Carries Pov

As I slept I was woken by the sound of someone closing a door. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a black figure moving toward me. I was to tired to move of react to anything.
"Shhh it's ok it's just me baby" I heard a low husky voice say. He bent down next to me and kissed my forehead. I turned on my lamp, my eyes slowly adjusted to lighting, I looked up and my heart flipped inside my chest.

"Luke..."I pull back the covers and embrace him in a bone crushing hug.

"Carrie.... Oh my sweet Caroline"he whispers into my hair. I feel the tears springing to my eyes and a lump for in my throat.

"You have no idea how much I've missed you" I cry into his shoulder.

"Oh yes I do baby... I've missed you more than you know" he pulls back, caresses my cheeks wipes away my tears with his thumps. He pulls me into him and our lips connect. I missed the feeling of his lips on mine. As we kiss I take in his sweet scent of spear mint and his cologne. He picks me up bridal style and takes me to my bed. He hovers over me and moves in between my legs. I pull his body closer to me so our hips cradle each other. He pulls back and takes his shirt off and he unbuckled his belt. I take off my pajama top and start slipping my pj bottoms off. He attacks my neck with soft kisses. I moan to the feeling of his lips on my skin.

"I've missed this too..." I felt him smile against my neck. He slowly makes his way to my panties. He starts to rub my center, I whimper at his touch and close my eyes. He rubs faster earning numerous moans from me.

"You're starting get wet for me baby" said a different low husky voice. I opened my eyes and found green ones look up at me.

"Harry?"I was at a loss of words.

"Let me make love to you" he said pulling off my panties. He moved back up to me. He kissed all around my jawline, up and down my neck. I tried to get him off me but he was too strong. My mind was telling me to stop but my heart said to continue letting him.

"Carrie.." I looked over and saw Luke standing in the doorway, with a pained expression at the sight of Harry pleasuring me.

"How could you?" His voice breaking and tears falling down his face.

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I gasp and jump up from my bed. I get up and walk over to the bathroom. I splash water onto my face to cool me down. I look into the mirror and look at myself. I trace over my lips and remember the way Harry's felt against mine. The way his lips felt against my skin. No,I can't. I have to forget about those thoughts. But how can I?

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Harry's Pov

I can't go today, I shouldn't go today. But I have to. I have to see her I have to know what happened, why she left just like that. I think back to yesterday, her small little figure against me. The way her lips felt against mine. I just have to see her.
Why did I have to ruin everything?

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Carries Pov

I walk straight into first period and take my seat in the back. Just as the tardy bell rings Harry walks in. I look to my right to find that there's an empty seat next to me. I pray that he doesn't sit next to me. There were a couple of empty seats in the middle so I'm hoping he takes those. Unfortunately he doesn't be ends up sitting next to me. I take out my notebook and pretend to be jotting down notes. As I write down stuff I can't help but to look at Harry through the corner of my eye.
Every once and a while he would turn and look at me. The rest of the period went by quick as soon as the bell rang I bolted for the door.

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Last class of the day, I was actually looking forward to. Niall really makes my day no matter how shitty I feel. I walk in and smile at the sight of seeing Niall.

"Hey cutie" he winks at me.

"Hey"

"So your coming over right?"

"Where?"

"My house. Remember I'm having a get together"

"Oh.. Yea.. I'll be there" Shit I totally forgot about that.

"Ok.. You better" he chuckles. I'm just hoping a specific someone doesn't show up. Who am I kidding they're best friends of course Harry will show up.

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After school I walk over to Niall's. I knock on the door and a moment later he opens the door.

"Hey!! You're here!!!" He says taking my hand and dragging me towards the basement.

"Hey guys guess who's here"
Zayn and Liam were playing Pool. Louis was playing FIFA on the Xbox. They all turned to Niall and me and waved. Zayn walked up to me and smiled.
"Aren't you the one from the party that I got hammered with" he smirks. I felt my face burning up with embarrassment.

"Um.. Yea. That was me, sorry about that" I say looking down at my shoes.

"No worries love" he leans into my ear "I don't know about you but I enjoyed it" he chuckles.

"Hey I'm Liam we haven't officially met" instead of shaking my hand like I thought he was he pulls me in for a hug.

"Hey I'm Louis" he winks and hugs me too (a little tighter than Liam).

"Where's Harry?" Asked Niall.

"I think he's in the kitchen getting beers" Louis answered.

"I heard my name" Harry says coming in out of nowhere.

"Hey.. What took so long?" Louis whined.

"Sorry I was on the phone with-" he stopped mid sentence when he say me.

"Hey look who came" Niall said.

"Carrie I didn't know you were coming" Harry said surprised. I was even more surprised when he hugged me.

"Are you hungry?" Niall inturrupted.

"A little"

"Guys lets set up the grill" they all went up to the patio and started setting things up. I helped set up the food.

"Carrie can you bring me a beer please?" Niall asked.

"Me too please" Liam yelled.
I walk over to the fridge and grab two beers. I turn around and find Harry in the doorway.

"Can we talk?" I says, nervous running a hand in his hair.

"Sure" I was trying to avoid this encounter all day. I'm suddenly anxious as to what he is about to say.

"Look about last night...I'm sorry-"he started.

"Me too" I say looking down.

"I didn't mean to do it, if I'd known that you didn't like me that way I wouldn't have done that"

" No it's not that" I say god damn why does he have to be so Hot and desirable. The truth is I don't want him to forget about it. I wanted him to do it again. But this can't happen.

"The thing is...I am still... I'm still with.. Luke" I say flatly not meeting his gaze.

"Oh.." He says looking down as well. When he looked up I could of have sworn I saw disappointment i his eyes. "Im so sorry Carrie I shouldn't have done that"

"It's ok, lets just forget about it" I say trying to turn this around.

"Ok" he says starting for the patio.

"Harry..." I sigh.

"yes?"

"Are we ok?" I ask worried that this changed out friendship.

"Of course" he smiled.

We both walk out and join the rest of the guys.

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"If you want I can give you a ride home?" Harry asks.

"Yes please"
The drive home was quiet and a little bit awkward. As we pull up I notice my moms car parked in the curb. When he cuts off the engine, silence and darkness surrounded us.

"Thank you for the ride" I say trying to get rid of the awkward silence.

"No problem"

"Harry.. I never got to ask you... What do you feel about all of this? I mean, we should just for forget about it right?"

"Honestly... No" he says moving closer to me.

"Harry..."

"I don't want to forget it..." My heart races at him being close.

"I know you don't want to either" he leans in closer his warm breath close to my lips. Before I could say anything else he leans in all the way and kisses me. He moans into the kiss giving me goosebumps. He pulls back for air and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear.
"I can't forget about that, I don't want to"

I don't know what to say other than I liked it, but it can't happen again.

"Harry we can't do this" I say closing my eyes.

"I know,I'm sorry" he rests his forehead with mine.

"I have to go, I'll talk to you later"

"Goodnight"

"Goodnight"

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I rush up to my room and I fall onto my bed. Why did this have to happen to me? What do I do?

Notes

Soooooooo.. Yea sorry I take so long to update. I have a very busy schedule with school and work lately. I'll try and update soon.