A Girl Called 'It'

Millie's POV:
Liam was even more I don't know beautiful than I thought but then there's Louis.. although he hadn't spoken to me, I mean I have my head up in the clouds that a guy like him would want me..
"EARTH TO MILLIE!" Meg was waving her hand in my face with concern
"Yeah, yeah im alive" But I wish I wasn't..
"C'mon we have to get to music" I nodded and linked my arm with hers and walked off laughing and swaying our hips like all them slutty bitches and I wish I could say my laugh was real.

Kylie, Meg and myself sat in our usual seats and chatting away as usual when we heard a thick British accent fill the room, my head snapped to the side and saw Liam standing there looking like a god ugh, with his hair, eyes and yes I could have been possibly looking at his package I mean you cant blame me right
"Ooohh Millie's gotta crush" Meg and Kylie yelled and might I add on purpose
Liam turned to see where the 'Commotion' was coming from and then his eyes landed on us and then the girls burst out laughing, I mean don't get me wrong I LOVE them but just no
"GUYS!" I whisper/yelled at them trying not to also laugh cause Meg was red and I swear Kylie was going to die

All of a sudden I felt someone's presence towering over me
"Hey love can I sit ere?" His voice I swear caused me to drop my ice-cream (If you don't what that means sorry loves)
"Ye-eah sure" What the hell Millie STUTTERING! what is wrong with you?
"Millie Grey" Mr Thomas called out
"Here" I replied a bit sassily
"So Millie how are you?" Liam asked with his big Brown eyes staring at me, oh god if he only knew
"Yeah I guess i'm okay" answered truthfully
"Do you wanna talk about it?" he looked pre-occupied by something, I followed his eyes that led to my jumper revealing a small amount of bruises on my wrist, shit shit what do I say?
I quickly tugged the ends of the jumper down and giddied up to answer
"Yeah i'm fine, my idiotic brother gave me a Chinese wrist burn" I smiled the fakest smile ever, he nodded and turned to face the teacher

"Kids, I hope you have done your homework?" Mr Thomas asked, he began calling out names and they performed their songs they had written
"Millie you're up" I nodded and got up in front of the class and began singing
Verse 1**
I’ve always tried the simple smile
Oh really do you understand?
My life is like I’m living in the devil’s den
And I feel like I couldn’t ever stand.
Don’t you know, you’re stronger than ever
And even more special everyday
I put my head up although the tears were threating to fall my eyes landed on Liam who's eyes looked glassy .shit.
Chorus**
I’ll stand by you, won’t let anyone hurt you
Be the one you can cry on
Heal all the scars you hold
I’ll be your guardian
And be the missing pieces to your puzzle
So there’ll be no more cuts
Kylie and Meg were stunned.. they had never heard me sing before but I couldn't bring myself to look at Liam, I heard shuffling as though more students were making their way in here . fuck.
Verse 2**
Every day, you suffer through the day
And end up with tears drenching your pillow
While there’s blood all over your blankets
It’s not as simple as a sentence
But it’ll never be understood

(Chorus x1)**
Verse 3**
Leave the razor on the shelf and tell yourself
I won’t let you get in my way
Never in my way
Because I’m better than this

I took in a deep breath and looked up and then everyone started clapping especially the girls who were yelling aha those girls tho, but there was one person I needed to see, my eyes searched for his and then BAM there they were and those once beautiful eyes were sad with tears running down his face, I looked away and then familiar blue eyes locked with mine .Louis.
His eyes seemed to lighten when mine interlocked with his and this made me smile and for once it wasn't fake..

Notes

Hey sorry this isn't an update, my computer wont let me edit so I had to repost the chapter..
the others will update when they can but i'll post today at school
xx
~Livvie~