Zayn's. POV

I sat on the counter and watched Samantha and Niall flirt it up as she was cooking dinner. At first it wasn't that noticeable but as time past, Niall turn his charm on and everything went down hill for me.

"So you've never listened to our music before? Ever?" Niall asked leaning on the counter next to her.
"Nope." she replied popping the 'p'.
"Well you should." Niall chuckled. Ugh, they haven't even let me into the conversation once for the past half hour. I groaned and jumped to my feet, heading for the door.
"Zayn where are you going?" Samantha's innocent voice called out.
"I'm gonna go out for a smoke."
"oh I'll come with you. Niall watch the food." she said before disappearing upstairs. as I waited for her, me and Niall just stood awkwardly, neither of us wanting to talk to the other.
"Zayn I-" he began but I cut him off.
"No." I stated, not wanting to look at him.
"What?" he asked, confusion written in his voice.
" I don't want to hear anything you have to say. If its an insult or an apology. I don't want to hear it. I'm done with you Niall. "
'Done?" he asked and I finally got the nerve to look at him.
"Yes, done. Im done with you. I'm done being your mate. I'm done being your brother. I don't want to have anything to do with you outside of work."
"Zayn. You don't mean that."
"But that is how I feel. And since you have no regards for my feelings, why should I hold back on yours?"
he opened his mouth to say something but thank god Samantha came running down the stairs, grabbing my arm and dragging me to the backyard.
"ugh finally. Fresh air!" Samantha sighed over dramatically. She put a blunt I between her lips and lit it, making me slightly suprised.
"when did you start smoking that?" I asked, gesturing to the drug she was inhaling.
"I don't know. A while ago." she shrugged and threw me her lighter. I lit my smoke and watched her intensely. The way she crossed her legs, or how she closed her eyes so perfectly when she exhaled.

"So how are you and Perrie holding up?" she asked out of the blue, causing me to choke on the smoke that filled me. She glanced at me and I saw a flash of sadness but it was soon covered up by curouisity.
"Oh..um..your heard about that?" I choked out. A cute smile spread across her lips revealing her rainbow braces, that I noticed the day I came to visit her.
"Ive heard about all your relationships Zayn. The girls here love to rub it in." she said taking another hit and I noticed a small tear rolled down her cheek.
"What do you mean 'rub it in'?" I took a step towards her, which she didn't seem to notice."I would of thought you'd been popular."
"Ha, I am but a lot of things changed since you left. You know I thought we were still together, I told everyone that my boyfriend 'Zayn Malik' made it on the X-Factor, only to find out you liked Rebecca which I don't blame you she is gorgeous. You wouldn't imagine the hard time the girls gave me that first year. Hahaha but who could blame them. I was a total idiot when I didn't get the picture quick enough. I can halfly blame Johan for that. He always had hope for you, which kinda annoyed me to be honestly."
"Why is that?" I asked watching her blood shot eyes watch me.
"Because your you." she stated. "You don't keep promises. You break them. I know the only reason you came back after all this time was because you finally realized that guilt that was growing inside you was finally eating you up." there was a deadly silence that filled us as I took in her words. She was right, that was the reason I decided to come see her. I knew we both needed a closure.
"So tell me how are you and Perrie doing?" she asked. I knew she knew we were together. She was just proving a point, that I didn't come back to her like I promised, I came back for a while new reason. It was silent again as I thought things over. This whole time I had forgotten about Perrie and put all my attention into getting Samantha back.
"There's no way we can be friends." I mumbled, more to myself then anything. She stood up.
"You get my point then." I nodded and she heading back inside but stopped at the door. " Sorry, I get serouis when I'm high." she stated before walking back inside.

---

I let the warm water run over my body. Allowing my muscles to relax and my mind to wonder. Everything Samantha said tonight was all true. We couldn't be friends because that wasn't what either of us wanted but it was for the best. Well Samantha thinks the best would be to drop all contactnand forget we both even existed again. But I couldn't do that. I never could, she was always on my mind but she just didnt except that as the truth. All of a sudden the shower door open and enter a nude Samantha. I couldnt help but let my eyes wonder over her oerfect body before snapping back to reality.
"Samantha! What are you do-" she pressed her fingers to my lips and started into my eyes.
"Shhh. You'll ruin the moment." she said before her thumb grazed my bottom lip. My breathing hitched as she look down at my growing erection. She looked back up at me before smashing her lips onto mine. I kissed back automatically letting all feelings show into the kiss. Her hands grazed up and down my chest until they tangled up into my hair. I pulled her closer and moved my kisses down to her neck, sucking on her sweet spot were I knew exactly where it was. She moaned out my name almost sending me over the edge.







I shot awake, breathing heavily, remembering my wet dream.
"Fuck." I groaned looking down at my rock hard erection. "it was only just a dream Zayn." I breathed to myself looking at my watch. 3:14am. God.

Notes

Sorry it took me to long to write a new chapter. School has been grabbing my full attention and all but I promise to update at least twice a week. I really hope you like this chapter but if not...I don't really care.
Love y'all


pleas subscribe or vote