Dear One Direction, my reason to smile
Summary
People have asked me why I’m such a big fan of 5 boys that don’t even know of my exsistence, and many question my sanity when I tell them that even I am not one hundred percent sure of what it is that is so special about One Direction. I think its impossible to put an exact mark on whats so incredibly different about one direction that makes them so popular among young women, old women and even some Men.Being a Directioner means spending your spare moments on Tumblr or twitter trying to find out what the boys are doing, it means trying to convert your Friends or family or whoever will listen. Defining a Directioner is an Impossible act; one does not simply define a fan of the biggest boy band in the World right now.
It’s impossible to say what One Direction means to me. There’s just something
That makes them so perfect yet utterly attainable. Every girl feels like they
Have the one thing that will catch the boy’s eyes and make them fall in love
With her. Yet while we know that we probably don’t have it, we still try.
I mean, what does one direction mean to me? One direction to me they mean my happiness every time I’m sad I just go to my blogs and see their photos, videos, and hear their voices it automatically makes my day better. I’ve always wanted to talk to each one of them and just say why I love them so much, Louis taught me that it’s okay to mess around sometimes, to live my life to the fullest and not spend my whole life on depressing things. . Liam made me stronger and not always give on on things just on the first try he taught me how not to give up and gain courage to come back up again. Zayn has always taught me things about the roller-coaster of life if bad things happen you can still make it a better day and move one and finally Harry harry has always made me laugh, I love the way he’s not afraid to be himself and tell people what he feels, he can always make people laugh no matter what which makes them just really amazing people. I hope I would get to meet them someday and tell them how much they mean to me and how much they have made my life so much better.
So, as hard as it has been to do, I have actually taken the time to tell you why I love these 5 spastics so much. And I have addressed it to them :)
Sooooooo.............
DEAR ONE DIRECTION,
There’s so many things I wish I could say to you, face to face, but I know maybe that will never happen, so I’m writing this for you.
First, I have to say I wasn’t here since the beginning. I didn’t saw you on the TV and I didn’t vote for you on the X-Factor. I really wish I had, but I just couldn’t.
I’m a girl with a low self-esteem. I just think I’m not good enough, and I want to be perfect but I can’t, because I think I’m ugly, fat and worthless. I always thought like that about me, I always put myself down, in every situation. And then, one day, I was just playing music on YouTube, and a video came in front of me, “What Makes You Beautiful”, it was called. So I listened to it, and then, I felt beautiful for 03:27 minutes. And I thought, ‘maybe I’m beautiful, maybe I am good enough, maybe someone loves me’, and I believed it. I truly believed it. I talked to my friends about you guys, and your music video, but they just laughed at me, saying that you just wanted fame and money. Maybe you there’s a part of you that really just wanted that, but I know that you really meant every word you said in the song. I really felt beautiful every time I listened to WMYB, it was the perfect song. And I started to know you, guys, and I fell in love with you. In just a second you were my life. I watched your old videos, I listened to all your songs, and they were perfect. Your songs are so beautiful, because they say things that any girl would want to hear.
Nialler, you are my little leprechaun. You are so beautiful and perfect. Your smile is the most amazing thing I’ve ever seen. Your eyes are so deep and all I dream about is you, I wish I could hug you and tell you how much you mean to me, how much I love you and how much I want you to love me. It’s impossible, I know, for you to love me. I mean, you’re Niall Horan and I’m just a little girl, too young for you. But I’m not going to stop dreaming. You are so cute, and sexy and, I don’t even have the words to describe you, love. I’m not sure if it’s the accent or the hair or your body that
Encourages me to want to die in a hole of your perfection. You’ve got bucket
Loads of perfect; from your smile to your pecks in that red polo (get in me) to
Your expertly crafted sex hair. I can’t handle your perfection. And I love you for it.
You’re a part of my life.you are my absolute everything. You are the person I think about when I go to sleep at night and when I wake up in the morning.
Harry, with your four nipples. I love you so, so much. You’re so flawless and cute, and cheeky and I just want to hug you every time I see a picture or video of you. Your voice is so deep and it gives me chills every time I hear it. Your curls are my definition of perfection, okay? You’re so awkward sometimes, but I love it. Haz your dimples and perfect smile make my day, each and every day. Your
Charm and sense of humor is what makes you so perfect and our mutual love of
Blazers and converse will see us through til the end of time.
Louis, remember that you’re the Swagmasta from Doncasta, okay? You’re like, the funniest person in the world to me. You’re just so hilarious and cute. Your fashion sense impress me. You are so, so beautiful. Please, just stay like this, act like a child, be immature. Lou, Your smile is perfectly "Little Boy Cheeky" and the way
That you say mischievous is adorable. Stay perfect gorgeous. I know you’re like a kid, but I also know that if someone needs advice, you can give it because you’re great at listening. I just love you so much. I want to hug you and never let you go. Never.
Liam, Daddy Direction. You’re like, the most adorable boy in all the universe. I love how you’re like a kid, but also you’re the most serious one when it comes to the group. You’re always looking after the boys. You’re always with the fans, trying to let them know how grateful you are. You’re the protective big brother I never had. Li, the way that you smile and how you find everything that a little boy
Would find funny hilarious makes me want to melt. You’re adorable most of the
Time, but you defiantly know how to turn on the Sex God switch when need be.
From your flashing toothbrush to the shirtless abs picture in Dare to Dream, you
Are perfection personified. Please please please stay perfect and maybe just remember how amazing you are and how much I love you :{
You’re always doing twitcams even though it’s three in the morning. You’re always so cute and beautiful. You’re perfect. I love you so much.
Zayn, you’re Bradford badboi. You’re like, so mysterious but you’re so crazy at the same time. And you’re so, so sexy. Maybe you’re not as loud as the other boys, but I don’t care, you’re like that. You’re so beautiful, and I absolutely love your laugh and your smile. Stop being so hot, okay? I love your drawings, I draw too, and I’d love if we could draw together, ah, my dream. You’re always perfect, boy, remember it. I love you.You ain’t no hipster but you make my hips stir. You’re dancing in Asian
Persuasion was orgasm worthy and I don’t think I’d seen you so smiley for a long
Time. Your hair may make you look vaguely like a flaming homosexual, but it
Works. You have no flaws, and your accent makes me want to die in a pool of
English accents. Love it.
And I have to give a shout out to Paul, so thanks to Paul for babysitting
These 5 idiots for us. You’re pretty awesome yourself.
Paul, you sexy beast. I love you so, so much even though we don’t know that much about you, but you’re sooo cute and everyone loves you, you’re like a part of the band, man. I want a picture with you. I love you.
One Direction just changed my life, you know? You’re so special to me and I don’t have words to say how much you mean to me, but I’m going to try: you make me feel beautiful, you’re my reason to smile every day, you’re my life, you’re the definition of perfection to me. You mean so much for me and I want you to know it. Someday I’ll hug you guys, someday I’ll have a picture with you, and someday you’ll going to realize I’m there. Someday my dream will become true. Someday… someday I’ll meet you and I will never let you go.
I love you, so, so much. I’m a normal girl (as far as I’m concerned), and I’m so far from England (in that place with vegemite) and from you guys, but someday you’ll see me and then you’ll remember me, I’m going to be more than a fan to you, I promise. That’s my dream. I don’t want to be just another fan, I want you to remember me. Just for one second, I want your attention, I want your smiles and your words and your touch. I want you guys.
You’re my life. I’m complete because of you.
Thank you.
