Behind the Scenes

Indie's POV

'Don't wake her! If she's sleeping let her sleep, she can go to school tomorrow.' 'Lauren she is going to school today and you know that!' I think it was Nathan and Lauren talking or should I say arguing quietly, but not quietly enough. I knew Lauren didn't want me to go back but she knew I had to, I've been off for a almost a week! In fact it has been a week maybe more! I lost track of time with being off, it gets annoying. I miss everyone, I need to get my life on track again, I need to sort everything out! Figure out why Lauren won't let Zayn see me, she still won't tell me, it's getting annoying honestly she's not letting me have a life! 'Guys! Stop arguing! Lauren I'm going to school whether you like it or not! Nathan thanks for sticking up for me! Now get out!'

After I shooed them out, I went to my on-suite to get ready for school. What was I going to style my hair like? I haven't been in ages, oh light bulb! I'll out it up in a messy bun, as I started to style my hair once I was finished I said quietly, 'Perfect' because it was, well in my eyes anyway, honestly I thought it would be hard to remember but it wasn't all they different ways I tried to style my hair over what I think was summer came flooding back, but who was the guy always standing in the mirror? I still hadn't figured him out yet. It wasn't Zayn, sadly. Wait sadly? How come I'm sad? Ugh, I don't know but I'm not going to let it ruin my first, err second day of school. I quickly did my make-up lightly as per usual, for some reason I never really did it heavy like the other girls but you could see it, it is noticeable but not heavy. I was the only one in our group that wore make-up but I don't mind, I just guess their okay with their looks and face, I'm not really and haven't been for a while. As I finished my face, I was deciding on what to wear, 'Wait, it's school I have a uniform to wear, worst thing ever!' was I just talking to myself? Again, I seem to do that a lot lately, what else am I meant to do when my crazy sister won't let me have a life!

Nathan drove me to school, even though I can drive myself the doctor doesn't trust my brain yet. He said I'm not aloud to drive for 6 months or until I get my full memory back from the summer, this could take a while. 'Be careful Indie, don't take things on too quickly and if you feel dizzy just sit down and relax. All the teacher's know what to do if you feel unwell and you're aloud to walk out of the class if you feel like throwing up...' 'Seriously Nathan, shut-up!' he was sounding like Lauren now, 'Don't worry, I'm only messing with yah, Lauren told me to say all that crap, just have a good day and get you're life back!' I couldn't help but laugh at him, 'Cheers brov, see yah later, I'll let you know if I need a lift home.' he nodded and I stepped out of the car and headed for the doors. No one but the teachers knew and they weren't to tell anyone I made them promise. As I walked in through the doors everyone stared at me, I could hear some juniors whispering 'look she's back', 'I heard she lost her memory', 'is she still in the panto?' there was a lot of other comments but they all made me feel self-conscience, I felt terrible like I had no one. 'Hi India,' a girl said she looked really sweet and innocent, she had a dark ginger colour of hair and blue eyes. 'Hi there eh..I'm sorry I don't remember your name' I felt really bad, she was so nice and I forgot her name. 'It's alright, I didn't expect you too' she said as we walked down the corridor, the school felt familiar I think this girl was taking me to the senior bays.'What's your name?' I asked shyly, 'Oh, it's Jamie' she said

Jamie, Jamie I know that name from somewhere but where? It wasn't her, I knew that! 'Here you are!' She said happily. I thanked her and walked into the bays and as soon as I did Lily, Jemma and Maggie ran up to me and suffocated me in hugs. 'Guys your killing me more than I already am' I said trying to brake through the hugs. It was a good thing I still remembered them! Or I would have been freaking out! They finally let go of me and I sat down beside them, they started back into their conversation but I wasn't really paying attention and kept looking over at the grey double doors, but I don't know why it seemed like a natural thing to do. I didn't know why then it hit me, here he came, it came flooding back to me. The last day of school the rest of summer, Jamie. But not the first day of school yet, why not? As I remembered all this I got rudely interrupted by Zayn, I guess I was day-dreaming again! Was it going to be awkward? As soon as he came up to me I got back to reality, not good!

'Zayn..' I started then he wrapped his huge muscular arms around me. Then the rest of the boys followed and gave me hugs one by one, going Liam, Harry, Niall then Louis. When Niall came up to me he whispered something in my ear, 'I'm your partner by the way,' 'WHAT!' I shouted out as everyone turned to me, 'Partner as in the panto I'm your partner in crime, were the police men..remember?' he said, 'I honestly don't have a clue what your on about Niall, sorry' as soon as I said that Louis nearly pushed Niall to the ground just to get to me, 'Hi, I'm Louis Tomlinson just incase you forgot!' 'Louis, how could I forget you! You're all Lily talks about' oh crap he didn't know, 'haha jokes I guess my heads messing with me again' I quickly said as Lily took a beemer. Funny enough so did Louis, did he like her back? 'Indie, can I talk to you privately?' asked Zayn, as he took my hand and led me while I nodded silently. Why did he want to talk to me alone?

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