His Bandmate

I stare into those clear blue eyes of his, still feeling the shock from his words. We're standing by the window in his apartment and his hand on my chin is warm. I feel the flutters in my stomach, reminding me of his words. Those words that mean so much. I can't believe that he's falling for me and that he said it.

I see his eyes start to flicker from one eye to the other and down to my lips before coming back up to my eyes again. I see a hesitation in his eyes and when his hand drop from my chin and I realize that I haven't said anything. I haven't moved at all, still having my shocked expression on my face, and it's been over a minute since his words left his lips. He lean his body back an inch before I throw my arms around his neck and press my lips hard against his. He stands still in utter shock before he finally realize what happened and wrap his arms around my core and reply my kiss.

I can feel the hesitation though in his body and my mind start to work again after a couple of minutes of total cloudiness. I lean away from the kiss only just a little and look into his eyes again.

“Me too.” I breath against his lips. A smile tugs on his lips before a full on grin shows and his lips crash against mine once more. This time all the hesitation and confusion is gone, replaced by pure happiness.

“Way to wait long before answering.” He mumbles against my lips. The stress of me not answering him evident in his voice.

“I'm sorry. I was in shock.” I say, smiling as I peck his lips three times. He bites down on my bottom lip before pressing his tongue into my mouth and I let out a moan. His hands slide up under his t-shirt that is adorning my body and caress my back. My hands is pulling through his hair as our lips move together. I love this closeness and knowing that he really likes me, makes everything feel better. He presses me close to his body as I let out another moan into his mouth. He moves his lips down my throat. Then something clicks in my head. Fuck!

“No. We can't.” I stutters as Louis's hands just moved to the front of my stomach and is about to unbutton my jeans. He freezes for a moment, move his head back and look at me.

“Why?” His expression is confusing and a little scared, I think, and he is lightly panting.

“I'm on my period.” I say and my cheeks heat a little at my confession. A grin shows on his lips as he get back to place his lips on my neck. My head involuntarily moves to the side to give him space.

“I don't care.” He says against my skin, giving me shivers.

“But I do.” I moan out. I so want him right now, but I can't do that. It doesn't feel right to me. He groan against my neck, his whole body slumping a little.

“Fine.” He pout as he backs up, his lower lips sticking out a little. I smile at his childish behavior and lean in to kiss his lips slowly. He lean his forehead against mine when the kiss end and we stand there embracing each other. “Do you need me to drive you to work?” He ask and his hands is making circles on my back. I smile big at his sweet gesture.

“No, I don't have work today.” I say and nuzzle my nose against his. He sighs in content as he move his head into my neck and squeeze me close.

“So I have you all to myself today?” He mumbles against my hair. I let out a snicker as he lightly swings us back and forth.

“Yeah. You think you can manage it without fucking me?” I ask with a grin, him laughing at my crudeness.

“Probably not.” He says honestly as he pecks my shoulder. I can't help from letting go of a pure bubbly snicker, feeling fully happy at the moment in his arms.

“How are your head?” Louis ask after a while as we pull away, moving towards the couch. I groan.

“Not too good. I wish I didn't drink that much.” I say as I sit down. I can feel the tension coming from his body by the subject. We both know why I drank so much.

“Let me get you some more water.” He say and walk out of the room into the kitchen. I hear him from where I sit and bite my lip. I don't want things to be weird between us, not now that we've confessed so many feelings for each other and I know that nothing happened with his ex.

He walks back into the room with a big glass of water as I smile up at him as I take it and take a sip. I put it down on the table as he sits down beside me on the couch. I snuggle up to his side, feeling his stiff body relax a little.

“Wanna watch a movie?” I ask, burying my face in his neck. He smells so good.

“What do you wanna watch?” He ask as he picks up the remote and flicks the TV on. I shrug as I put my legs over his as make myself comfortable against him, his arm resting around me. He looks through the movie channels and end on an action movie of some sort. His hand draws light patterns against my arm and I soon feel my eyelids close. Laying on his chest, makes a soothing motion as I move up and down with his every breath and I soon feel myself drift.

I wake up with a jolt as Louis shout.

“Oh, sorry babe! I didn't mean to wake you.” He say and I flutter my eyes a couple of times to wake up. I look over at the TV to see that he's now watching some soccer game and someone just made a goal. I nuzzle into his chest again, smiling as I realize that he used the word babe again and this time he didn't seem to regret it. “What are you smiling about?” He ask, hugging me closer.

“You.” I confess and look up at him. He grins and give me a little kiss on my nose. I sigh and start to move, I need to pee. I start to stand up. “Going to the bathroom.” I say to Louis questioning stare. He nods as his eyes move back to the game on the TV. I roll my eyes and walk away from the living room. I stretch a little as I walk, feeling a little stiff from laying that way as I slept, I was like a nestled cat. I wonder for how long I slept.

When I'm done in the bathroom I get back to the living room and take a couple of sips from the glass of water still sitting on the table. I sit down, now with my back leaning against Louis, so I can stretch my legs.

“Are you getting hungry?” Louis ask as he let his arm rest onto my stomach. I lean my head back so that I see him upside down. I smile.

“Yeah, I'm getting pretty hungry. What time is it?” I ask as he leave a peck on my forehead.

“It's almost three. Just let me see to halftime.” He pleads and I snicker.

“Sure, sure.” I say and lean my head against his shoulder, looking over at the TV. I've never been one to look at soccer, I've never had the interest, but my dad has. I guess I know more thanks to him about the game than I would otherwise.

Suddenly Louis phone starts to ring and he shifts under me to pick it up from his pocket. I sneak a peak at the screen seeing the word Mum across and smile. I continue to watch the game as he answers.

“Hi mum. Yeah... No, just watching the game with my girlfriend.” He say and I feel my eyes shoot open at his words. Girlfriend? I try not to make my shock visible, but when I look back at him, he's watching across the room, avoiding my gaze. I turn back to the TV. My heart is beating hard in my chest. “Yeah, sure. No that's fine.” He continues the conversation with his mother as I'm lightly freaking out in silence.

I can't believe he said that word. Sure, he said he was falling for me, but we never talked about being girlfriend and boyfriend. Not that I'm complaining really. My heart is swelling in my chest and I can't keep a smile from appearing on my face.

He ends the call with his mother and I keep my eyes on the TV. It gets silence in the room apart from the commentators in the TV. I bite my lip as the tension feels thick.

“Girlfriend, huh?” I say after a while, smirking. I don't dare to look at him as I feel him tense under me.

“um...yeah? Isn't that what you are?” He ask, sounding pretty vulnerable, which shocks me. I shrug.

“I don't know. We haven't talked about it.” I say and turn my head to see his slightly red cheeks. His eyes flick down to his hand on his lap. I can see the hesitation in him and feel pity for him. I turn around fully and face him, squinting my eyes.

“What?” He asks after a minute of me staring at him, he's squirming in his seat.

“I'm waiting.” I say, keeping a straight face, trying not to show the utter happiness I feel in this moment. I like to have the tuff Louis squirming under my stare. Louis, the guy who's always cocky and cool, the one that doesn't seems to be faced by anything.

“For?” He ask, raising his eyebrows in a total loss.

“You to ask me.” I say and bite my lip to keep from smiling. He rolls his eyes and lightly shake his head as a grin appears.

“You are so weird.” He say, still shaking his head.

“Still waiting.” I say, even though the smile creeps up on my lips. He groans.

“Will you be my girlfriend?” He say in a mocking tone. I roll my eyes before I wrap my arms around his neck.

“I thought you'd never ask.” I say equally fake before pressing my lips against his. Both of us grinning. His arms hold me tight against him as I'm now sitting in his lap. Our lips move together in a wonderful kiss. I feel my whole body tingle by all that's happened today. He's falling for me and wants me as his girlfriend.

He pulls back and look up at me as he caress my cheek. Suddenly a frown appears between his eyebrows. I try to read his eyes to figure out what he's thinking about, making him frown.

“I guess we should tell Harry now, right?” He say and I wrinkle my nose at his words. Urg! I let out a groan as I lean my forehead against his. Talk about ruining the moment.

“Can we wait?” I ask, my voice low. I know we should tell him, I know that.

“Why?” He ask, his facial expression looking like I'm embarrassed of him or something. Which I'm of course isn't.

“I just want to enjoy this total bliss right now. It will disappear when he finds out. Please, just a little while?” I ask, feeling my eyes gloss over. I really just want to feel happy right now, not worry about Harry or anyone other. Louis takes my face in between his hands and nuzzle his nose to mine.

“Of course.” He pecks my lips lightly. “Anything to make you happy.” He whispers and I run my hand over his jaw. I am. I am so happy in this moment. I have a boyfriend. A boyfriend! Wow. This is pretty big.

“I can't believe you told your mom.” I say and grin. It feels so much real knowing that she knows.

“I tell her everything.” He say and the pad of his thumb run over my bottom lip. “So, food?” He ask and I nod.

“Sounds good boyfriend.” I say and the grin on his face is from ear to ear. His pulls me down to press his warm lips against mine. It's a little difficult to kiss with both our huge smiles on, but we manage. He pushes me up from him and when I stand up to walk into the kitchen he slaps my bum, making me yelp.

“Hey!” I say and give him a pretend offended pout. He only grins and wrap his arms around me from behind. He gives my neck peck. I love seeing him this way.

“You know you like it.” He chuckles as we reach the kitchen. I roll my eyes as he unwrap his arms and walk over to the fridge. I jump up to sit on the counter and crossing my legs.

“What are you making for me?” I ask and he raise an eyebrow at me.

“Oh, I'm making the food now?” He ask, narrowing his eyes at me.

“Yeah, isn't that what boyfriends are for?” I ask, faking dumbness and give him a cute grin. He just chuckles and shake his head.

“I guess so.” He mumbles into the fridge as he picks out ingredients.

“So boyfriend. What are your plans for tonight?” I ask, loving the word. I still can't understand that I have a boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boyfriend! I love it. I put a grape in my mouth from the bowl on the counter. He stops cutting the cucumber that he was dicing and stand in between my legs.

“You realize how many times you've said the word boyfriend in the last half hour?” He ask, his arms snaking around my core. I lay mine around his shoulders and nod. I wrap my legs around him and pull him closer as I lean down so our noses is just an inch away from each other.

“I like the word. Do you mind?” I ask, grinning.

“Not at all.” He chuckles before giving me a urgent kiss. I can feel his need from the kiss, but also the growing bulk pressing against me. I wish I didn't have my period right now, it would make this so much hotter. He could take me against this kitchen counter. Oh god! I remember that from our first night together, it was so hot. The memories makes me let out a moan into Louis mouth.

“Don't do that.” He groans against my lips and I open my eyes in shock. Do what? He sees the confusion in my eyes. His hands comes up to lessen my hold on his hair, that I realize is really strong. I had been tugging hard on his hair. “You drive me insane.” He whispers before pecking my lips again and pulling away, leaving me breathless and wanting more. Louis smile as he continues making lunch, a very late lunch.

I let out a deep breath before jumping down on the floor and walk over to set the table. I sneak a peak at Louis by the stove and feel a bubbly feeling in my stomach. This is so normal somehow. A boyfriend and girlfriend making lunch together. I wonder what my dad will say about it, he does like Louis, so I guess he wont disprove. I dread Harry's reaction though. I have a gut feeling telling me that it won't be good. That's why I want to wait just a little while, just enjoy this good feeling about us before we tell him and it will probably ruin everything. Just a little while, just letting this wonderful feeling settle in that I have a boyfriend. Me Juli Chandler, has a boyfriend.

Notes

Aww! Finally girlfriend and boyfriend! ;)

Thank you so, so, so much for all the comments on the last chapter, it made me so happy!! I had a horrible day today, but felt like I wanted to give you something and this chapter made me smile, lovey-dovey!

Do you think she is an idiot for not wanting to tell Harry immediately? I know most of you want him to know. What do you think his reaction would be?

Thank you for everything! Keep making me happy and I will do the same to you! ;)
xx.