Zayn’s POV

“What's up with you lately?” Eleanor asked awkwardly.

Louis was in the shower which left just me and her. Since Harry and Carly left it’s been quiet and I missed them a lot, especially Carly.

“What’re you talking about?” I asked clearing my throat.

“You seem kind of out of it.” She shrugged.

“Nah, I’m fine.” She didn’t believe me. “I feel super tired like I’m about to get sick.”

“Well, I hope you feel better.” I knew that she didn't believe me but she wasn’t the type of person to call someone out when she didn't know the full story and I was thankful for that. “I’m gonna go take a nap.”

“Okay, sweet dreams.” I flashed a small smile and then looked at the tv again.

I really need to get this crap figured out. I seriously don’t think that I want to be with Perrie, I made a huge mistake choosing her instead of Carly. All I want is her. I want her like I’ve never wanted anyone before.

Carly’s POV

“This is why I love staying at my mom’s house.” I mumbled smelling bacon and pancakes being made.

“I already like it here.” Harry whispered looking into my eyes. “Good morning babe.”

“Good morning.” I smiled watching his eyes flicker down to my lips and back to my eyes.

He set his hand on my hip, moving his body closer to mine. I smirked feeling his lips press against my neck. Our hips were right against each other as one of my hands rested on his chest, without thinking about it I started tracing his v-lines down to his waistband. His breath hitched as I slipped my fingers into his boxers.

“Caarrllyy” He moaned my name, pulling his lips away from my skin.

“Shhh” I covered his mouth with a devious smile. “We can only do that if you're quiet.”

He nodded and let me push him on his back. I pushed the blankets back, revealing his bare chest and low-slung boxers. He watched me in confusion as I stood up from the bed and started toward the door. I made sure it was locked before going back over to him.


Walking around the photoshoot with Danielle was really nice. We hadn’t ben told what to do yet so we took the chance to look at everything.

“Does your mom like Harry?” She asked looking at me.

“I think so, I’ll find out tonight.” I shrugged slipping my hands into my front pockets.

“Can I ask you something super personal?” I nodded and looked at her. “How far have you guys gone?”

“All the way.” I smiled and saw her give me a confused look. “Yes, we’ve done almost everything.”

“Is he as strong as he looks?” I knew what she meant.

“Stronger.” I winked. “He’s better than any other guy I’ve been with.”

“How many others have there been?” She looked so confused.

“Umm, not counting Harry there’s been 3 other guys.” I thought she already knew that.

“And he’s the best?! He looks like he’s amazing in bed.” She made a guttural sound.

“I know!” I laughed seeing Michelle ahead of us.

“We’ll talk about this later.” She mumbled as we walked toward her. “Good morning.”

“Good morning ladies.” She smiled politely. “Today, we’ll be doing a shoot with maxi outfits. You guys will only be doing one outfit each. So you will probably be outta here by noon.”

“Sweet.” We both mumbled.

“Any questions before we start?” We both shook our heads. “Okay then lets get started.”

She led us to the big building where it was buzzing with busy people just trying to do their jobs. Dani and I were separated so we could get ready. A woman who had tinted purple hair and a pretty smile curled my hair and did my makeup. I thanked her kindly before being rushed off to get changed into the outfit they gave me. A coral maxi skirt and crop top were set out with a pair of cream-colored sandals. A thin man with defined features was sitting in the dressing room playing on his phone.

“Hello?” I knocked on the wall to get his attention.

“Huh? Oh hi.” He mumbled looking at the length of my body. “You're Carly right?”

“Yes and you are?” I felt uncomfortable with the way he was looking at me.

“I’m Shawn.” He stood up and held out his hand for me to shake it so I did.

“Nice to meet you. May I ask why you're in here?” I was trying to be polite but I wanted him to leave.

“Oh, I’m here to make sure you look okay before going out there. Michelle asked me come in here.” He ran his fingers through his short brown hair.

“Do you mind stepping out while I change then?” I played with my fingers.

“Uh, sure?” He walked toward the door but stopped short. “By the way, I’m gay. I didn't mean to come off wrong, I just think you have an amazing figure. That’s it.” He grabbed the doorknob and stepped out.

I shook my head, feeling embarrassed. Slipping out of my clothes and into the ones that were set out, I heard Shawn’s voice outside. He was on the phone with someone when I opened the door again.

“I’ll call you later.” He hung up and looked at me. “You look great.”

“Thank you. And I’m sorry. I didn't mean to be rude, I just thought you were hitting on me.” I blushed.

“Oh you're fine sweetie. As long as you don’t have any issues with me, I have none with you.” He smiled.

“How could I have a problem with you, I don’t even really know you.” He gave the “you get what I mean” look. “Oh, I’m totally cool with you being who you are.”

“Then we’re cool.” A smile spread across his cheeks. “We should probably get going.”

Notes

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