Gabriella’s P.O.V

It’s been three months. Three months since I wrote him. Three months and I haven’t heard a single word from him. I didn't think he would completely disregard everything I had told him. But in a sense I can't say I’m surprised that he didn't want to answer. I know i’ve done unforgivable damage to Harry. I’ve been so busy lately to write him another letter, but in the back of my mind there is still that fear of him not responding. I feel like I should try and reach out to him but Liam and I discussed that it would be best if I respected his privacy.

Speaking of Liam, everything is going absolutely wonderful. Liam has been my biggest supporter throughout this entire pregnancy. He always makes sure I’m comfortable, he’ll lay with me when I start feeling sleepy, he’ll massage my overly swollen feet, and he puts up with my crazy cravings and mood swings. With only two months left he is more than ready to meet his daughter, as I am. It’s weird to think in two months I’ll have a daughter and that I’ll be a mother. I never expected to be one this young but I’m more than happy, especially since I’m having a baby with Liam. I couldn't picture having a baby with anyone else to be honest. Liam is so gentle, kind and loving. I know he will be a great father, and I know that he is more than ready to be a father to our daughter. He is always bringing home baby clothes, and toys that he saw and had to buy for her. Our daughter isn't here yet and I can already tell she will be spoiled by Liam and have him wrapped around her little finger.

When management first announced I was pregnant, and that Harry was in rehab I got an unbelievable amount of hate. I honestly expected this to happen, I had caused a rift in the biggest boy band out there. It’s all the media could talk about, thankfully its calm down since then. But I’m sure Harry’s return and the birth of my baby will bring it all up again. It hurt me that I would always be known as the slut who broke up the band. Liam is still supportive as ever through all of this, even though its affecting him as well. He suggested I stayed off twitter and I honestly didn't have a problem with that. I didn't need to see what people were saying about me, I already knew. There is big share of fans who were happy and supportive of Liam and I. Some fans weren't happy about Liam having a child with me, but more fans were happy to see Sophia go.

***

I had just finished some shopping and decided to meet Rebecca and Niall for lunch. I arrived at our usual cafe and saw them sitting down already, of course. They both got up to hug me and Niall placed his hand on my stomach and looked at my baby bump in awe.

“Wow, Gabby this is really a baby in there?” I giggled.

“Yeah Niall there is really a baby in my stomach.” I felt small flutters press against my stomach and grabbed Niall’s hand and pressed it to my stomach. “She’s kicking.”

“She already loves her uncle Niall!” He said enthusiastically. Rebecca chimed in before I could respond.

“Or she knows her aunty Rebecca is close by and wants her smelly uncle Niall to move over so I can feel.” Rebecca placed her hand on my stomach and smiled. “Wow thats amazing Gabby.”

“I know you should feel how much she kicks when Liam talks or sings to her. She kicks me for hours.” We all finally sat down and they began asking me questions about the baby. That always seemed to be the topic of conversation now, not that I minded. I loved talking about my daughter and I know Rebecca and all the boys aside from Harry were excited to be uncles.

“So hows the pregnant life treating you? You have that pregnancy glow Gabby.” Rebecca smiled at me which made me smile as well.

“Really good actually. The morning sickness has definitely calmed down a lot. I’m just ready for her to be here already.”

“I’m so excited to have a niece!” Rebecca loved kids, always has.

“So are there going to be any mini Rebecca’s or Niall’s running around soon? Mia will need a playmate.”

“Yes! No!” I heard to separate answers, Rebecca said Yes and Niall had said no. Oh boy this will not end nicely. Rebecca gave Niall a glare and turned her attention to him.

“What do you mean no Niall? Don’t you want kids with me?”

“I mean, um, yeah?” His answer sounded more like a question.

“You love kids Niall. I see how good you are with Theo.”

“I know I do love kids, but I love them because you can always give them back when they become too much. It’s different when the child is actually yours Becca.” Rebecca looked heart broken.

“I’m sorry I didn't mean to bring that up you guys.” Rebecca shook her head.

“Don’t worry about it Gabby, at least I know where we stand now.” Niall looked upset as well, this clearly wasn't the way either of us executed this conversation to go.

“Who wants dessert?” I said trying to lighten up the mood. Neither of them answered. I hope Rebecca was okay.

***

Rebecca’s P.O.V

After lunch our ride home was silent. Not even the radio was on. I couldn't believe this, did Niall not want a future with me? Did he not want to get married one day and have kids of our own? This hurt me tremendously because I wanted a family with him more than anything. I imagined me and Niall moving back to Ireland one day, living in our own house, and kids running around. Did he not love me as much as I did him? Was it he didn't wants kids at all, or did he just not want kids with me? This brought tears to my eyes. As soon as we got back to our place I got out the car not even waiting for Niall. I didn't want him to see me crying. I walked in the apartment and locked myself in our bedroom. Should I even say our bedroom?

“Babe please talk to me. I’m sorry okay?” He giggled the door handle. “Rebecca open the door.”

“Leave me alone Niall! There isn't anything left to say.” I started packing a bag, I needed to stay with Gabby for a few days. I just couldn't be around him right now without bursting into tears. I needed a couple days to accept the fact that we will never be more than we are now.

“Rebecca open the fucking door!” He shouted at me.

“No!” And a few seconds later the door burst open. He literally broke our door using just his shoulder. I jumped because it scared me honestly, I’ve never seen him this angry.

“Rebecca talk to me!” He yelled and he noticed my bag that I had packed. “You’re leaving me?” He said looking upset, I noticed tears forming in his eyes.

“I’m not leaving you Niall. I just need to clear my head for a few days. I cant even be around you right now with out crying my eyes out.” I was already crying at this point.

“Is this about what I said earlier? The whole kids thing?” I nodded and grabbed my bag walking into the living room. “Becca wait!”

“Why should I Niall? You don’t see a future with me anyways! I’m not just going to be strung along! If you don’t see a future with me then why are we together Niall!”

“Fuck!” He grabbed his hair and shouted. “Becca I didn't mean it like that!”

“What other way to mean it is there Niall?”

“I do want a future with you Rebecca! I want that more than anything! Can’t you see that? I fucking love you!”
“Then why would you say that to me? You know I want kids and you clearly don’t. Having a family isn't something I’m willing to compromise Niall.”

“I know Rebecca. I do want kids with you one day, just not right now. I want us to be married first and then enjoy being married, then have kids. You know do it right? I promise we will have our babies. I want you to be the mother of my children, nobody else Rebecca. We can as many little Horan’s as you want, but when the time is right. When we are both ready for it okay?”
He pulled me into his chest and we both cried together. I know now without a doubt that this man loves me. I love him more than anything, Niall is everything good that I know. I can’t picture my life with anybody else but Niall. I looked at him and kissed his lips.

“Niall James Horan I am so in love with you its crazy.” I said making him smile.

“I love you more Rebecca. You bring nothing but happiness into my life. You are the love of my life and I cant picture loving anyone else as much as I love you.” He kissed me again and soon picked me up off the couch and threw me over his shoulder.

“Niall where are you taking me!” I said giggling

“I’m taking you to bed baby.” He laid me down on the bed and smirked at me as he took off his shirt. “Be prepared for the ride of your life babe.” He winked.

Oh I was more than ready.

***

Gabriella’s P.O.V

I felt horrible about that argument that happened at lunch with Niall and Rebecca. Damn it, it’s just like me to say the wrong thing. My big mouth has always gotten me into trouble, I wish I could keep my mouth shut. As I got home I didn't see Liam so I figured he was at the studio. I picked up our mail from the table and began to sort through it. Bills, bills, bills, oh.

I dropped all of the mail on the floor just so I can make sure I was actually looking at what I thought I was looking at.

A letter.

From Harry.
I opened it quickly and sat down on the couch and began reading. I was immediately overwhelmed by his words. Countless memories came rushing back into my mind. Every single special memory Harry had made them come back to life in the form of a latter. I didn't even realize I was crying until my tears began to wet the pages of the letter. He wasn't angry at me and Liam. He still loved me. It was so much to take in at once.

“Baby whats wrong?” Liam came down the stairs and rushed to my side. I didn't even know he was home. I handed him the letter and he began reading. When he finished he pulled me into his side and kissed my cheek. “Baby come here.”

“I didn't expect that. It was too much to take in at once and these pregnancy hormones don’t help Liam.” He kissed my lips gently and he grabbed my hand pulling me up off the couch.

“Come on. I want to show you something.” I was confused.

“What?”

“Come on its a surprise. Lets go.” Once we got up the stairs he put a blind fold on my eyes.

“Liam!”

“Trust me baby.” He giggled and began leading me down the hall. Soon we entered a room and he took off my blindfold. “Surprise!” He said excitedly and we were in our daughters room that was completely decorated and furnished.

“Liam! You did all this? When?” I smiled.

“Lets just say I took great advantage of my free time, and when you would leave the house. I just finished today.” The room looked beautiful and I cant believe he kept this all a secret.

“It’s beautiful Liam. I know Mia will love sleeping in here as well.” He kissed me.

“I hope so. Even though she will probably be in our room for the first couple of months, I wanted her still to have a nice nursery for when she starts sleeping in here.”

“I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend or father of my child Liam. I love you and I know our daughter already loves you so much.” He put his hand on my stomach and our daughter began kicking. She must know Liam’s voice by now because she always kicks when he is around.

“I love you both so much and I couldn't be happier than I am right now.” He kissed me and pulled me into a tight hug.

I loved my little family more than anything. They were absolutely perfect and I wouldn't trade them for anything.

Notes

So many emotions! Will update soon!

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