Please Stay With Me
I can’t fucking believe this. My whole fucking life was turned upside down in a matter of seconds. I should have seen this coming to be honest. How could I have been so stupid! That’s why she was pushing me away and never wanted me wanted to touch her. It’s because she’s been fucking Liam behind my back. Who the hell did he think he was? Sleeping with my girlfriend behind my back then getting her pregnant. I should have known he had feelings for her, he’s been her best friend for her entire life! I should have known feelings would come eventually, I just didn't expect Liam of all people to act on his feelings. I was so mad, I just wanted to punch him again. I noticed both of my eyes were turning black. Fuck, now what am I supposed to say to the guys and management? I cant just go and say “Liam slept with my girlfriend and got her pregnant so we had a fight”, I can’t just say that. I know I cant keep this hidden forever but I would try as long as I could. I never expected Gabriella to do what she did. I loved her, hell I still fucking love her and that’s whats killing me. I love this girl more than life itself, she’s everything to me. Shit, I didn't even notice I was crying until I looked in the rearview mirror. I was so embarrassed, here I was planning to propose to her and she tells me she’s pregnant and she’s in love with Liam. Her words keep on replying over and over in head. “I’ll never love you the way I love Liam”, I don’t know how I’m going to be able to work with him now. We were in the same fucking band for crying out loud! When the press gets ahold of this they will have a field day and I’m just going to look like a dumb ass to the public. Everyone will know that I got cheated on. I needed to clear my head. I drove into the first bar I saw and got out. There weren't many people inside and nobody recognized me thank god because attention was the last I wanted.
“What can I get you?” The bartender looked at me flirtatiously. She leaned against the counter and pushed her boobs up even more. She probably just wanted a good tip.
“Um a glass of straight whiskey please. And keep them coming.”
“You got it.”
I lost track of how many drinks I had. I was feeling good and I was going to keep drinking as long as it made me forget about Gabriella. The bartender, who’s name I learned was Natalie, came out from behind the bar and sat with me.
“Don’t you have to work?”
“No I’m off for the night.”
“What’s wrong you look sad?”
“I am sad Natalie.” I was drunk off my ass and I giggled when I said the last part. She got up from her chair and came and sat in my lap. Natalie was attractive, definitely different from the girls I’m used to dating. Natalie was sexy, and I’m used to dating girls who were more wholesome. I love beautiful and sweet girls, instead of those who you consider sexy or hot. Like Gabriella, she was sweet, beautiful, and innocent looking like she wouldn't hurt a fly. But she sure as hell hurt me. Fuck here was I was with a hot girl on my lap and I still couldn't get my mind off Gabby. Natalie and Gabby were completely different. Natalie was very feisty and she seemed like she knew what she wanted.
“Tell me what happened.”
“My girlfriend, well actually my ex girlfriend now cheated on me with her best friend and now she’s pregnant.”
“Shit. That’s rough.”
“You know what else sucks? It wasn't just her best friend he was mine also. We fucking work together.” I said sadly. Saying what happened out loud makes me realize how bad it actually it.
“Damn, I’m sorry about that.”
“Maybe its my fault she cheated, maybe I wasn't a good enough boyfriend to her.”
“Hey listen to me, don’t blame yourself. That girl must be an idiot if she cheated on you. If I had a guy like you, I would never let you go.”
“She’s not an idiot. Don’t say that about her.” I don’t know why but it made me angry when she said that about Gabby. Probably because I’m an idiot and still have feelings for her. Well fuck we broke up like three hours ago, of course I’m gonna love her still. Sue me.
“Wow you really love her still don’t you?”
“I do. And I don’t know why.” I slumped in the chair looking down at the floor. Natalie ran her fingers through my hair and looked and me and bit her lip.
“Well you know what they say. A way to get over someone is to let someone else get on top of you.” She winked at me and started kissing my neck. It felt nice to be honest. She was sitting on my lap so I felt myself start to harden. She than straddled me and we were sitting in the back of the bar so luckily nobody could see us. She started kissing my lips and she bit my lip causing my mouth to open so she could slip her tongue in. I pushed her back slightly so she would stop.
“Whats wrong? Why’d you stop?”
“This just doesn't seem right. I broke up with my girlfriend today and it doesn't seem right to sleep with someone else. Plus why would you want to sleep with me? You don’t even know my name.”
“You know mine.”
“Are you always this inquisitive?” She laughed lightly.
“Well no. But still this doesn't seem right.”
“Why do you care? I bet her feelings for you didn't stop her for sleeping with her best friend. I’m trying to help you.”
“Why? You don’t even no me.”
“Yeah, but I know your situation. And it sucks.” She sighed and ran her fingers through my hair again pushing it out of my face. “So whats your name?”
“Nice to meet you Harry. I’m Natalie but you already know that.” She bit her lip again and I just leaned in and kissed her.
“What happened to you don’t like sleeping with you don’t know? She whispered against my lips.
“Fuck it.” I whispered back and continued kissing her. Our kisses were lustful and it was getting heated pretty fast. I picked her up and so she was now standing. “Let’s go to my car.” I grabbed her hand and walked to the car as fast as I could. I didn't want anyone to see me or my prominent bulge. We got in the backseat and started going at it again. She undid my belt quickly and unbuckled my pants. I unbuttoned her shorts and took off her shirt. I unclipped her bra and took one of her breast into my mouth. She palmed me through my boxers, and I have to admit this felt amazing since its been a while since I’ve had sex.
I slipped my boxers off and quickly ripped open the packet of the condom ad slipped it only quickly. I slid into her and immediately feeling how tight she was made me want to come right then and there. I started thrusting into her and her moaning started soon after.
“Harry…” She moaned which made me thrust harder and deeper into her. I started to lose myself. It felt nice to be close to someone in this way again. Despite having Natalie here my mind started to think of Gabriella. I tried to get her out of my mind which caused me to thrust harder than ever before.
“Harry!” Natalie moaned louder. “Slow down a little.” I kept thrusting not really hearing her. “Harry I said slow down! You’re hurting me!”
“You were hurting me.”
“Shit I’m sorry.” I pulled out of her and leaned back against the seat.
“I understand. I know you want to forget about her.” She climbed on top of me. “Let me take care of you baby.” She sank down on to me and started bouncing on top of me. She started sucking on my collar bone and I gripped her hips.
“Fuck.” I moaned. I didn't know much about Natalie but what I did know was that she definitely knew how to please a man. She started move a lot faster and I felt herself clench around me. “Uh I’m co-coming.” She got off me and started to put her clothes back on and so did I.
“Thanks for that Natalie. It was nice.”
“No problem Harry. You’re pretty good. Definitely one of the bests I’ve had.” She kissed me one last time and slipped a piece of paper into my shirt pocket. “Call me sometime.” She winked and got out of the car.
I got out from the backseat and walked back into the bar. I was starting to sober up which I didn't like because I felt myself getting sad again. I ordered another whiskey and I felt myself relax as the burning liquid went down my throat.
I lost track of how many drinks I consumed again. I was so drunk I didn't know how I was going to get home. I slammed an one hundred pound note on the table and got up. I was difficult for me to stand up with out falling. I stumbled towards the door when this guy bumped into me.
“Sorry.” I slurred and the guy pushed my shoulder.
“What where the fuck you’re going man!” I pushed him back. What was his problem? He bumped into me first.
“You fucking bumped into me first!” He quickly got closer to my face and I pushed him back again. it didn't take long because next thing I knew he smashed a bottle against me head and I had done the same to him. He felt to the floor and I got on top of him and started punching him. Two fights in one day, I’m surprised I’m not dead. I kept punching him until I felt someone grabbed me off. Who ever pulled me off him pushed me against the wall. He started to handcuff me. Fuck, it was the police.
“Sir, you're under arrest for disorderly conduct and public intoxication.”
“Fuck! Let me go! That asshole started it!” This could not be happening.
“Sir, iI suggest you remain quiet. We are going to take you down to the station and you can call whoever you want to pick you up or else you’re going to have to spend the night in jail.” He walked me outside, I was still in handcuffs. Fuck I can’t believe I’m getting arrested. This so happens to be the worst day of my entire fucking life, the only bright side of it all was the sex. I dreaded going back to the station, because I knew there was only one person I could call right now and I sure as hell didn't want to call them.
I groaned as I heard my phone ring. What time was it? I tried to wiggle from Liam’s grip so I could reach my phone. I finally got out of Liam’s death grip and grabbed my phone. It was four in the morning, who could be calling me? It was an unknown number so I answered with no idea who would be on the other line.
“Uh Gabby, its Harry.”
“Harry its four in the morning! Why are you calling this late?”
“I sort of need you to come get me.”
“Where are you?”
“I’m in jail.”
“What the fuck Harry!” I shouted causing Liam to wake up.
“Look just please come get me or else I’m going to have to spend the night here.”
“Fine. I’ll be there.” I hung up the phone and started to get dressed.
“Where are you going baby?” Liam said tiredly.
“Harry’s in jail and I have to go bail him out.”
“What? He’s in jail? What for?”
“I don’t know Liam. I just need to go get him.”
“Well let me get dressed. I’m not letting you go by yourself or be alone with him. I don’t
“He’s not going to hurt me Liam.”
“Still, I don’t care.”
Liam drove us to the police station. We saw Harry inside arguing with the police. One side of his hair was matted to his head by blood. Was he in a fight?
“This doesn't even need to go on my record when I didn't even start it!”
“Sir, you’re going to have to calm! Or I will detain you for the night! This will all be settled on your court date I already told you.”
“This is bullshit!”
“Harry thats enough.” I said causing him to look at me. He looked angry as well as hurt all at the same time. Liam pulled me closer to him and Harry pursed his lips and gave Liam the dirtiest look imaginable.
“Let’s just fucking leave.” He stormed out of the police station and Liam and I followed him to the car. Liam started the car and Harry huffed from the backseat and rolled his eyes.
“What the fuck is he doing here? I called you.”
“I didn't want her to come alone Harry. Its dangerous out at this hour and she’s pregnant. What if something happened to her?” Liam said, I could tell from his tone he was trying to keep calm. I squeezed his hand to try and relax him.
“Yeah just fucking remind me why don't you? I already fucking know she’s pregnant asshole.”
“Harry stop.” I said causing him to look at me.
“Whatever.” He rolled his eyes and leaned against the window. We pulled up to Harry’s house. I could tell he was still drunk.
“Do you need help getting inside?” I asked him from what I could at the station he was barely able to walk.
“No I don’t need your fucking help.”
“Don’t fucking talk to her like that Harry!” Liam snapped at him. “If you were going to act like this why did you call Gabriella to come get you!”
“I had no other choice! Do you think I wanted to call the other boys and tell them what happened? Do you think I want to call them or my mom or sister to explain that I’ve been fucking cheated on! Do you think I want to tell them that you Liam, who is supposedly one of my best friends got my fucking girlfriend pregnant! No, I don't want to have to explain that!” I started to cry, I was realizing how fucked up this situation actually was.
“Harry stop you're upsetting Gabriella!”
“Fuck you Liam! And fuck you too!” He pointed at me. “I will never fucking forgive either of you. I hate you both!” He slammed the car door and stumbled into his house. I cried ever harder at his words. Finally realizing everything I had done, I couldn't help but blame myself. This is the first time that I doubted if everything would be alright.
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