Gabriella’s P.O.V

The night I found out I could possibly be pregnant I of course went into denial. I took the rest of the home test and they all came out positive. I had scheduled a doctors appointment on a day I knew Harry was busy. I didn't know how long I would be able to keep this from him, especially since I was pregnant. I was only going to get bigger, he was going to find out sometime.

I was in the waiting room and had noticed a mother with her baby and she seemed like she was expecting again. Its weird to know that would be my life soon. Becoming a mother at twenty one isn't exactly something you plan. I had just finished University and hadn't really even had a job yet. Would I even be a good mother? I watched my siblings all the time but there was something about this baby being mine that made things completely different. I would be responsible for raising an actual human being. If something went wrong it would be my fault. Its a lot to take in and a lot to handle. M thoughts were interrupted by a nurse calling my name.

“Gabriella Carter?” I grabbed my purse and followed her to the back room. She checked my weight, which would soon probably double, blood pressure, and did all the other necessities like a normal check up.

“The doctor will be in here shortly.”

“Thanks.” I laid down on the table and looked at all the baby posters around the room. It had the typical posters every OBGYN doctor had in their office. Like how the baby looks from conception to birth, how big your stomach gets, and it had just posters of cute babies. It didn't take long for the doctor to come in, she was a very pretty middle aged woman. She probably thought I was just another careless teenager who got pregnant.

“Where’s the daddy? Do you want to wait for him or can we proceed?”

“We can proceed.”

I didn't exactly know how to stay “I haven't told the father he is going to be a father yet.” I didn't even want to tell her that, not that she probably cared. She was a doctor not a therapist, I’m positive she didn't want to hear about my baby daddy drama.

“This may be a bit cold.” She put some gel on my stomach that really was cold, it caused me to jump a little. She turned out the lights and put the track ball on my stomach. I could see the inside of my stomach on the monitor.

“There Ms. Carter, is your baby.” I felt tears build up in my eyes. There was an actual baby inside me. I was going to be a mom. My baby’s heart beat soon filled the room and the tears that I have been holding back all came out. I wiped my eyes to try and contain myself.

“I’m sorry I’m crying.” I sobbed.

“It’s okay sweetie. Most first moms do.” She took the track ball and begin looking at my baby from the monitor. “From what I can see you're about nine weeks pregnant. Your baby is about the size of a grape.” That made me smile for some reason.

“Really that tiny?”

“Yes that tiny. But just think in a couple of months it will be the size of an actual baby.”

“I can’t believe there is a tiny person inside of me. This is amazing.”

“It really is an amazing thing, but I have to ask you is the dad supportive? It’s not hard to make a baby but its really hard to raise one. You seem young also I couldn't picture you doing this by yourself.”

“Um he is supportive.” That wasn't a complete lie, I’m sure once I told Liam he would be supportive. I’ve know Liam my whole entire life, I know he would be there for our baby.

“Well thats good, because during this pregnancy the father is really your support system so you need a strong one.” After the appointment ended she gave me a list of all the vitamins I needed to take and food that I should be eating. Being pregnant seemed hard already and this was the easy part, my baby wasn't even here yet.

I got in my car to see that I had a text message from Liam. It’s being a while since I’ve seen him. I only saw him when our group of friends all hung out. I wanted to try to be normal with him, but its kind of awkward to hang out with someone you’re in love with while you're dating someone else. Speaking of Liam what was I supposed to saw to him? “Oh congrats i’m pregnant the baby’s yours, yay!” Thats not exactly a conversation you bring up over dinner or something. I was going to tell Liam, I had to tell him, I just didn't know when. I looked at his text message and it said:

From: Liam Payne: Gabriella I miss you, please stop by today. We need to talk about something.

What could he want to talk to me about? I mean, I was thinking of a way to tell him I was pregnant. I guess sooner than later is better right? The drive to Liam’s house seemed like it took longer than usual. It was probably because I was nervous. His text message was sort of random so it scared me a little. I parked in his drive way and walked up to the front door. I took a deep breathe before knocking and it didn't take long for him to answer.

“Gabby.” He said softly as he looked me up and down, looking at the dress I was wearing. Did I have a stain on it or something I wasn't aware of? It was just a normal pink sundress. They was he was looking at me made my stomach flutter like it was filled with butterflies. He bit his lip, God the way he looking at me was also turning me on. I guess it was true when they said you crave sex more when your pregnant. But I didn't want sex with just anyone, I wanted sex with Liam. I guess it was a natural thing to want to have sex with Liam, I mean he was my baby’s father.

We continued to look at each, its like we were magnets that were just attracted to one another. The next think I knew Liam crashed his lips to mine and pulled me inside. He immediately picked me up and carried me up the stairs and into his bedroom. He was such a strong man and I could see his arms flexing as he carried me. He put me down on the bed and continued kissing me. He left kisses all down my neck and he started sucking a little too hard and I had to tell him to stop.

“Liam no hickeys. Remember last time?” He chuckled

“Sorry Gabby I’ll try to control myself.” He kissed me again, at first the kisses were sweet and innocent and they soon became lustful and hungry. “I’ve wanted to do this again ever since that night in California. But you’ve been avoiding me baby.”

“I’m trying to act normal Liam.” I said in between kisses that were being so passionate they were causing light moans to release from my mouth.

“That was so hard for me to do. Every time I saw I just wanted to take you into the nearest room and make love to you right then and there.”

We continued kissing and I started to run my fingers through his hair which was making him moan. In a matter of minutes all of our clothes were off and he was lining himself up with my entrance. He wasn't wearing a condom again, so I guess this clarifies he wasn't wearing on that night either. I didn't see a point in asking him to put one on now since he already got me pregnant.

“Wait Liam.” I said pushing on his chest lightly. I had to tell him about the baby. I couldn't hold it in anymore, especially since we are about to do this.

“Whats wrong? Did I hurt you?” He said kind of panicky. I kissed his lips to let him know I was okay. He kissed me so passionately I completely lost my train of thought. I would tell him after, there was too much going on right now. I couldn't think straight. With all of my strength I flipped us over so I was on top of him. I kissed him and started to nip at the skin on his neck.

“Hey no hickeys remember?”

He laughed and so did I. I kissed him some more and then I took his member in my hand and lined him up with my entrance. I sank down onto his member and that made us both moan instantly. I started to ride him and it was a new wave of pleasure I’ve never experienced before. I’ve rode Harry before but its never felt this good. It’s like Liam and I’s bodies were made for one another. We connected, we fit together like two puzzle pieces. Nothing would ever compare to the passion and chemistry we had. I didn't want to question what we had together because in this very moment it was absolutely perfect. I was his and he was mine. I was making love to the person I really love, and that was another mind-blowing experience in itself.

“Mhhm fuck Gabriella, that feels so good.” Liam moaned from underneath me, He lifted his legs up so his knees were bent and he began to move his hips so they would meet my movements. I could feel him twitching inside me so I knew he was close like I was.

“Uh Liam. Baby…” I moaned and he flipped us over so he was now on top.

“I love you Gabriella. You’re mine and you’ll always be mine.” He moaned in between thrust which were becoming a lot harder. “Say it. Say you're mine baby!”

“I’m yours Liam! I’m all yours!” I screamed as I rode out my orgasm. Liam finished soon after me and he pulled out of me and pulled me into his warm chest which had beads of sweat on it. I could feel sweat on my forehead as well. I felt sleep taking over me and I started to drift off. He put his hand on my stomach, its weird to think our baby is inside of me right now. He doesn't even know about it and I already feel protected. Like he would do anything to protect me and our baby.

“Liam I need to tell you something.” I said tiredly.

“You can tell me later baby. Just sleep for now.” I fell asleep to the sound of him telling me to sleep. Right before I fell asleep I heard him whisper “I love you, so much. More than you’ll ever know.” I fell asleep to his loving words and I couldn't wait to wake up and tell him about our precious baby that was growing inside of me.

I woke a few hours later and expected Liam to be asleep next to me but he wasn't. I heard the sound of guitar strumming coming from the next room. I picked up Liam's shirt from the floor and put it on because I didn't want to change back into my dress. I walked to the room and heard Liam playing guitar to a familiar song. I loved this song and before I walked in, I just listened to his beautiful voice.

Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one-night stand
But I still need love 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave, will you hold my hand?

oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

I’ve never been as good at singing as Liam is but my voice isn't bad. Liam used to love when we would sing together when we were younger. I was much more shy about singing than he was. As I listened to him sing the chorus I took a deep breathe and started singing the next verse before he could. He turned around but continued play and he smiled at me as I started to sing.

Why am I so emotional?
No, it's not a good look, gain some self-control
And deep down I know this never works
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt

As I sung the chorus back to him I came up to him from behind and wrapped my hands around his neck placing my head on his shoulder. I whispered the lyrics into his ear as he kept playing.

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

I kissed his cheek as he began singing again. He harmonized beautifully, I was hypnotized by his beautiful voice as he sung the chorus again.

Oh, won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

He finished singing the song and put his guitar down. He pulled me into his lap and moved a piece of my hair from out of my faced. He placed little kisses on my cheeks and the corners of my mouth before finally kissing my lips. I shifted my body so I was facing him completely and my thighs were on both sides of his legs. He continued kissing me.

“Gabriella I need to tell you something.” He whispered against my lips.

“I need to tell you something too.” I mumbled against his lips still kissing him in between words. “You go first.” He kissed me one last time before lifting me off his lap. He took my hand and led me his bedroom. We sat at the foot of his bed and he kissed me again. He wouldn't look me in the eyes so I knew something was wrong.

“Liam? Whats wrong?”

“You’re going to hate me.” He whispered before trying to kiss me again. I grabbed his jaw forcing him to make eye contact with me.

“Just tell me.” He tried to kiss me again but I put my hands on his chest to push him back.

“Just please let me kiss you before I tell you.” He leaned in to kiss me again and he put on of his hands on my cheek and the other hand was in my hair. The kiss was sweet and long, like he was cherishing it. We finally broke apart and he looked into my eyes. I feel like he was really looking at me, like he could see through me some how.”

“Now tell me Liam.” He broke eye contact with me again.

“I don’t really know how to tell you this.”

“Liam, you can tell me anything.”

“Gabriella you have to know that I love you. I always have and I always will. I love you more than anything. I don’t think I’ll ever love another woman as much as I love you. I’ve thought a lot about this, and I think its time that I’ve worked on moving on. I know you have Harry and what we are doing isn't exactly right. I wont forget these precious and intimate moments we’ve spent together.Gabriella you also have to know that you will always have my heart.”

He stopped talking because he started to tear up, I didn't even notice I was crying until he stopped talking.

“Fuck, I love you so damn much Gabriella.” He was now crying and he rubbed his eyes with his thumb and pointer finger. “I’m going to ask Sophia to marry me Gabriella.”

“What?” I felt like the room was spinning. He was going to ask her to marry him? I felt like i was going to throw up.

“This my way of moving on Gabriella.”

“By marrying her!” I was fully crying now and I was shouting as well. I couldn't believe what he was saying.

“So then what was today? Did it mean nothing to you just like last time? Did you just want a good fuck before you decide to tell me you're going to commit to that bitch for the rest of your life! You used me Liam!” He tried to grab my hands but I pushed his away.

“Baby please let me explain!”

“No you used me Liam! Fuck you Liam, I hate you! I hate you so fucking much!” I was trying to gather all my clothes and he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his chest. I pushed him and raised my hand to face and slapped him as hard as I could. I immediately retreated it as soon as it happened. He still pulled me into his chest and started whispering that he loved me into my ear. “I hate you Liam!” I cried into his chest and we sunk down to the floor.

“I didn't use you baby.” He said crying just about as much as I was. “I just wanted to be with you in that way one last time. I knew after I told you, you'd probably never want anything to do with me ever again.”

“Liam please you can’t marry her. Please Liam you can’t.” I was crying even harder now.

“Gabriella give a reason not to and I won’t. All I need is one reason baby.” I had a few reasons. I could tell him I loved him too, I could tell him about our baby, but I immediately thought of Harry. I wanted to tell Liam the truth about everything, but again it was that constant guilt about Harry that wouldn't let me. I got off the ground and put my dress on quickly.

“I’m sorry Liam I have to go!”

“Gabriella wait!”

“I’m sorry Liam, I’m so so sorry!” He grabbed my arm as I got to the front door.

“Please Gabriella, just give me a reason.”

“I’m sorry Liam.” That was all I could say. Everything I had planned to tell him, I couldn't bring myself to do it. I couldn't tell him about the baby, I couldn't even tell him my true feelings. Harry’s face kept popping into my head every time I thought about telling Liam the truth. There was still a big part of me that didn't want to hurt him.

“That’s what I thought.” Those were Liam’s final words before I ran out the house.

I cried all the way home knowing what I had just done. I had hurt Liam, the one person I really love. The problem was could I fix this huge mistake.

Notes

Aww so this happened. I teared up writing this! Does anyone else get frustrated with Gabby? I know I do. I hope you liked their little singing moment! Its honestly my favorite part and I love that song so much! I thought it kinda fit their situation! Plus Sam Smith is awesome! Tell me what you guys think in the comments! I stayed up very late to finish this chapter and i have to be up in 3 hours lol oh well you guys are worth it!

Love you all!