Surviving

Louis and l walked back camp hand on hand. Neither of us talked. I mean, I never had sex before, but that seemed rushed. Like he just rushed through his first time having sex.

I thought to myself like I always do when no one talks. So much happened to us since we landed on this island. I lost my virginity to a guy I've known since high school, I found my friends thay lost contact, my friend died, I met three girls, I got a pet lemurs, I built a little house, searched a dead infesred plane.

But the biggest thing is that I found my best friend. Except Harry is closer than a buff, closer than a big brother. And I still havent figured it out what he is.

when we walked into the house, everyone turned to us.

"Hey! It's the non virgins." Harry cheered. Oh god, I lost my virginity to Louis Tomlinson. I blushed and hid mg face in Louis's chest as he crossed his arms ans pouted. I heard hard say,

"Just kidding, dont blush babe." Harry said. I giggled and came out from Louis's chest.

*

We all sat around the fire, no one talked until liam spoke up. "So what are we gonna do tomorrow? Can we just relax?"

Oh, if only he knew that I haven't slept for ... 6 days? And Harry hasn't for like 4 days.

"Well tomorrow, we should spilt into two groups. One will relax for a while and the other group will work on a way off of this island." Alexis took charge of the group. I dont like that she suddenly spoke out like that. Its weird. I don't like her and I don't want a reason to like her less.

"Yea, group one will be Violet, Liam, Niall, and Alexis. Group two will be Louis, Zayn, Paige, Harry, and me. Group one will start making rafts tomorrow, and the other group will check them over and fix them up. Then we'll switch the next day." I redeemed myself as leader by saying that.

Everyone nodded and agreed with me. It went silent after that. No one talked, and you could only hear the sounds of the fire flicking, the birds and animals moving, and our breathing.

*

Everyone was getting tired and I could feel it. One by one everyone got up and walked to the house. The only ones left were me, Louis, Harry, and Zayn. Plus Effey, but he was asleep on Zayn's shoulder.

I was brought out of my thoughts when louis leaned over and kissed my lips and said. "I'm gonna turn in. Get to sleep soon." I watched his bum as he stood and walked to the house. You cant blame me, he has a nice bum.

"I saw that." Zayn smirked at me. I blushed and covered my face with my hands.

"Wow, never thought Toni June would blush so much." he laughed at me. I pouted at him.

"Relax Tons. I'm joking around." He stopped smirking and actually smiled.

"So Zayn. When are you gonna go to sleep?" I anxiously asked.

"I'm not tired. I just don't feel like I can sleep tonight. You mentioned getting off the island and I got excited." He sighed. Oh shit. He'll see that we aren't sleeping.

I gave harry a look that said 'Do we tell him?' And he responded with a nod.

"Zayn, we gotta tell you something. Harry and I don't sleep. For the past so many nights, we stayed up completely, finding food, finding lemurs, and building houses." I explained to the Bradford bad boy.

"...Toni, Harry, do you know that the human body can only go like 7 full days without sleep. How long have you went?" He looked between us.

"Uhm, 4 full days for me, 6 for Toni." Harry told Zayn.

"Toni, get to sleep. You too Harry." Zayn commanded. Harry immediately layed sown and shut his eyes, fearing death.

I stayed where I was. My eyes stayed open. "Toni, get to sleep." Zayn calmly said.

I dont know what it was, but all these emotions I never experienced before came out. These thoughts never came to my mind. But they came out of my mouth.

"Why should I? I have no reason to live, we'll never be normal again, and I'm stuck on an island with my boyfriend, my ex boyfriend, my best friend who lost contact with me when I broke up with my ex, and two other guys who chose to l red ave me for another guy. Plus three girls I just met. Why should I live?"

Immediately , Zayn and Harry crawled to me. They were all buggy and stuff and Harry said,

"Tons, dont ever say that again. We all love you to death and would never be able to live if you weren't on earth. You live a beautiful life and you're beautiful. If I ever here's that out of your mouth again..."

He stopped and burst into tears. I wiped them with the pad of my thumb and he did the same. I realized I was crying.

"Harry, Zayn, I love you so much." I group hugged them. Harry crawled over to his I spot and Zayn did also.

"Will you sleep now?" Zayn asked.

"Will you sing us to sleep?" I said. Harry snored, telling usthat he was asleep. "Will you sing ME to sleep? Then you go to sleep?"

"Sure babe." He cleared his throat.

"I saw you saw you standing in the middle of the thunder and lightning.
I know you're feeling like you just can't feel win but you're trying
It's hard to keep on keeping on when you're being pushed around
Dont even know which way is up. You just keep spinning down round down."

I recognized the song within the first three words. But knowing thay I'm too tired to sing, I kept quiet.He was singing the song that he and I sang the first night here.

"Every storm runs runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs runs out of rain

So hold your head up and tell yourself thay youre something more, and walk out that door
Go find a new rose
Don't be afraid of the thorns, cause we all have thorns
Just put your feet up to the edge
Put your face in the wind
And when you fall back down keep on remembering

Every storm runs runs out of rain
Just like every dark night turns into day
Every heartache will fade away
Just like every storm runs runs out of rain."

His voice faded off as I finally fell asleep, saving my life.

Notes

K, sorry for the late update. Got a new phone and it deleted my chapter 4 times.

The first time, I was gonna make Toni find out that Louis had a girlfriend back home and was kinda cheating on Toni, but she finds out that louis broke up with his ex girlfriend like a month ago. But nah.

Anyway, check out The Creep Around the Block if you havent already.

Bye.