Samantha's P.O.V

My phone went off for what felt like the thousandth time. I groaned shoving Tyler off of me and looking at the caller i.d. Shit it was Zayn, and I was late. I shook Tyler a couple more times until he woke up.

"Get up. I need to go somewhere." I said, he groaned but got up nonetheless. My phone rung again.

"Hello?" I said tiredly while pulling on some clothes.
"Sammy!" he sighed
"Samantha." I stated harshly. Why can't he just get that through his head.
"I've been trying to reach you for like 20 minutes now."
"Over slept."
"Babe, where are my boxers?" Tyler whispered looking around the bed.i point to the night stand, where his boxers hung on my lamp."Dumb-ass." I muttered.
"Yeah, we'll are you almost ready." Zayn angel like voice sang through the phone
"Um....yeah jus-OW THAT HURT DIPSHIT!!!" I yelled after Tyler threw a pillow at my face hardly.
"You ok?" Zayn asked
"Yea just my faggot ass cat."I muttered before Tyler tackled me to the floor."Fuck."
"You don't have a cat."
"I'll be out in a sec.Bye." I said quickly hanging up, as Tyler kissed my jaw line. His lips soon found mine and he kisses me passionately but I pulled away after a few seconds.
"Go before you get me in trouble." I said
"By Malik? Really?" he sighed. He got up and waled to the window. He gave me another quick kiss then began to climb down. I walked back in my room and looked at My outfit in the mirror. I was about to walk out when I heard Tyler's voice.

"Can I at least have my clothes!" he yelled. I quickly collected his clothes and threw them out the window.
"Now, shhhh!" I ordered
"Rapanzle! Rapanzle!" he called up
"What!?"
"Don't I get a love you?"
"No."
"Pleasssssssseeeee."
"I love you Tyler now go." he waved goodbye and fumbled to put his pants and shoes on as he headed to his bike. I quickly brushed my teeth and did a touch up on my make up before heading out.

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I looked over to Zayn, who was facing the road.
"Zayn please slow down." I begged, but that only seemed to make him more irritated. His hands gripped the wheel tighter, his jaw clenched and he sped up. We were going at least 85h or more. My breathing began to quicken.
"Zayn please." I begged again.
"What does he have that I don't! He doesn't want you, he's just confused because of Johan's death!" he yelled not taking his eyes off the road. Speeding up." He can't love you like I had! Hell he wasn't even there like I was! You need me, you just won't admit it!" he punched the wheel in anger, going even faster.
"ZAYN PULL OVER! " I screamed, starting to tremble. Zayn finally looked over at me and his body looked less tense and his eyes softer, he pulled over almost immediately. As soon as the car stopped, I jumped out and fell to the ground shaking uncontrollably, tears pouring down my cheeks.
""Sammy I'm soo sorry! What can I do?" Zayn's voice pleaded but I was slipping away and I couldn't stop it this time.

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"Samantha I told you I was fine. Tyler how you holding up?" Johan sighed, getting more comfortable imbetween my legs.
"It hurts." tyler cried out in pain. Johan took Tyler's hand in his.
"Just hold up a little longer, yeah. The ambulance will be here soon." he reassured, gently squeezing his hand. I examined the boys closely. Johan's chest was drenched in blood and he had a few cuts on his face, I could feel his tense uncomforot but he wouldn't let me move him. As for Tyler, he was in the back kind of, his leg was smushed imbetween the seat and door, his bone sticking out of his skin. I hope he will be able to still play futbull. I felt Johan's head turn facing me.
"Hey, just wait and see. We'll all be fine in a couple weeks, laughing while we look back at this moment. Then we'll all be back to playing futbull in the backyard. Yeah?"
"Johan I'm so sorry I dragged you to this party. You too Tyler. Johan I just want to say, if one of us don't mak-"
"Samantha don't. Don't talk like that. We are all gonna make it. I promise that we're all gonna be fine."
We sat there for a good 10 minutes until I began hearing the sirens. But looking back at Johan who was staring at me intensely , I knew he wasn't going to be in the hospital when I woke up.
"Samantha. I love you soo much. I'm sorry I won't be there with you like we've always planned. Please tell mom that I love her and when Zayn comes back tell him I love him to and give him that longboard and my championship ball yeah?" he choked out blood. I shook my head.
"we both know he isn't coming back."
"No he is. He wouldn't leave me hanging." a weak bloody smile broke across his face. "You. Yeah maybe you, he'd leave hanging." he laughed, blood coming up. He turned to Tyler.
"I'm so sorry man. I love you and I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. Do me a favor and make sure no steals my number on the team, yeah?" Tyler nodded and whimpered at his close friend's goodbye. Blood started running out of his mouth and down his chin. Tyler and I stared in horror as he started choking on his blood, trying to breathe. As the ambulance pulled up, Johan was far gone, only making gargling noises.
They tried to separate us but I wouldnt let them. They finally gave in and put me and Johan in the same ambulance. They tried to revive him but he was to far gone.
"JOHAN!JOHAN!PLEASE DON'T DO THIS!PLEASE!" I screamed over and over again until I lost my voice.

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I felt arms wrap tightly around me as I began to come back. My tears and uncontrable shaking wouldn't stop so I just laid there.
"I don't know what to do! She won't answer me!" I heard Zayn say.
"I don't know Tyler! She won't respond!" he was talking to Tyler?
"Yes-wait she stop shaking."there was a pause."ok ok yeah whatever."

"Samantha? Samantha, are you ok?" Zayn asked changing my posture in his arms. I slowly nodded wiping away my tears.
"Can w-we go n-now." I begged. He nodded
"yeah of coarse." he said getting up, pulling me with him as he gently put me back in his car.

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