Scarlette's P.O.V.-------->

Have you ever felt alone? Betrayed? How about left out? Have you ever felt the need to just go outside and scream at the top of your lungs? The need to just oh I don't know just to punch something until the pain goes away? I think that's what we all need. A release. Something to keep our mind of the bad and the pain. Or maybe even something good to replace it. I guess that's what we all hope that the pain will suddenly go away or just get better. But in reality when we think the pain is gone it's not, we just stored it away in our memory to deal with something else. But the pain never goes away.
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He's coming. I can feel it. In my bones. I always get this feeling. I don't know how to describe the feeling. Its like I can just feel the chill on my bones. Does that make sense? Probably not. Weather it makes sense or not when i do get that feeling it's not good. Ever.

"Scarlette? Oh Scarlette? Come out come out where ever you are!" That's my dad. He does this almost every day when he gets home from the bar. Its probably his usual routine: Drink, Beat me, then Sleep. Also it is always the same. He will slap me then punch or kick me until i am unconscious. Same everyday. But not today.

I plan on getting away today. My friend Harry said I could stay with him until I get back on my feet. I am trying to stay hidden so I picked in my bathroom in the cabinet under the sink. He will never look here. Before he abused me he would always say "the women's bathroom cabinet is the worst place to be." I guess he thought seeing boxes of......lady things would be scary.

"Scarlette! You cant hide from me forever! I suggest you come out NOW!" he yelled. I cant help but want to come out. If he finds me it will make my beating ten times worse.

I can literally hear him coming up the stairs with his big boots. Every step he takes is like a thousand heart beats in my head. I can feel my pulse accelerating.

"Scarlette Anna Mae Jones! Get your ass out here!" he yelled. He does this all the time; uses my full name. He tries to intimidate me. Tries to make me feel small.

There right there. At my bedroom door. I can hear him right there at the door.

"You cant hide from me forever ya know?!?!?!?!" he yelled.

Now I can hear him in my bed room. From what I hear he is pacing back and forth looking for me.

"Oh I know where you are now." he says. I can ear him walking to my bathroom but he stops right in front of the door. My breath hitches in my throat as I hear the door creak as it slowly opens. I can hear him rip the shower curtain open and groan realizing that I am not there. Next thing I know his face is right in front of mine smirking.

"Told you, you couldn't hide from me." he says as he rips me from the cabinet and up to my feet.

He picks me up by my shoulders and slaps me in the face hard. Again. Again. Again. Again. He just jeeps slapping me. I eventually lost count. Then he punches me in the face really hard sending me straight to the floor of my bathroom. Then he does something he has never done before. He kicks me. Kick. Kick. Kick. Right in the ribs over and over again. All I remember is him kicking me and me coughing up blood then I blacked out.

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"She thinks that no one loves her from what she has been through"-Harry
"Nobody really understands what she has gone through but she needs to understand that now she has people that care"-Liam
"No matter what she has gone through she needs to know that we wont judge her"-Zayn
"We love her for what she is not what she has been through, we could never blame her for what has happened"-Louis
"I genially think that she doesn't want to let anyone in because she is afraid to love them because she thinks they will leave her"-Niall
"I know they try to help but no one can save me from the past"-Scarlette

Notes

<3 Danielle