Together Again. (Sequel to We Aren't Much Different though)

Louis Pov~
Oh, my god.
What have i done.
I completely ruined any small sort of chance i did have with Chelsea. I just threw it out the window.
That wasn't supposed to happen! God damn Louis!
I suddenly hear Mindy walk into the room. (My current girlfriend)
"Hey babe. What's wrong?" She says sitting next to me.
She was wearing high weisted short shorts with high-heels and a crop top.
"Mindy, we need to talk."I say scratching the back of my head."
She runs her had though her short black hair and said "Sure. what's up??"
She Clacks her gum in her teeth with a smirk on her face.
"We can;t be together." I say turning towards her.
Suddenly her face fell. She stopped chewing her gum and she just looked at me."What the hell are you talking about?!" she yells.
"I just don't like you like that anymore."
"We have hardly been together a whole 3 weeks!" she says tears forming in her eyes.
"Look I just..I ca-" i was cut off by her slapping me.
"I fucking hate you Louis Tomlinson!"
"I;m sorry Mindy" i say and walk out of the house.
I stopped outside the house and suddenly i hear her scream a high pitched scream.

I couldn't do it. I was trying to get over Chelsea and i thought that meant getting someone to replace her. I was wrong.
I like her b-but, she likes him.
I just can;t get that feeling out of my stomach.
That feeling in your stomach, when your heart is broken. It's like all of the butterflies died.I honestly used to think true love didn't exist.
What a fool.
I need advice.
The heat of this summer weather really was gonna give me a heat stroke or something.
I walk over to my car and get in starting it quickly. making the cool air conditioner turn on.
I shut my door and sit there a few seconds.
I will never forget the way she used to say my name.
I should just not fall in love.
There's way to much to lose.

It really sucks to know that they don't think of you the way you think of them.
But they also forget the day we met. It changed history for me.
I shake my head and back out of the driveway.
Speeding down the road i suddenly see a stop sign making me jolt to a stop.
Hopefully Liam's wise words can help me today..

I pull into Liam's drive way quickly pulling my keys out of the ignition.
I sigh and lay my head back against the leather seats.
I could feel the car getting warmer from the heat outside.
I finally get out of my car and head to the door.
I pause for a moment, almost as if stopping to make sure i knew what i was doing.
Tears stung the corners of my eyes. I blink them away and continue to the door.
I knock slowly and hesitantly.
Liam opens the door and smiles but the smile soon fades as he sees my puffy eyes and tear stained face.
"Lou, are you alright?" he asks slowly, seeming unsure of how i would react.
"How can i be?" i say quietly.
He gestures me in to the house and i accept and slowly walk in.
"How do you feel?" he asks me.
"I don't
i say without any hesitation or any emotion.
Liam, i could tell, had a hard time understanding what i meant by that.
"Let me ask again. How do you feel buddy?" he says patting my shoulder.
I sit on his soft couch letting myself sink in and feel the comfort.
He sits next to me and takes a drink of his water.
I think about it this time.
Trust me though.
He does not want to know how i truly feel.
I don't know what to tell him that i know won't scare him into thinking i have a problem or am suffering from depression.
I am suffering but not only from depression but also from heartbreak.
"That is the question.." i say slowly.
Liam nods slowly waiting from a true answer but i just stare into space.
"Fine. I feel fine." i say looking at him in the eyes.
"So are you happy?"
"That's just it. I'm fine, i'm just not happy."
"What will get you to be happy again?" he asks intensively.
This is exactly what i didn't want.
He thinks i have a horrible problem, like he probably thinks i need to go into rehab for depression and get some anti-depression pills.
I don't need that!
"I'm happy when i'm myself. I'm myself when i'm with Chelsea." I say looking at my hands and moving them slowly.
"Look Louis, i know you wanted a happy ending with her but, just because you miss someone, doesn't mean you need them back. Missing is just a part of moving on."
It's time to move on.
Head up, stay strong. Fake a smile, move on.
I can do it.
No i can't.
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when sad tries to bight it's lip and not cry and says "No I'm happy for you." That's when it's really sad.
I can't be like that, I refuse.
But i can still move on.
Or i can try.
I just need to live simply, dream big, be grateful, give love, and laugh lots.
I don't think i'm up for trying to do it now though.
I would not be able to.
I'm already broken as it is and i am not a very good actor.
I especially could not hide that much pain inside without bursting.
"I have to go." i say to Liam plainly.
I stand up from his couch and he nods.
"Come on man cheer up. Please feel a little bit better." he says trying to give me a fast hug but i pull him and and hug him like i have never hugged any guy before.
I shed some tears but it didn't matter.
I needed something to get me to feel at least a small amount better and i think that might have done it.
I let go and wipe my face with the back of my shirt.
This is it.
I'm gonna go talk to Chelsea.
I am going to apologies and say so much about how i am going to except her and Taylor.
Everything is going to be great again.
Just watch.
I am going to fix this. I new i didn't need therapy or to go into rehab!

Notes

Well that was an update!
I have been trying to make the chapters longer if you can't tell.
Probably not. Oh well!
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He has metaphorical statements that have reasoning behind them in most pages.
I love the way you can picture every little thing that is happening.
But he truly is my idol and i want to be a writer/author just like him.
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