Tearing Me Apart *On Hold*

Kaitlynn's POV

As I'm sitting waiting for Justin to pick me up, I look around the room. I know I live here and I see it every day, but this time it's different. I just feel like a new person. Maybe it's because I'm dating Justin. Yep, I am dating Justin Bieber.

The other day when we hung out, he was flirting with me nonstop. He kept whispering in my ear and slapping my butt. After a while, I just couldn't take it anymore. When I went to yell at him, he grabbed me and kissed me. He took me by surprise. I wasn't expecting him to kiss me. I immediately jumped back, which made him put his head down and pout. I wasn't expecting for him to do that. I asked him why he has been acting so different. He told me that he had feelings for me and they were developing fast. He said that if me and him didn't start dating soon, he would jump off a cliff. Since he's my best friend, I didn't want to see him go through with that.

My phone started ringing. I looked at the caller id and it said Zayn. I roll my eyes a little, then picked it up. "Hello." I said.

"Turn to channel 7. Justin and you are on their." He said, then hung up. I picked up the control and turned to channel 7.

"Here we spotted Justin Bieber and some girl walking hand in hand down the street. As you can see, he's no longer with Selena. He's now with some other girl. The girl looks very familiar and could easily be named as Kailynn Lindberg." The news reporter said.

"Oh, no!" I said to myself. "Why?"

I turned the TV off and walked upstairs to take a shower. I grab my towel and turn on the water. Out of all people in the world, why did it have to be me? I know my Twitter is about to be crazy. People are going to be saying bad things about me. I just have to prepare myself for it. I can't let them get to me.

I get in the shower and wash off my whole entire body. The water feels so good. It almost makes me forget about the new story going around. I wonder what our ship name is. Not that somebody will ever ship us. I sigh as I turn the water off and get out the shower. I wrap my towel around my curvy body and walk out of the bathroom.

I walk into my walk-in closet and look for an outfit. I can never find the perfect outfit when I'm just going to go out and hang with the girls. I hope that's what I'm going to do. Something always comes up when I make plans. Which is why I kind of steer away from plans. I finally find the perfect outfit. It's a white tank top with black shorts. Decent for today.

I walk downstairs and check my phone. I'm not surprised to see a whole lot of Twitter notifications. Here we go. I read the first one. "@kaitlynn_lindberg is so pretty. I'm happy that here and Justin are together. They deserve each other. #kaitlynnandjustin." I smiled at that one. At least one person is a supporter. Then on to the next one. "Jelena is way cuter than Justin's new girlfriend. She should go kill herself. @kaitlynn_lindberg." I gasped and felt tears well up in my eyes. How could people say that to me? How can they tell me to go kill myself?

I hear the doorbell. I wipe away the tears and walk downstairs. I take a deep breath and open the door.

"Bout time. I've been texting you for the past hour." Eleanor said. I rolled my eyes.

"I didn't get a text. I just was on my phone." I responded.

"No you didn't." El shot back. I showed her my phone. She went red from embarrassment and just walked off to the car.

"Well, can we leave?" Marissa shouted.

"Come on let's go!" I said and ran out the door.

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