Jillian's POV

There I was in Liam's arms crying over how pathetic my life is. I didn't care that I was mad at him, I didn't care that I told him never to talk to me again because I needed someone to cry on. "What the hell were you thinking!" I heard him sob as he held me tighter. "You could have died Jillian!" He began to rock me back and forth.

"You should have let me die." I sobbed out, unable to contain my tears. "Why couldn't you just let me jump!" I hit his chest in frustration. I waned the die, I really did.

"Are you insane?" He held me closer not wanting to let me go. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I yelled stupid things to you back there." He resumed the rocking. "I should have heard you out, I shouldn't have assumed anything, I'm so sorry." He kissed the top of my head and he let his lips stay there for a while as I felt warm droplets of tears spill on my hair. "I'm so sorry." He mumbled into my hair. "I didn't mean any of it." I shook my head and wiped my tears only to have new ones pour out.

"Let me go." I said in a low voice. He shook his head and picked me up and loaded me into his car. "Where are you taking me?" I said before he shut the door. I saw him come around and open the driver's door and began to drive. "Liam, where are you taking me?" I asked once more in a low voice.

"To my flat." He wiped some tears away and focused on the road. "I can't leave you alone. Not now, not when you're in danger of your own life." I looked at my hands and out the window.

"Just because you're doing this doesn't mean I accept your apology." I said before turning my attention to my phone. The phone that only had one message, from Niall himself.

Hey Jillian, how are ya? Liam's pretty upset about you. I could care less to be honest. What are ya doing tonight? Wanna catch a movie? Let me know. xx Niall.

I smiled at his text, he's the only one in the band that's been nice to me other than Liam. Niall didn't know anything about my life and I planned to keep it that way. It's bad enough that Liam knows everything and how he's calling me a liar about it. I decided to accept his invitation and I texted him back.

Hey Niall, yeah, I'd love to catch a movie. Meet me at Liam's apartment, yeah?

We got to Liam's apartment and He instantly gave me a glass of water. "You feeling okay?" He looked in my eyes with his now red puffy brown eyes. I nodded and set the glass on his coffee table. "Please forgive me, I was mad. I really like you Jillian." He took my hands in his. "I got jealous that your ex was in your house, I reacted to quick." I shook my head.

"Stop Liam. I don't wanna hear it. I shouldn't have trusted you with anything I said to you. You think it's just a big lie, that my whole life is just a big lie." I scoffed. "I'm not that girl Liam. I'm not the girl you be a jerk to and you get her to forgive you in an instant. I'm so much more than that." I heard a knock on the door and I looked at it before Liam went to open it.

"That bitch! She slapped me Liam! The nerve of some people!" I heard the voice of none other that Louis. He hadn't realized I was here. "She's fucking nuts, I don't know what you see in he-" He stopped when he saw me sitting on the couch. The red mark of my hand printed on his left cheek. "What the hell is she doing in here!" He yelled at Liam but looked directly at me.

"Louis, stop." Liam closed the door behind him and sat next to me.

"Stop?" He laughed. "May I remind you that she lied to you? That you came to my flat mad at the fucking world because of her." He growled out and I rolled my eyes.

"Shut the hell up Louis. You know nothing! You know nothing about her!" Liam was angrier that this morning and quite frankly, it scared me. "Stop fucking cursing for once and just shut up!" He got up and Louis scoffed.

"You're actually taking her side? You've literally gone fucking ballistic. I'm your mate! I have been for the past years! And you take her side? You've hardly known her two fucking weeks!" Louis moved closer to Liam and now they were face to face. "I can't fucking believe this." Liam rolled his eyes.

"Well fucking believe it!" I winced at them yelling at each other. I wanted them to stop.

"Just stop." I mumbled out.

"You shut the hell up." Louis called. "If it weren't for you Liam wouldn't have turned on one of his best mates for a attention seeking girl like you." And that was enough for Liam to throw punch straight to his jaw.

"I told you to shut the hell up!" Liam yelled at the Louis who was now on the floor holding his jaw. "Get the hell out Louis." He opened the door and Louis glared at me. I was scared, not only of Louis but Liam. Louis got up and moved towards the door.

"Don't you EVER come for help from me ever again, you're dead to me." Louis walked out the door and Niall came in looking at both Liam and Me confused.

"What the hell happened?" I took a deep swallow and looked at a very fuming Liam.

"He wouldn't shut the hell up so I punched him." He said without remorse and came to sit next to me. "What are you doing here?" His tone deepening as he glared at Niall.

"Mate, stop looking at me like that, you're scaring me." Liam shifted his gaze to the floor. "I just came to pick Jillian up, I don't wanna know what she's doing here, I don't wanna know anything I just came to take her out to watch a movie." Niall's hands came up to defend his words.

"No." Liam's flat voice spoke. "She's not going anywhere." I looked at Liam and his harden face looked back at me. "We'll have a movie night here." His face softened as he looked into my eyes. "I'm sorry." He mouthed to me and I shook my head.

"Liam's right, I don't really feel like going out after what happened." Niall sighed.

"What aren't you guys telling me?" Niall's blue eyes pierced into mine, I had to tell him, I had to tell him everything.

Notes

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