; then grabbing them in my hand. “(He calls) Hurry up, the food is almost ready!” I nod at Louis, while I walk back inside; leaving my friends to change. Friends… I have friends now. I can’t believe how my life has changed, and I know I might sound crazy while admitting this right now; I guess getting married to Desmond wasn’t a bad thing. If it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t have met the four guys; or Lilly and Summer.




But most importantly out of all, I wouldn’t have met Harry. God, do I really deserve him? He is a dream come true to any girl, so why me? I am now a divorced woman, who used to be married to his father. How could he love me? Am I even enough for him? I sadden at the sudden thoughts, feeling less happy than I was seconds ago. Maybe Harry is all loving now, and later he might leave me. But he once promised me that he would never do that, yet who knows. He might end up leaving me for someone perfect. I am not good enough for him, after all.


Notes

Alright, I guess I don't need to explain a lot today, except for Evelyn's thoughts. She thinks that now that she is finally free, Harry won't find her as interesting and tempting like before. She used to be his secret love, and now they both aren't hidden from the public eye; which means there won't be that exotic temptation between them. In other words, everything that isn't allowed to us, is usually tempting to try, right? That's exactly the same case between Harry and Evelyn. He used to sneak over to hug her or kiss her, but now that she is his; Evelyn is scared he might lose interest. :/ She described herself as imperfect, and that Harry deserves much better than her. Well, I guess its not only Harry that has insecurity in this story, but Evelyn has forgotten something to mention. I won't tell you about it today, I'll save it for tomorrow so she could personally tell you :D

Questions for tomorrow: Blurted out accidentally? Harry is begging Evelyn with complete sadness? Why is Evelyn crying? :O

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Comments

This is amazing :) you are an amazing writer ^_^ very different, yet very clever :D

Wow, I hope I can be able to read your new stories, you are a great writer I enjoyed the story forbidden love very much, and I thank you for giving me something to hold on to.

True. Now that I've gotten farther into the story I know what you're talking about. :) I love this story, there are so many "oh shit" moments that make it impossible to stop reading.

Simply Amy Simply Amy
8/10/14

@Simply Amy

Hehe :D I miss that show so much! Well yea her mother is a meanie in some parts, but her characters changes from time to another (Y) xoxo

Starzella Starzella
8/10/14

For some reason I picture Evelyn's mom as Ezma from The Emperor's New Groove.

Simply Amy Simply Amy
8/10/14