This Must Be A Dream
Chapter Nineteen .
Harry's POV
I knocked on the door to where the most beautiful girl lived. I couldn't get over the fact that I'm dating her. The paparazzi and fans have been supecting us being a thing but we've only been dating for a week. I don't know when we'll go public or if we even will. If we do, I hope our fans will be respectful but I know some wont be that friendly.
These past few days have felt like months. I've never felt so alone in my life when I'm not around her. When Bella and I told the boys about us being together two days ago, they all cheered. They were happy I was was with someone that I could me happy with especially Louis. Louis wants me to be happy because I made him happy. I found him a girl I use to work with; Eleanor. Eleanor is such a sweet girl. Very giggly and outgoing. Some what like Bella. But in my opinion, Bella is better than any other girl.
After seconds of waiting at the door she opened the door with a big happy smile on her face. But, it was differen't... It didn't seem right. It didn't seem real...
Bella's POV
Before opening the door, with my hand on the door knob, I took a a deep breath then let it out and put on a fake smile trying to shake it off but it wouldn't. Opening the door, Harry put on the realest smile he could. I was upset I couldn't. He seem very happy and then he crinkled his forehead. He could tell my smile I was fake. I hate that he could read me just like that sometimes. He brought me into the biggest, sweetest, loving hug.
"I've missed you so much babe. He whispered in my ear kissing my cheek too. I giggled and said,
"I miss you too but I don't know why you're whipsering, we're all alone." I don't know if I said this in a sexy way but Harry made a sexual 'ooooo' noise and I lost it in my head. "Come in, Harrold." I said smiling.
"This takes me back to when I helped you settle in." Harry said putting his arms around my waist.
"Yeaaah." I said day-dream like. "Want anything to eat? I can make us something."
"Sure, and I can help too. You're not my maid." He said kissing my cheek.
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"Man, I'm in love with your mac & cheese." Harry said watching t.v. I just laughed.
I couldn't get my mind off what had happened with my mother. I'm not sure if Harry the worry in my eyes.
"Okay," Harry sat down his bowl on the table and also took my bowl too and set it down aswell. He criss-crossed his legs sitting on the couch, turning to direct me and I did the same. "Babe, what is wrong with you? It's killing me to know." He looked into my eyes with sorrow. I sighed and looked down at my hands and then looked up at him. "Don't tell me you're breaking up with me already..." I giggled and shook my head 'no'. I saw the relief in his eyes but yet he was stilled worried about what I was going to tell him. I took a deep breath and sighed.
"My mom... I told her about us a she went complete nuts on me. She doesn't want me to get hurt and-"
"You wont though, babe. You mean everything to me and to see you get hurt would make me upset."
"I know but you don't understand." I started to cry.
"Please don't cry, Bella." Harry got closer to me and wiped off my tears on my cheeks. "Trust me, I will always love you. always!" Harry kissed me passionatley. I kissed him back the same way. When I did so, I could feel the smile that was appearing on his lips.
"Come on babe, you look tired. Lets go to bed." He picked me up and headed for my room. He pushed in the door to my bedroom because it was only half way open and sat me on my bed. I got under the blanket and waited him to come into bed with me. He took off his shoes, then his shirt, then his pants.
"Uhm, babe, not to ruin your plan but, I'm not having sex with you right now." I giggled out of me. He chuckled also.
"You're so cute, you silly. I hate having clothes on when I sleep. But though it seems tempting." Harry winked at me. I startled laughing super hard. His dimples came out when I started laughing. I swear, I could never get enough of them. I just wanted to poke them.
"Good same here." I took off my shirt and also my sweatpants. Harry knew I was doing something so he took the covers off of me. I saw his eyes widen and it made me blush.
"Well I didn't know you had a body like that." Harry smirk.
"Well, now you do." I winked at him. All I was in was my bra and panties. I threw my clothes on the ground. "Are you coming in or not? I asked Harry.
"Of course I am." I pulled the blanket up to my shoulders and so did Harry.
We were face to face laying down. He scooted closer to me and put his arms around my waist and pulled me even close to him. We were chest to chest. I put one of my hands on his chest. Then he put one of his hands on my thigh. He made these cirle motions on my thigh and tickled slightly. I kissed him with so passion. I looked into his eyes while he looked into mine. Was this love? Was this fate? I didn't know but I sure liked it.
"Go to sleep baby girl." Harry said softly.
"You know," I yawned. "I always thought you were the type to try and have sex with someone real quick in a relationship but that's not you at all and I love it so much." Harry laughed lightly.
"You know what I love?"
"What? I closed my eyes.
"You." He whispered into my ear giving me chills down my back. I pucked my lips out and Harry kiss them.
"I love you too." I yawned once more.
"Before we sleep, can I ask you something?" He asked.
"Hmm?"
"When do you want to go public?"
"When's your interview with Radio One?"
"Next week I think."
"Then next week it is."
"Would you go with me?"
"Only if managment lets me and Sarah go."
"Alright. I'll see with them. Night."
"Afternoon." I laughed.
"Shush." Harry said quietly and kissed my nose. I snuggled in him closer and quickly fell asleep.
I know we just started dating and everything but, I love him, I really do. I've never had any connection this with someone I've been in a relationship before. But I loved it. It was so different than anyone I've ever dated.
Harry Styles, I'm lucky to have you in my life. I love you.
7/12/13