This Must Be A Dream
Chapter Eighteen .
Bella's POV
*1 week later*
"You what!?"
"Mom, calm down!"
"I will not calm down Bella Marie Rosi!"
"Mom, he's a good guy, you don't understand!"
"Bella," Bella's mom took a second and sighed through the phone. "Bella, I just don't want you to get hurt anymore."
"Mom, I know. I can't promise that and I wont but... But if I don't , I'll never know. Harry, he's... He's different." I spoke quietly.
"I know honey, I know. I just don't want to see my baby girl hurt anymore." I could hear the sadness through my mothers voice. I hated that the most.
"Mom, Harrys a great guy, trust me. When I know things are serious and everything, I promise that I will fly you out here as soon as possible." I said trying to calm mom down so she wouldn't cry. "Trust me, you'll love him." Mom sighed.
"Alright honey." I heard a knock at my door.
"Mom, I got to go. I love you."
"I love you too darlin'. Stay golden." I hung up.
"Come in!" Sarah walked in my room. I fell onto my bed.
"Didn't sound so good." Sarah frowned. She sat down on my bed next to me.
"It's fine now. She's just worried that I'll get hurt again." I looked around the room trying not to let my eyes fall on her.
"Oh come on, Harry's a good guy. We all know that babes. Trust me, when she meets him, she'll fall in love with him too!" Sarah said trying to cheer me up.
"But it's not her I'm worried about, it's dad." I had 'scared' written all over my face.
"Well, that's something we'll have to talk about later. For right now, just worry about the here and now." I nooded and shook it off my mind. I knew it'll come later today to bite me in the ass though.
"Anyway," I went to scoot over to Sarah. "What happen between you in Niall? Never told me about it." I winked.
"Oh come on! Do I reaaally have you talk about it?" Sarah closed her eyes tightly looking embarresed. I didn't say anything to her when she opened her eyes. I just stared at her. "Okay, fine!" I criss-crossed my legs, put my elbows on me knees and looked at her smiling, waiting for her to tell the story.
"So, he took me out around the city, bought me a neckless an-"
"Get the neckless!" I squealed out. She smiled big and ran to her room to get it.
When she came back, she had it on.
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"I love! Don't you ever take that thing off, and I'm serious! Did he say anything when he bought it for you?"
"Called me his lucky four leaf clover." I awhed at what she had said. "I know! By the way, you have work today?"
"Nope, I quit, and so did you." I smirked at her.
"Wait, what do you mean?"
"I called in as you and said that you wanted to quit"
"You little b-" Sarah was about to hit me and I started laughing blocking myself.
"Babe, you didn't know? Harry got us hooked up with an interview to start modeling." Sarah started flipping out. When we were younger, we always wanted to be models.
"I love you! I love you! I love you!"
"Don't love me, love Harry! But not like that. I'd kick your ass" I winked at her and she laughed. "Continue with the story." I smiled.
"Oh so, we went to Nandos and OH.. MY GOSH. It is soooooo good and then after, he took me home and walked me up here."
"Please don't tell me you guys had sex! You just met!" I clentched up my face in disgust.
"Ewh no! He kissed me goodbye on the cheek."
"Awhh, the cheek!" I smiled.
"Hehe, yeah. So what are your plans for today?"
"Uhm, Harry wants to come over. Yourself?"
"Great!" Sarah yelled. "Niall was going to take me out to lunch today. I didn't want you to be alone. By the way, after, I'm going to chill over at their house."
"Use protection." I kid with Sarah. She flipped me off as I laughed. Sarah's phone started to ring.
"Yeah... Alright... Okay. Bye." Sarah hung up. "It was Niall, he's here. I'll see you later love you!"
"Love you too, bye!" Sarah left my room and out the door she went.
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I took a shower and freshened up before Harry came over. I know, seems a little late to take a shower at one in the afternoon but that's how lazy I am to get up on time and take a shower in the morning. I love sleeping in. I heard my phone ring. All I did is sing along to my ring tone until I realized who was calling me. My hair was dried, I barley put on any make-up besides some foundation. I didn't decide what I should wear yet but I'd figure it out later.
I reached to the table in the living room to get my phone. I was laying down on the couch watching some t.v.
"Hey there babes." I said smiling answering my phone.
"Hey beautiful." I blushed. "I was wondering when should I come over because I'm really anxious. I haven't seen you since two days ago." Harry whined. He is so adorable I just can't.
"Mmm. 10 minutes?"
"Alright, it takes only 5 minutes to get to your flat so I'll leave in five."
"Alright babe, see you soon!" I hung up and ran to my room.
'Hmm. What should I wear?' I thought to myself looking in my walk-in closet. After a minute of searching what seemed like forever, I knew what I was going to wear. I took a look in the mirror.
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About a minute of fussing with my hair, it was just perfect. Seconds after, there was a knock at the door. I was scared. Should I tell Harry about my mom or shouldn't I? Should I tell him about how badly I have been hurt in the past. I needed to know that he was serious about this relationship. That he wouldn't hurt me. I had a lot of questions to ask.
I'm just scared. Scared of being hurt. I don't want to hurt anymore. I want him to make me happy that I know he could. I knew this was going to bite me in the ass...
7/12/13