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The ugly truth

Chapter 12

Kristy's POV

"Please come back inside." I whispered against Harry's lips and he turned around to look at Ashton who was still standing outside his house across the street.

"Of course." He replied and turned back to me and gripped my hand to lead me inside.

I took a deep breath and lead him upstairs to my bedroom for the first time ever.

"I'm glad you didn't actually leave." I whispered so it was barely audible but I knew he heard me by the way he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.

"I couldn't." He stated simply and turned me around to connect our lips again.

I still didn't understand what was happening between us.

Until this year, Harry was the biggest player of the high school, even in his first year. And I until this year was a socially awkward nerd who only slept with my ex like nearly a year ago because he spiked my drink at my very first high school party. I had done my best every year to avoid being another victim of Harry but I guess one person can only stay strong for a certain amount of time and he had finally cracked me like the player he is.

I would like to say we've both changed but I feel like he needs to prove that more.

"God you are so beautiful." Harry whispered as he pulled away from the kiss.

My brows pulled down in a frown as I looked up at him.

"Are you feeling okay?" I pulled away from him slightly as I asked my question and he frowned back at me.

"Of course I am, why?" He reached out for me again and I moved even further away.

"Well I have never heard you compliment a girl before. And then there's the hand holding earlier and the pet names. This isn't like you and I can't help but feel like you're stoned or drunk and you're eventually going to wake up sober and tell me this was all a mistake."

My hands flew around in the air to make a point of how angry I was at his strange behaviour but all he did was growl and stomp over to me, before I even had a chance to react, his hands were on either side of my face and he was pulling me in for a deep and long kiss.

I pushed him away once again and he threw his head back as he groaned.

"Tell me what's going on here Harry." I demanded.

"Is it so fucking wrong that I treat the girl I've been in love with for the past three years nicely?!" He suddenly shouted and I stumbled back in shock.

"W-what?"

His eyes widened and he desperately reached out for my hands but I jerked away from him.

"Oh god Kristy. I'm so sorry I yelled at you."

I let out a bitter laughed and rubbed my hand over my forehead as I was still trying to process his words.

"Are you freaking kidding me Harry?! I don't give a shit that you yelled at me! But how the hell could you say you love me?"

Tears seemed to spring to my eyes suddenly and I did my best to wipe them away with turning myself into a panda because of my make up.

"Kristy just here me out..." He mumbled slowly and I shook my head as I knew my voice would betray me.

"Please baby." He pleaded once again and all I could do was attempt to run out of the room but of course Harry managed to block my path so I couldn't go anywhere.

"W-why the hell would you help me try and get another boy if you felt this way?" I stuttered out and his eyes softened when he realized I had stopped yelling at him.

"Because I knew you didn't feel it back, but seeing you with Ashton just made me want you more. I knew I had to change to be with you and that's what I'm doing."

I looked up at the roof and blinked a few times to try and stop the flow of tears but it wasn't working.

"But you're a player Harry, how do I know you really mean anything that you're saying?"

"No, I'm not a player because I enjoy it, I did it to start with because I thought it would make you notice me but when that didn't work I carried on doing it to hurt whatever girl I could that wasn't you."

I scoffed and punched his shoulder to let out some of my anger.

"So because I was naive and stupid and couldn't tell that you were into me. you took it out on the female population?"

"Well it sounds horrible when you put it like that."

I didn't know what else to say after that so I sighed and walked over to my bed to sit on the edge. Harry followed suit shortly after and sat right next to me so our knees were brushing against each other.

"You told me to find a girl and treat her better, that's exactly what I did." He whispered while wrapping his arm around my shoulders and pulling me so my head was resting on his shoulder.

"It's weird to see you like this." I admitted and he sighed before placing a soft kiss on the top of my head.

"Let me take you on a date tomorrow sweetheart."

I can't deny that I feel something when he uses his cute pet names, but how do I know this is all worth the heartbreak? I've seen some of the girls that he's hurt and it's not pretty.

"You do realize that I'm only giving you one chance, right?" I looked up at him to see a large grin spread across his face.

"That's all I need baby, I promise this is real."

Notes

Sorry it's kinda short but it's just a filler <3

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Comments

It's okay. Take your time. Just focus on you first. Hope you feel better. :)

Mimi_ Mimi_
7/22/15

Yaaaayyy all the way!

Mimi_ Mimi_
4/15/15

Yay :)

LiveMyLife LiveMyLife
4/14/15

@yellowdiamonds
Ashton isn't completey out of the story just yet... Mwahaha... Suspense!!

Kass_april Kass_april
4/14/15