Lost inside
Stefania's POV
It's 5 AM... And I'm just lying on the couch surfing on the internet while healing my wound...... "Ouch!" I whispered...
" Why do I have to be that stupid to cut!? " I thought, yes I know... Ed left me at the bar... but you know when you love something so much.... And it decide to just...
Give Up...
I really do miss him... When we met he was cocky at first but other than that,... He was nice, caring, lovable, strong and sometimes emotional... he was a delicate man on the inside... *sigh* I wish he was here cuddling me to sleep, Kissing my head, tuck me into bed with my big teddy that he gave to me on Valentine's... then take pictures of me sleeping and then showing off to his friends so they can get jealous....
A few tears rolled down my cheeks and I just started crying...
My sobs we're so loud even my cat Stella came to see me...
"Meow?" "Hey Baby girl!"
Me and Ed rescued her.... No matter what people say... She's still my beautiful baby... She meowed a few times before she went to the door... " Stella!... Are you sure you wanna go see your friends?" I ask... Yes, I know, I'm weird... well she might a domestic cat but she's also a street cat... "Meooow!" "ugh! fine..." I open the door to let her out... " Be safe Stella... And watch out for the land-" I stopped, I looked up to see Ed...
"MEOW!!" "Stella! Quiet!" we said in sync... "meow! meow! meow!" "Hey baby girl!" "What are you doing here Ed? I thought ""you never wanted to see me ever again..."" " I mumbled while wiping my tears away....
" May I come in and explain?" " Ed... It's late I-" "Please..." he asked... I didn't said a word... I just let him in... "Thank you.... Stella... You coming?" "meow!"
*AN HOUR LATER*
"....I'm sorry Stefania... It's the only thing can say... I'm sorry..." he mumbled.... " If they we're lies... why did you said them...." "Wel-" "Why did you left me when I needed you the most!? Why is it that you never had time for me!? Huh?! Why did you-..." "..."
"Baby... I- " "leave... now..." "bu-" "I said NOW!" I yelled and went to the bathroom... I slammed the door and locked it... "Stefania! Please let me in!..." He said, I didn't respond.... The only thing I could do was sobbing... Loudly... I looked at my side to see the Chef's knife... I was Sobbing and shaking...While me hand was reaching the knife... The door was banging louder and louder... I took the knife settled it on my wrist...
Pressed and sliced...
I threw the knife to the other side of the room and drop on the floor... Crying as hard as I can....
Ed burst the door opened and frozed.... "St-...STEFANIA!!!" He yelled, drop his body on the floor right next to me... " Why?! Why do you DO this?!..." he said craking up " It's because..." I whispered... " Because of what?" "You.... Don't... Love me... Any more...." I said quietly... not a word came out of his mouth... it was pure anger in his eyes... He got up, picked me up and slammed me on the living room wall...
" YOU THINK THAT I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!? HUH!? IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO SAY!? THE REASON WHY I DIDN'T SPENT A LOT OF TIME WITH YOU IT'S BECAUSE OF MY WORK!!! I HAVE TO TRAVEL THE WHOLE FUCKING GLOBE FOR THIS JOB!!! IF I DIDN'T LOVE YOU I WOULDN'T BOUGHT YOU GIFTS FROM ALL AROUND THE WORLD!!! BRING YOU TO THESE EXPENSIVE RESTAURANTS! I LOVE YOU STEFANIA! I TOLD THE WHOLE WORLD YOU WE'RE MINE!!!! I EVEN HAVE YOUR NAME TATTOOED ON MY SLEEVE, FOR EVER IN INK!!!" He yelled loudly, he got so close to me and whispered.
" I-..." " You what?! huh!? " I-... I'm so sorry..." "look at you! weak and pathetic!" he said...
And out of the blue... he kissed me... passionately...
"I love you Stefania... I Really do... Even if you're weak and pathetic... I will always love you.... I'm lucky to have a girl like you..." "... Y-... you really think s-..so?... ugh..." " oh shit!... I mean... Holy sock puppet in a sausage factory!... Let's get you to the hospital..." "NO! Ugh! My wrist!" "We have too... C'mon! "
*30 MINUTES LATER*
" IS THERE A DOCTOR AROUND HERE!? SHE'S LOSING A LOT AMOUNT OF BLOOD BY THE MINUTE!!! " Ed yelled... I was so weak... I could barely move....
" Take her to the emergency room!" a doctor yelled... after they put me on the bed...
I was knock out cold.
