ZAYN'S P.O.V

I stared intensely at Sammy from across the table at Starbucks. I'm not sure what exactly happened and the curouisity was killing me. Sammy took a sip of her frapp then put her attention back on the window like it was so interesting. She hasn't said a word to me since we got back in the car and has only talked to order her food and coffee.
"I have stuff to give you." she whispered not taking her eyes off the window.
"What stuff?"
"Stuff you would like and what Johan said to give to you when you came back." another awkward silence.
"Look Samantha, I know what your going through but yo-"
"You know what I'm going through." she laughed bitterly. "Tell me Zayn, did a big part of you get ripped out when you lost your twin brother?! Did you feel so empty inside that you never felt the need to eat, drink, sleep or even move?! you have no idea what I'm going through so don't even pretend like you do!" she yelled grabbing a few people's attention.
"You don't think I felt that way when my grandfather died!?" I yelled back
"Oh come on Zayn!!! You and your grandfather were two different people while me and Johan were the same soul split between two beings! You never will or have had a relationship or bond like me and Johan had! You will never know how it feels to actually lose a part of yourself! You will never know how it feels to watch someone so close to you slip away! To have to know that when ever you close your eyes that same day replays every single night! You don't know anything because you weren't here and being here now doesn't change anything!" she yelled , grabbing her coffee and heading for the door. I was just about to run after her when a group of girls stepped in my way.
"OH MY GOD ZAYN!WE LOVE YOU AND THE BOYS LIKE SOO MUCH!" one yelled. I smiled politely and was about to walked away when she asked for a picture and a autograph. I smiled and nodded but not before taking one last glimpse at Samantha. She was at the door, tears pouring down her cheeks, she shook her head and stormed out of the building, leaving me with the now growing group of fans. I sighed and put on a fake smile.

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I couldn't help but cry as I ran down the street. How could I let myself think he'd actually stop me and whisper comforting word in my ear, making me forgive him like old times. How could I be so stupid and think I had my Zayn back. I have never wanted his touch so bad and to think for a second I could have. Soon enough I found myself at a field where we'd all play futbull together. I sighed and sat down, letting the tears fall.
"Never thought I see you here again, Reed." a familiar voice said. I turned my head to see my old teammate/friend David. He bent down and wiped a tear away. "I've never liked it when you cried."
"Hi David." I weakly smiled. He sighed and sat down next to me.
"I heard Zayn was back, do I'm guessing it's his fault for those tears." I nodded. He wrapped me in a hug and we just sat there, for awhile. Not talking, just comforting and that's all I needed.
"Come on. Come play futbull with me." he said getting up and bring me up with him. I thought about it for a moment. I hadn't played since Johan died but I guess I should start sometime. I nodded cause a huge smile to spread across David's face. Just then my phone rang. I took it out of my pocket and looked at the caller I.d.
"one sec." I said to David motioning him to go ahead. I slid my phone to snswer.
"Go home. Go back to your famous life. I'm sick of you always messing with my emotions. So just go back on your stupid tour with your new stupid best mates and just leave me alone because I can not take another heartbreak." I said before hanging up and running after David.

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