Lost inside

"I'm about to lose my mind, you've been gone for so long, i'm running out of time... I need a doctor, call me a doctor, I need a doctor, Doctor. To bring me back to life....."

* beep* Beep* beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-*

"I couldn't believe it... She's gone... Stefania's actually gone... "

"Stefania?" I mumbled, No answer. "Stef...Wake up. please... I'm sorry.... this all my fault... I shoud've never left you.... " again... no answer... " P l e a s e Stef.... Wake up!!" I mumbled while cracking up...

I took her lifeless body off the bed and fell on my knees... crying.

" This is all my fault! how stupid can i be!... Leaving her!... Where she was.... Alone.... Depressed.... Scared... Unwanted... and even.... Heartbroken."


" E-...Ed?" I heard. I instantly looked at her. But yet again... the lifeless body still remain... " Ed I'm really sorry..." I looked up to see a gun pointing at me. "Long live the couples."
"AHHH!!!" i screamed as i jolted awake... I looked on my side... no one.... i looked at the clock...

"5 am"

"Ed... Honey... are you all right?..." My girlfriend... Katty asked as she came in... " Yeah... I'm fine..." i lied as i was looking at the window... " Honey... Look at me..." she said. " why?..." "there's something on your mind..." I looked at her... telling the truth with my eyes... " you're thinking of someone.... right?" "right..." i said looking down at my covers.... A tear slipped down on my cheek... " it's been a... ummmm.... a tough time ... for me lately..." " who's on your mind?... Baby.... I don't care who is it.... i promise you i will make you feel better..." she said softly..

"I-...It's Stefania... My ex.... I don't wanna go further into details,... right now. I need some sleep..." i said. " alright... Do you want me to stay here orrr..." "Stay." I said... " ok" she whispered, she got in the covers and started sleeping... on the next 5 minutes... she was out. I got out of my bed, took my phone and went down stairs...

i unlocked my phone and went on the messages.

Stefania: * A picture of her wrist with a wound on it. *
You we're right..... I am worthless...

Me: Stefania, no! you are not worthless! What i said that night was lies! All of them! Baby! I miss you! I need to see you! you are worth something more than anyone! even me!.... you're perfect.... and i don't know the hell i was thinking back there... I'm sorry!...

I pressed the home button immediately went on the pictures.


I smiled... this is one of my favorites... it's on my background...

It's been a month when we broke up.... i know that she's not getting over it.... neither do I....

Yeah... I know... I have Katty but.... to me... she's a ummm... whore for me...

So i decided that I'll grabbed my coat and my keys and headed out.... to see Stefania....

My one and only true love...

1. Stefania's POV

   What are you doing here?

2. at the hospital

   Ed's POV