Promises were meant to be broken.

"Here." Sammy said handing me some clothes. "These are some of Johan's clothe. They should fit you." she said before leaving me alone in the bathroom. I turned on the shower and pulled out my phone dialing the o-so familiar number.

"Ahe mate! How's it going?" Liam's voice sang through the line.
"He's dead." I whimpered. There was a long pause.
"We're not dating about Samantha, right?" he asked.
"No, no her brother."
"Johan?"
"Yes, Johan you fucking idiot!" I growled, tears pouring down my cheeks.
"Zayn. I understand your upset but you don't need to take it out on me."
"I-I know. I'm sorry. It's just- I feel so sick Liam. I can't even explain the heart ache I'm going through." I cried. I began taking off my clothes. There was another long pause.
"Mate- I'm gonna call you back. I'm going to get in the shower." I muttered, wiping away my tears.
"Ok." i was about to hang up when I heard him speak again. "Mate?"
"Yea?"
" Please, don't do anything we'll regret."
"Bye Liam." I hung up before getting in the shower.


i stood in front of the mirror ,shirtless. I held a pair of scissors in my hand that I found in the medicine cabinet. I gripped it tighter and look at my puffy red eyes in the mirror.
"You deserve this." I growled before sliding the blade hard against the skin on my hipbone.
"This is nothing compared to the pain you caused Sammy." i once again cut my hipbone but a tad deeper.
i smeared the blood around before opening the door slightly.
"Sammy! Do you have any bandages!?" I yelled.
"Check under the cabinet! There should be a emergency kit in there!" she yelled back. I sighed and got the small box out. I grabbed a huge bandage, cleaned the wound then put it on. I pulled Johan's shirt on and headed downstairs to the kitchen where Mrs.Reed and Sammy were waiting for me so we could begin to eat dinner. I sat across from where Johan would sit and slowly began to eat.

"So Zayn, are spending the night." Mrs.Reed asked. I heard Samantha choke on her food.
"Mom! He's only staying until his clothe dry, then he's heading back to his spoiled rich boy life, right Zayn?"
"No actually I'm not Mrs.Reed." I answered, ignoring Samantha's comment. "But I will be back tomorrow to take Sammy out to lunch." again Sammy choked on her food.
"No your not!" she yelled.
"That seems like a great idea, give you to time to catch up." Mrs.Reed said
"MOM! No! I will not go with that! Anywhere!"
"Pick her up around 3." Mrs. Reed smiled. I nodded and finished my food.
"NO!NO!NO! HE WILL NOT RUIN MY LIFE AGAIN! HOW DO YOU THINK TYLER WILL TAKE THIS! OH MY GOD WHAT WILL TYLER THINK! NO, HE WILL NOT RUIN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH TYLER!" Sammy yelled. I just sighed. She' ll fall in love with me again, it will just take time.
"Thank you for the dinner Mrs.Reed, but I should head back home.Sammy, I'll be here around 3:30 ish."
i said pushing in my chair.
"Its SamanthA." I heard her mutter. I sighed again, grabbed my clothes and went to my car.

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