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A Harry Styles Love Story

Personal Soldier

*I used the lyrics and the song as an outline for this chapter heres the link to the song.

*Supposed to be the sound of her heart beat*

“Left, Left, Left, Right, Left, Left, Left, Left, Right Left.”

Nathan’s POV

Once Harry split everyone up, I slipped into the hospital room. I then realized that this has all happened in less then 50 minutes. They had called the time of death and walked out.

I learned somewhere that you have one hour to try to resurrect a body before that person can be officially declared as being dead. (don’t hold me to that I don’t know I just made it up.) I wanted to give it one more try. When no one was looking I tried CPR once more.
I then heard the monitor start beeping really slowly.

“Left, Left, Left, Right, Left, Left, Left, Left, Right Left.”

“DOCTOR, SHE’S STILL ALIVE!” All the doctors came into the room and started hooking her up to all kinds of machines. They told me to stay and hold her hand to keep her calm. I saw her eyes slowly start to open.

When she saw me a big smile appeared on her face. “Nathan…”

*Later On That Day *

Sarah’s POV

“Why did you save me. No one cares about me. Everyone hates me. The fans want me dead.

Harry doesn’t care about me anymore.” I started crying.

“Harry cares about you.” He said while trying to sound convincing.

“I don’t see him anywhere do you? In fact, I bet he ran off to be with Caitlin didn’t he?”

Nathan scratched his head, “Well, he did run off to find her.”

“See case solved. He doesn’t care about me anymore. He ran off. You were the only one who stayed back to try to save me. He ran off and gave up once they said I was ‘dead’.”

“How did you know about me staying back?” He said while looking suspicious and surprised at the same time.

Nathan’s POV

Sarah went quiet. She started to bite her lip which was one of the signs that she was nervous.

“Tell me what's going on. I know there's something on your mind and
Can you just open up?”

I turned her face back towards me so that our eyes were level with one another.
“tell me what’s going on. I know that there is something on your mind. It’s ok, you can trust me. Just open up and I will listen, I promise.”

She gulped nervously. “Well, we already know that I died. While I was dead, I met my guardian angel, Freddy, he told me that it wasn’t my time and that I needed to return back to earth. He said he would see me soon, before I could ask him what that meant, I was sucked back into my body when you saved me. I still don’t know what he was talking about.”

“Do you feel out of love . Is somebody trying to hurt you? You know I'd never let that happen. Must be out of their minds”

“Well, do you know of anyone that would want to hurt you in anyway?”

“Caitlin said she would end my life. Harry has hurt me emotionally.” She was fighting back
the tears.

“Cause you are the sunshine that makes my day. And I won't let them take that away, hey”

“Well, I’m not letting that happen. Harry can do whatever. Don’t let him hold you back.

Sarah’s POV

“I'll be your hero whose standing strong. Who protects you from any fight. And if your battles are piling on. I will take them on with all my might

Cry your tears on my shoulder. You don't know what the future holds. So I'll be your personal soldier”

Nathan looked at me and took my hand and intertwined it with his.

“At any point in the future would you want us to tell Harry that you are alive?”

“No, just let him think I’m dead. I want Caitlin to think I’m dead so then she won’t have to worry about killing me. I will change my hair color, get colored contacts, go by a different name, I can do a British accent really well and keep me away from Harry as much as possible. I need to get better, I don’t need him distracting me.”

Nathan’s POV

I couldn’t believe all of this was all her idea.

“Should I tell everyone else but Harry and Caitlin then?”


Sarah thought it would be a good idea to let Harry and Caitlin think that she was dead because we didn’t need any distractions from her getting better. Like she said earlier if Caitlin knew she was still alive then she would be killed by Caitlin. It would be safer if she changed her hair color, went by a name that Harry wouldn’t recognize, she has a wicked fake British accent and I need to keep her away from Harry, which would mean one thing: date sarah for real. That won’t be hard I’m crazy about her, I wonder if she feels the same way?

“And to answer your question earlier, I saved you because I care about you. In fact, I think I’m in love with you. I can treat you better than Harry ever could. Do you think you could give me a chance?”

“Left, Left, Left, Right, Left. Left, Left, Left, Right, Left.”

Sarah’s POV

I could hear my heart beat louder and louder. I mean I might as well give it a try right? Harry doesn’t want me. Nathan doesn’t seem like a bad person. Besides he saved my life, I at least owe him this. I pushed away all of the thoughts of Harry. This is my time to start out with a fresh start.

“Sure, I will give you a chance.” A smile appeared on his face.

Harry’s POV


“Harry, I didn’t think that she would kill herself. I just wanted her out of the way. My intentions were not to have her kill herself.”



“I WAS NEVER YOURS TO BEGIN WITH THAT WAS ALL IN YOUR HEAD CAITLIN. I NEVER LOVED YOU AND I NEVER WILL.” And with that I slammed the door leaving Caitlin to think about what she has done.

It has been a few days of Caitlin and I fighting like this. The pain won’t go away. Sarah’s funeral was yesterday. I left halfway through I had an emotional breakdown. Nathan’s new girlfriend, Sky, I think was her name, came out to talk to me and asked me what was wrong. I
told her everything.

Something felt familiar about her but I couldn’t figure out what it was.


I ran out of the room and slid down the wall with my head in my hands and let the tears flow freely.

“You really loved her didn’t you?” I picked up my head from my hands, which were resting on top of my knees and saw a girl standing there.

She had long dark red hair with blue highlights that flowed down past her waist and hazel colored eyes like mine. She also wore glasses that looked really nerdy as well.

“I did and still do. What’s your name by the way?”

She slid down the wall and sat down next to me. “My name is Sky, I’m Nathan’s new girlfriend.” She also had a British accent.

Sarah’s POV/Sky's POV

Yes, I changed my name to Sky, my colored eye contacts are hazel, I got nerdy glasses (for decoration since I have the contacts) and I dyed my hair dark red but I kept the blue highlights because well they also reminded me of Harry and our last day together, happy with each other, now look where we are.

I sighed and sat down along side him. Talking about me. I mean it just felt weird being at my own funeral if you know what I’m saying.

“ello Sky, my name is Harry.”

“If you don’t mind my asking how did she die?”

“She created suicide because of stuff that people were telling her. It’s all Caitlin’s fault but I wish I knew about what she did sooner maybe I could have saved her.”

Before I could ask what he was talking about Nathan called me and told me it was time to go.

I told Harry if he needed anything to come and talk to me.

*End of Flashbackt*

Sarah’s POV/Sky’s POV(they are the same person)

We had landed at our final destination which was Quanitco, Virginia. I thought while the boys were doing sound check I would go over to Starbuck’s which was right aross the street.

I put my hood up and picked up my coffee. I turned around and accidently bumped into someone spilling their coffee on the floor.

“Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry!” I looked up to see a boy standing there. He had a hair cut like Louis and brown eyes. He had a lanyard with a FBI ID on it.

“No, it’s fine. Accidents happen right? My name is Spencer Reid.”

“my name is Sarah. I couldn’t help but notice you work for the FBI?”

He nodded his head. “aren’t you a little young to be working in the FBI?”

I then remembered that there were people standing waiting for us to move, so Spencer ordered his coffee and we sat down at a table.

“I graduated high school at the age of 12. I have 3 PhD’s and 2 BA D’s (bachalor degrees?) and yes I am the youngest on the team.”

“Wow, that’s a lot. So then how old are you exactly if you don’t mind my asking?”

“well, I’m 23.”

“So, what exactly do you do?”

“I’m a profiler. Which means we can figure out how someone’s life is like just by looking and observing their behaviors.”

“So, you can figure out information about me just by the way that I act?”

“Pretty much.”

“So, then what can you tell about me?” I then awaited his answer. This should be interesting.


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