A Girl Called 'It'

Millie's POV:
Why is everything white, am I dead?
Please tell me I am..
"Millie?" Someone had said bring me what I think is my hand to their face and suddenly I felt wet droplets fall on me, did I hurt someone?
I tried everything to make movements but nothing worked, I am dead aren't I?

Kylie's POV:
"Millie?" I said grabbing her hand and bringing it to my face, I didn't notice that I was crying, I never knew she was suicidal, I mean we never talked about home cause it never came up.
"Kylie?" I felt a hand on my shoulder causing me to jump seeing it was Louis
"Hey Lou" My voice was weak and shaky
"Niall wants you to go with him to his house and rest up" He said with kind eyes, I knew that he wouldn't hurt her so there was no use arguing
"Yeah, sure" I said standing up and giving him a hug and walking out

Louis's POV:
I sat down in the seat beside Millie and held her hand, gosh she's so cold.
I took in all her features, delicately tracing the scars on her arms avoiding the newest one..
Her skin looking like porcelain, her scars complimenting the colour as if they were the faded cracks that if you touch it would shatter, her bruises splotched over her stomach, arms and most of her face, I never knew you could cover them with makeup because of how dark they were.
Since I saw her I knew I wanted to make her mine, treat her how she's supposed to be, when she sung the other day my heart broke for her, she sung it with so much heart but I noticed how she looked at Liam and that broke me because I love her and I want her to feel the same. But does she know how to love? Of course she does.. right?
"Hey Lou" I turned around to see Liam .damn.
"Hey Liam, you wanna take over?" I said knowing he was going to ask anyways
"Yeah thanks that would be great" He said with the fakest smile I have ever seen
"Here sit down" He nodded and walked to the seat and thanked me, I didn't want to reply or even look at him, I didn't look back to Millie knowing I was already at breaking point

Liam's POV:
I-I don't understand why would she do this to herself?
*Earlier On*
"Liam can you go take Millie's bags back she forgot to pick them up" I nodded and chucked them in the boot and drove off. Once I got there, I heard Millie yelling things but no one was speaking back
"You are worthless"
what the?
"No I'm not you deserve to die"
What the hell? I grabbed her bags and walked up to her door listening
"You're fat and invisible, everyone else can leave what about me!"
She yelled/screamed and that's when I heard something shatter .shit.
I started trying to bring the door down and I finally did, I ran into the house looking for her
"Millie!?" I yelled through the house
"NO!" I heard her yell from what I think is the bathroom, I ran down the hall and she started yelling again
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!"
I started banging on the door hoping to bring the door down
"YOU WANT ME GONE FINE!"
I brought the door down and saw her with a piece of shattered glass to her wrist but I didn't get to her quick enough
"I'm sorry" She whispered and then she fell to the floor
*End Flashback*
Now I was crying, tears rapidly falling down my cheeks, I love her so much I don't want to lose her, I snuggled my head next to hers, she's so cold,
''You and I
We don't wanna be like them
We can make it till the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the Gods above can
Separate the two of us"
I sung those few lyrics knowing I meant every single word, I continued to sing to her, still crying
"I'm sorry if I say, "I need you."
But I don't care,
I'm not scared of love.
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker.
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong
That you make me strong?"
I fell asleep holding her hand against my face, not wanting to wake up, wanting to be where she is now..

Notes

was this an okay chapter??
Tell me what you think..

~Livvie~