Please Stay With Me
“Fuck.” I whispered before kissing Gabby again.
It was hard to keep focus on what I was actually doing because of her perfect choice of undergarments. She was wearing this black lace bra thing. It looked like a bra but the material was much thinner and more see through. She had on black lace underwear to match also. If only she knew how hard she was making me, and all we’ve done is kiss. I continued kissing her and I grabbed ahold of both her legs and carried her to the room. I laid her on the bed and just admired how beautiful she was. Every inch of her was perfect, I guess I made her feel a little self conscience because she saw me looking at her body and covered it slightly with her arms. I grabbed her hands to uncover her body and gave her a small kiss on the lips.
“You have a beautiful body Gabriella, You don’t have to hide it from me. Don’t feel embarrassed.”
She gave me a small smile and kissed me again. I mean i’ve seen her body in a bathing suit numerous times before and her body always looked good. But knowing what we were about to do and having her body exposed to me in a much more intimate way, made her look ever sexier than usual. I wanted her so badly, it physically hurt. She began messing with the hem of my shirt again, I broke from the kiss and pulled off my white shirt. I was shirtless and Gabby sat up and began fumbling with the button of my jeans. I took off my pants and we both were now in just our underwear. I reached behind her and started to mess with the clasp on her bra. I stopped and looked at her.
“Are you okay Liam?” She looked concerned and raised her eyebrow at me.
“Um can I take this off?”
She giggled and kissed my lips again, nodding her head yes. I reached behind her and unclipped her bra, throwing it on the floor. I brought my hands to her breast massaging one while I took one of her nipples in my mouth. She moaned and pulled on my hair slightly, which felt fucking amazing. That actually caused me to moan as well. I laid her down on the bed again and we made out for while. She flipped us over so she was now on top of me. She started to kiss and suck on my neck, I would surely have a hickey there tomorrow. Fuck how would I cover that up?
She began placing kiss all along my chest and down my stomach, she got to the waistband of my boxers and pulled them down slightly, kissing the spot between my stomach and pelvic area which made me moan. She palmed me through my boxers before completely removing them. I was fully hard right now, I needed her to do something.
She took my member in her hand and pumped me a few time before taking me into her mouth. The feeling was sensational, my breathing started to get heavy and I was panting, how embarrassing. Gabby honestly didn't know the toll she had over me at this point. She could make me do anything she wanted, and I would do it if it made her happy. I felt myself getting close so I flipped us over and began kissing her neck and along her jawline leaving her a few hickeys as well to return the favor. It would be a lot easier for her to cover them up. I kissed all the way down her stomach until I got to her underwear. I looked up at her again to make sure it was okay, I didn't want to do anything that crossed the line.
“Liam you're fully naked and I’m practically naked and you still want to ask for permission?” She giggled.
“I don’t want to do anything you’re not okay with.”
“I’m more than okay with this.”
I kissed her again and slowly removed her underwear, throwing them behind me. I cupped her sex and took my thumb and started rubbing her most sensitive spot. She moaned slightly and I started to rub faster, causing her moans to become louder and more frequent. I took one of my fingers and slipped it inside her wet core causing her back to arch slightly. I put my mouth to her core and begin using my tongue and my fingers on her. She pulled on my hair again causing me to moan along with her. I felt her legs begin to shake so I knew she was close.
“Oh Liam.” She moaned, causing me to become ever more aroused if that was even possible. “I’m so close.”
With that I stopped using my tongue and pulled her closer to me. I lined up my member with her entrance. I looked at her still unsure if she wanted to completely go all the way.
“Are you sure?”
“Liam I want this. More than anything…” With that I pushed into her causing us both to moan instantly. I left her adjust to my size before I started to move. She told me it was okay for me to move. I began to thrust into her and I felt relief. It was hard not to move when I was letting her adjust to me, she felt so good around me.
“Uh baby.” She moaned “Li- Liam” I started to thrust even harder causing me to go deeper with every thrust. She felt so good, I didn't know how much longer I would be able to last to be honest. It wasn't long I know that.
“I’ve wanted to do this with you for so long baby.” I moaned in between thrusts. Gabriella gripped my forearms and I felt sweat start form on my forehead and hers as well. I kissed her again and she wrapped her legs around my body causing me to go deeper than before. This was a new feeling of pleasure and I knew I was a goner.
“I’m so close Gabby.”
“Liam!” She moaned. That was so loud it wouldn't surprise me if the neighbors heard. In three more strokes I reached my orgasm.
“Oh Gabby.” I moaned and then collapsed on top of her. I put my head on her chest and wrapped my arms around her waist. She played with my hair causing me to get sleepy.
“Why didn't you?” I heard her ask me.
“Huh?” I mumbled tiredly.
“You said you wanted to do this for so long. Why didn't you?”
“I didn't think you wanted me that way.”
“I’ll always want you Liam. In every way possible.” She said kissing me.
“I love you Gabby, so much. More than any person in the world.” She kissed me again with so much passion, I felt the room spin.
“I love you too Liam.” With those words I’ve been longing to hear from my sweet girl, I put my head on her chest and sleep took over us. I wouldn't change anything about tonight. Even though I was completely drunk, I will always remember this intimate moment we shared together. I love Gabriella more than anything remotely possible,and she said she loved me too which is what I’ve always wanted. I’ve just been too afraid to tell her that. I was scared of rejection, and I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Like I said I would always remember tonight. I just prayed to God she remembered in the morning.
I woke up to the sun shining into the room and everything from last night was quite a blur. I didn't remember anything. The last thing I remember fully is taking those six shots Louis dared me to drink. I groaned and noticed a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. Who the fuck is this, I thought to myself. I was praying that it was Harry but as I examined the arms of the sleeping stranger I noticed they weren't Harry tattoos. It wasn’t until I noticed a too familiar feather tattoo that I realized who it was. Liam.
Ok calm down. I didn't even remember coming up to his room last night. How much did I drink. I wiggled out of Liam’s grip and pulled the covers off me. Holy shit, I was naked. We didn’t. Liam and I did not have. I couldn't even say the word. I felt so disgusted with myself. I cant believe I cheated on my boyfriend, and with my best friend. I felt sick to my stomach and ran to the bathroom. I threw up pretty much every ounce of alcohol from last night. I put some cold water on my face and gargled so mouth wash so my breathe didn't smell like vomit. I looked into the room and saw Liam still sound asleep. I still cant believe we both cheated on our significant other with each other. I grabbed Liam's shirt from the floor and put in on because I didn't want to walk around naked. I shook Liam’s shoulder trying to get him to wake up. We had to talk about what happened last night.
“Gabby? Whats wrong?” He sound groggy and hungover. We were both in the same state right now.
“Liam…” I sighed. “Last night did we…?”
“You don’t remember?”
“Obviously not. Do you?”
“Well its obvious we had… sex” I said trying not to cry.
“Yeah I mean, I’m naked and your wearing my shirt.” I got off the bed and started to look for my stuff so I could leave.
“It didn't mean anything. We were both drunk and it wont happen again. Right?”
“Uh yeah, right.” For some reason it hurt me to say that to him. He looked sad when I said it meant nothing. It cant mean anything. He has Sophia and I have Harry. Liam would never see me in that way anyway.
“Liam my neck! Its covered with hickeys! What am I supposed to tell Harry!” He came over to me to examine my neck.
“Just wear your hair down, and if he happens to see say you burned yourself with your curling iron.”
“Oh yeah multiple burns? Like he will believe that.” I looked at Liam’s neck also, to see a big hickey on his neck. at least it wasn't multiple like mine. “Liam look at your neck!”
“Oh shit.” He said looking in the mirror, this couldn't be happening Sophia and Harry were going to find out for sure. I looked in my purse and found some concealer. Thankfully I wasn't much dark than Liam because I was able to cover his neck and mine with the same concealer. I changed out of his shirt and put my dress back on. I couldn't find my panties so I got on the floor and looked under the bed to see if they were there. They weren’t. Shit I couldn't leave his room and go back to mine with no panties.
“Gabby what are you looking for?” Liam asked as he came out of the bathroom in sweatpants that hung low on his hips. I noticed I was staring and felt my cheeks heat up.
“My panties Liam! I can’t find them and I cant leave here without wearing any.” Liam laughed at me. “Liam its not funny!”
“I know I’m sorry, Its just a little funny.” He said making me laugh some, I was not supposed to be laughing at a time like this. I gave up on looking and just decided to leave without them. I had to get back to my room before Harry did, But then again he probably spent the night with that slut Kendall. Liam walked me out and opened the door for me.
“So last night it meant nothing.” I was shocked at first, but suddenly felt a lump in my throat. I couldn't cry about this, he was just repeating what I had told him.
“Um yeah. Just pretend it never happened.” His eyes looked saddened and he looked down at the floor.
“Okay.” He closed the door and I walked to the elevator and once the doors closed. I let out all the tears that had been building up since this morning. I wasn't crying because I cheated on Harry. I was crying because I just told the biggest lie to my best friend. I don't remember it, but I feel like it meant something.I feel like it meant everything to me. I woke up feeling different, but it was a good different. Every time I had sex with Harry I didn't feel like this. It was a new feeling. It made my toes tingle and my stomach had butterflies. I wished Liam felt it too. What made me cry even harder is knowing that my best friend will never want me in the way that I want him. I love him, and he can never know. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone buzzing. I had tons of missed calls and text messages all from Harry. I had just gotten a new text from Louis,
From: Louis Tomlinson: Come to my room. Now.
Oh boy. Does Louis know what happened. Then suddenly I remembered, how the fuck was I going to tell Harry about this?
“It didn't mean anything. We were both drunk and it wont happen again. Right?” When those words came out Gabby’s mouth, I had never felt so much hurt in my life. I felt like my heart was crushed in a matter of seconds. I don't understand how we could spend such a intimate night together and her not remember any of it. Fuck, that definitely means she doesn't remember me telling her I loved her and that she said she loved me too. Those words keep replaying over and over again in my head. I should have known better honestly. I should have known, she didn't feel the same way about me as I did her. She has Harry and I have Sophia, and I guess it was best if it remained that way. When she left I felt myself wanting to cry. I’m such a coward I could have told her everything, possibly helping her remember. I held back the tears and went to the balcony to smoke a cigarette.
I didn't smoke often, only when I upset honestly. I couldn't talk to Gabby about this because then that would require telling her. I couldn't handle her telling me she didn't feel the same way about me, so I decided to just smoke.
After I finished my cigarette I went back inside and sat on the bed. It hurts me to know what happened here a couple hours ago, and it hurts even more to know she doesn't remember a single moment of it. I heard someone knock on the door and I got excited thinking it was Gabriella. I opened the door to see Sophia, my face must have showed disappointment because she asked me what was wrong.
“Oh nothing just sleepy.”
“Listen Liam babe, I’m so sorry for yesterday. I should have believed you when you said you didn't have feelings for Gabby. I was just overreacting. I’m sorry I wont give you any problems anymore. I just don't want to lose you.” Fuck if she only knew.
“Its okay I forgive you. Lets not bring it up anymore.” She smiled and kissed me. It felt weird to kiss her. It didn't feel as good as when Gabriella kissed me. With Gabriella I felt a connection and passion. With Sophia it felt like meaningless kissing. I don’t think kissing anybody would ever feel as good as kissing Gabby. Now all I have is the memory of Gabby’s lips on mine. I love her, but she cant know. Nobody can.
I walked to the bed room to finish getting ready. I needed to eat. I looked under the bed to get my shoes and as I got them from under the bed I grabbed Gabby’s panties also. She must have not seen them because my shoes blocked her line of vision from the other side of the bed. I examined them so make sure they were really hers, they were. I remember the patter of the black lace.
“What’s that?” Sophia asked and I quickly shoved Gabby’s panties in my jeans pocket. I needed to give them back to her later.
“Oh nothing. Just my sock.” She raised her eyebrow at me and walked to the bathroom.
“I’ll be back.” I was looking for any excuse to see Gabby again, and this gave me the perfect reason to. Even if its a lame excuse like this, I don't care I would take every opportunity I could just to see her again.
So it finally happened. Liam and Gabby had their moment. I'm so bad at writing sex scenes lol so sorry if its bad! But are you guys kinda mad the Gabby cheated on Harry? I know i'm kinda mad at her since I pretty much love Harry to death. Yeah I'm a Harry girl haha. But keep reading everything is just getting started!
Lets all just appreciate how cute Harry is in this gif