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What Hurts The Most. [On Hold]

Summary

It's been almost five years since her boyfriend's death and Amiya still hasn't completely got over it. Every now and then she would break down whenever she was alone. She now lives by herself because she can't stand to even look at her father after what happened to Damien. It was his fault. She thought she would never fall in love with anyone else...

But then she meets Harry.

(Song lyrics)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do,
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say (Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do

A/N: I randomly just picked a town/county/state for them to be in and stuff. Yes, I actually know where Adel is. I made sure I knew the town before I put it in the story. Just couldn't help but start this story. I've had this idea for months but I just haven't gotten to writing it. Please enjoy!