Together Again. (Sequel to We Aren't Much Different though)

Chelsea's POV~~

I sit up in my bed and stretch making a noise a little bit.
I look around and notice something in front of my door.
Strange.
I get out of bed throwing the blankets over.
I step on the cold floor to the door.
There sits a magazine with the words 'LOUIS TOMLINSON'S NEW GIRLFRIEND?!'
I scream loudly in a high pitch tone, i swear i could've broke glass.
Suddenly the girls bust through my door and see what's in my hand.
Terry snatches it from me and reads it out loud.
" 'Louis Tomlinson's new girlfriend.. The cute couple where spotted at a local starbucks holding hands and being sweet with each other. I guess it's official to say bye-bye Chelsea and Hello Mystery woman."
I gasp in terror.
It's not like i still like him but i mean come on that is just mean!
Just the hardest part is knowing he's moved on...i guess that's how i made him feel.
A sudden flash of hatred, regret, and sadness wash over me.
There isn't really anything i can do. I DO NOT LIKE HIM ANYMORE!
I have an amazing boyfriend who i am absolutely in love with.
I push all of the girls out of my room and sit and think.
Just think.
I am sitting in the middle of the floor, thinking.
Maybe this is what i need.
A break away from that.
I need time to myself so i can think more than just a few minutes in this silly dorm room.
I need to lose these memories but, sometimes memories sneak out of my eyes and roll down my cheeks.
I can't do anything about it.
If i try to stop them they just keep coming and coming and coming.
Suddenly i hear someone knock on my door.
I get up and wipe away any tears that had fallen and open the door.
"Louis?" i say shocked.
"Chelsea." he says.
"Come on in" i say opening the door wider.
I sit on my bed and he sits next to me.
"So your new girlfriend?" i say.
"Yeah.."
"I'm happy you moved on" i say my voice cracking a little bit.
"Why do you look so sad?" he asks me carefully eyeing every gesture i do.
"Because you talk to me with words, and i look at you wit feelings."
"You have Taylor" he says plainly.
"I know. I love him. But you where my first everything. My first real boyfriend, my first time, my first kiss, and..a--and" i stutter thinking carefully.
"And what?!" he asks getting fed up obviously.
"And my first love." i say breaking.
The tears don't stop they just fall like a waterfall.
You can't stop them.
"But i don;t anymore."I say quietly.
"I still love you though Chelsea!" he says grabbing my hand.
I shake my head no and slowly pull away my hand.
"Why! Tell me why please! I can't do this" he says crying himself now.
"People change. Feelings change. It doesn't mean that the love we once shared wasn't true and real. It simply just means that sometimes when people grow, they grow apart." I say Brushing a strand of hair behind my ear.
"Unbelievable"he says quietly.
"You also have a girlfriend and you come here knowing exactly what i would do well guess what Louis! I am done with you!"
"You've changed Chelsea..You've changed alot"
Suddenly i could hear my own heart breaking. How? I changed? Do other people think this? I didn't know...
"Are you proud of that?" he asks quieter but still just as plain.
"I don't even know you anymore. I miss the old you honestly"
"I think...I think you are just saying that because I stopped living my life your way." i say quietly.
He looked shocked.
"You are just a Pathetic Little Girl!" he yells.
"Get out." i say.
"I NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE!"I yell.
"What's the use in that! In the end this still happened!"he yells.
"Sometimes it's better to be alone.." i say looking at the ground.
The tears drop onto my shoes making a plop noise.
"Why?"he asks quietly.
I could tell he was calming down.
"Because no one can hurt me." I choke out.
I watch as he runs his hand through his hair tugging a little bit.
He slowly walks towards the door and opens it.
He was just about to step out when he turns around and says "I just have one last thing to say...You said you'd love me forever.."
"Forever is not real." i say plainly.
I watch as a tears form in his eyes.
He shakes his head and races out of my room slamming the door behind him.
The tears fall.
Faster.
Faster.
Faster.
I slowly trudge over to my bed and plop down.
I hear someone walk in and sit on my bed.
They lightly run their fingers through my hair.
I still didn't know who it was because my face was in my pillow.
By now the pillow was almost sopping wet though.
I lift my head up and see it was Rachel.
"Hey hon. Are you okay?"she asks soothingly.
i nod a yes and stare at my wall.
"Are you really okay?"
i now shake my head no and start sobbing.
I can't do this.
I will never be able to do this.
"Can you just go please? I want to be alone." i say plainly still staring at the wall.
She nods and walks out of the room.
I'm tired of pretending everything is okay!
I start crying and sobbing hysterically.
What i really need right now is Taylor.
I need his arms around me and i need him to tell me everything is okay!
I told Louis i was done with him! Why Didn't he go then?!
I said I;m done with him now he needs to learn to let me go.
I want to be happy but i don't think i know how to anymore...

Notes

WOW! OKAY JUST INSANE! I really wanted to keep this one going but i had to stop! Very exciting! I might update again tonight but i'm not sure so stay tuned! I'm sorry i have to just leave you there like that but meh!
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