A Harry Styles Love Story
She's Gone
Harry’s POV
I walked over to Sarah’s room to talk to her. I knocked on the door and there was no answer.
“Hey.” Nathan said while walking towards me. I lifted up my head.
“Oh, it’s you. What are you doing by Sarah’s door?” He said while looking at me rather inquisitively.
“I just came by because I need to talk to her about something. Something I didn’t even know was happening until just recently when I overheard them talking about it.” He didn’t budge.
“What would that be?” He asked still not budging. I still fidgeted with the door and was able to jiggle it open, hoping to avoid the question.
We both walked in and the room was dead silent. I noticed that her computer was shut with a piece of paper sticking out of it. I slipped the piece of paper into my pocket. I opened up the laptop and read some of the tweets that people were sending her.
“Nathan, come here. Look at this!” He then walked over to where I was and started reading them too.
“We need to find her now!” Nathan went over to the bathroom door and tried to open the door. It was locked.
“Nathan, do you know how to bust down a door?”
*Meanwhile in the other room*
Zayn’s POV
“I feel like you’re hiding stuff from me Zayn. Ever since you went to talk to Harry you have been acting weird and not telling me things.” Melanie has been quizzing me constantly.
“Melanie, I really wish I could tell you but I can’t.” I ran my fingers through my hair. I’m starting to get frustrated.
“Zayn, you were the one who said no secrets in our relationship.” She crossed her arms.
“I’m trying to protect you please understand that.”
“What do you mean protect me?-“
Just then Harry came by the room panicking and hyperventilating.
We heard him as he was walking down the hall.
“911. My ex-girlfriend, Sarah, tried to kill herself.” I could tell saying ex-girlfriend was killing him.
Melanie then turned to me, “You mean how Harry tried to protect Sarah and now look what happened? If you don’t tell me by the end of the day we are over, Zayn Malik.”
Harry’s POV
Nathan was telling me to call for help and that he would take care of Sarah since he knows first aid.
“911, my ex-girlfriend, Sarah, tried to kill herself.” Ex-girlfriend. I don’t like the sound of that. I walked back into the room and Nathan said that she had stopped breathing. I told him to perform CPR on her.
Nathan’s POV
Harry went to go call 911. I found some thin towels that I wrapped around her arms to try to slow down the blood flow. Before the paramedics arrived Sarah’s heartbeat was getting harder to hear. After a few seconds I couldn’t hear it anymore. Harry walked into the room and I told him. He told me to try to perform CPR on her. They then took us both to the ambulance and we were off to the hospital.
Harry’s POV
Once I walked into the hospital room I heard the doctor say, “time to call it. Time of death is..”
“NO, She can’t be dead! Try something anything please don’t let her die. Please.”
The doctor then turned toward me, “I’m sorry, we did the best we could.” He then turned back to the nurse.
“Please just once more. Please.” The tears were streaming down my face.
The doctor then turned to me, “Fine, but if she doesn’t react to this then we are going to call the time of death.”
I saw them shock her lifeless body. We waited for what seemed like an eternity and nothing happened. I ran out of the room and into the hall.
I leaned against the wall and slowly slid down. I sat on the ground with my hands over my face.
I remembered she wrote me a note. I pulled it out of my pocket and carefully unfolded it.
Dear Harry,
I’m sorry you had to find out this way but I just can’t take it anymore. I know you probably don’t care about me anymore now that you have Caitlin but I just wanted to let you know I still love you. Even though you broke up with me for real I can’t stand my life anymore. The fans hate me so much. They wanted me out of the way. They were right I’m ugly and don’t deserve to live. We both knew Caitlin would kill me anyway so why not just get it over with already. You told me to date Nathan but I wouldn’t be able to stand you being with Caitlin without feeling hated so I hope I made your life easier for you. Now that I’m out of the way I won’t be a distraction for you anymore. You think I wouldn’t remember, but I saved all of our messages. I know you still know my phone password so if you don’t remember any of this message happening check my phone. I’m just hoping I will be prettier in heaven.
Goodbye forever,
Sarah Min
P.S. Hazza, I love you and I always will.
What was she talking about? I haven’t sent her any messages? I walked over to everyone else.
“Nathan, do you have Sarah’s phone with you?”
“Yeah, actually I do why?” He reached into his back pocket and held it in his hand.
“She told me in a note she left me to check her messages.”
He gave me a weird look. “Um…ok. Here.” He handed me the phone and I unlocked it. It was the type of password where you connect the dots. She told me that the password was the letter ‘H’ which stood for my name. As I scrolled through her text messages I read them out loud.
[That was really close. I think Caitlin might suspect something. I don’t want you to get hurt so we should break up for real this time. –Hazza <3]
“I never wrote that to her. I would never write that to her ever.” My eyes continued scanning them as I read them out loud.
[We have kept it a secret for this long so why break up now? You just told me you love me and only me.]
[Please don’t make this harder than it needs to be. I don’t want her to know about our secret relationship. With me constantly thinking about you it is distracting me and she is bound to
notice. This is for the good of the both of us. Besides Caitlin’s not that bad once you get to know her.–Hazza <3]
“Of course Caitlin would put that at the end. It does sound pretty legit.” Larissa stated.
“Hold on, Caitlin sent another message after it still pretending to be me.”
[It might be better if we avoid each other altogether and by the way don’t message me anymore either. I don’t want any more distractions. I need to make sure she knows that there is nothing going on between us. –Hazza <3]
I noticed Sarah responded 5 minutes later.
[Then why did we meet two hours ago? What was the purpose of inviting me over and telling me you love me then?]
[I was going to tell you that we needed to break up and that it was our last time together but I couldn’t go through with it. So think of it as our last goodbye. –Hazza <3]
She responded. [So, we are over for real this time?]
I then noticed what Caitlin wrote. [Yes, we are officially over. Goodbye, Sarah. –Hazza <3]
I then scrolled down and saw more messages that I know I didn’t send.
[Hey, I want to make sure that Nathan is treating you alright. –Hazza <3]
“Well, that seems like the only thing she got right.”
“What do you mean?” Nathan turned towards me. “You don’t think I would treat her well?”
“No, what I mean was I needed an excuse to talk to Sarah. Caitlin walked in and asked me what I was doing. It was the first thing to pop into my head.
“Oh, well then why did you have Caitlin send it?”
“Because she thought I was cheating on her with Sarah and she started crying. I told her to text Sarah just to prove that it, little did I know that would be part of her plan.”
How could I have been so stupid. I handed the phone over to Nathan, “Here, I can’t read it anymore, you read it.”
He cleared this throat. “[Yeah, you said you told everyone about the break up so why do they keep asking me questions?]”
“[Well, I will get around to telling them. I think that you should give” I noticed his breath hitched in his throat before continuing. “Nathan a chance. He could treat you better than I ever could. –Hazza <3]”
[Yeah, sure. Whatever. Just leave me alone.]
I remember it now; Caitlin mentioned that she wanted her to date Nathan so that I would think that she was cheating on me, thinking that I would never talk to her because of it.
I turned towards everyone. “We need to find Caitlin, and we need to find her now! Sarah is dead because of what Caitlin has done to her.”
I walked over to Sarah’s room to talk to her. I knocked on the door and there was no answer.
“Hey.” Nathan said while walking towards me. I lifted up my head.
“Oh, it’s you. What are you doing by Sarah’s door?” He said while looking at me rather inquisitively.
“I just came by because I need to talk to her about something. Something I didn’t even know was happening until just recently when I overheard them talking about it.” He didn’t budge.
“What would that be?” He asked still not budging. I still fidgeted with the door and was able to jiggle it open, hoping to avoid the question.
We both walked in and the room was dead silent. I noticed that her computer was shut with a piece of paper sticking out of it. I slipped the piece of paper into my pocket. I opened up the laptop and read some of the tweets that people were sending her.
“Nathan, come here. Look at this!” He then walked over to where I was and started reading them too.
“We need to find her now!” Nathan went over to the bathroom door and tried to open the door. It was locked.
“Nathan, do you know how to bust down a door?”
*Meanwhile in the other room*
Zayn’s POV
“I feel like you’re hiding stuff from me Zayn. Ever since you went to talk to Harry you have been acting weird and not telling me things.” Melanie has been quizzing me constantly.
“Melanie, I really wish I could tell you but I can’t.” I ran my fingers through my hair. I’m starting to get frustrated.
“Zayn, you were the one who said no secrets in our relationship.” She crossed her arms.
“I’m trying to protect you please understand that.”
“What do you mean protect me?-“
Just then Harry came by the room panicking and hyperventilating.
We heard him as he was walking down the hall.
“911. My ex-girlfriend, Sarah, tried to kill herself.” I could tell saying ex-girlfriend was killing him.
Melanie then turned to me, “You mean how Harry tried to protect Sarah and now look what happened? If you don’t tell me by the end of the day we are over, Zayn Malik.”
Harry’s POV
Nathan was telling me to call for help and that he would take care of Sarah since he knows first aid.
“911, my ex-girlfriend, Sarah, tried to kill herself.” Ex-girlfriend. I don’t like the sound of that. I walked back into the room and Nathan said that she had stopped breathing. I told him to perform CPR on her.
Nathan’s POV
Harry went to go call 911. I found some thin towels that I wrapped around her arms to try to slow down the blood flow. Before the paramedics arrived Sarah’s heartbeat was getting harder to hear. After a few seconds I couldn’t hear it anymore. Harry walked into the room and I told him. He told me to try to perform CPR on her. They then took us both to the ambulance and we were off to the hospital.
Harry’s POV
Once I walked into the hospital room I heard the doctor say, “time to call it. Time of death is..”
“NO, She can’t be dead! Try something anything please don’t let her die. Please.”
The doctor then turned toward me, “I’m sorry, we did the best we could.” He then turned back to the nurse.
“Please just once more. Please.” The tears were streaming down my face.
The doctor then turned to me, “Fine, but if she doesn’t react to this then we are going to call the time of death.”
I saw them shock her lifeless body. We waited for what seemed like an eternity and nothing happened. I ran out of the room and into the hall.
I leaned against the wall and slowly slid down. I sat on the ground with my hands over my face.
I remembered she wrote me a note. I pulled it out of my pocket and carefully unfolded it.
Dear Harry,
I’m sorry you had to find out this way but I just can’t take it anymore. I know you probably don’t care about me anymore now that you have Caitlin but I just wanted to let you know I still love you. Even though you broke up with me for real I can’t stand my life anymore. The fans hate me so much. They wanted me out of the way. They were right I’m ugly and don’t deserve to live. We both knew Caitlin would kill me anyway so why not just get it over with already. You told me to date Nathan but I wouldn’t be able to stand you being with Caitlin without feeling hated so I hope I made your life easier for you. Now that I’m out of the way I won’t be a distraction for you anymore. You think I wouldn’t remember, but I saved all of our messages. I know you still know my phone password so if you don’t remember any of this message happening check my phone. I’m just hoping I will be prettier in heaven.
Goodbye forever,
Sarah Min
P.S. Hazza, I love you and I always will.
What was she talking about? I haven’t sent her any messages? I walked over to everyone else.
“Nathan, do you have Sarah’s phone with you?”
“Yeah, actually I do why?” He reached into his back pocket and held it in his hand.
“She told me in a note she left me to check her messages.”
He gave me a weird look. “Um…ok. Here.” He handed me the phone and I unlocked it. It was the type of password where you connect the dots. She told me that the password was the letter ‘H’ which stood for my name. As I scrolled through her text messages I read them out loud.
[That was really close. I think Caitlin might suspect something. I don’t want you to get hurt so we should break up for real this time. –Hazza <3]
“I never wrote that to her. I would never write that to her ever.” My eyes continued scanning them as I read them out loud.
[We have kept it a secret for this long so why break up now? You just told me you love me and only me.]
[Please don’t make this harder than it needs to be. I don’t want her to know about our secret relationship. With me constantly thinking about you it is distracting me and she is bound to
notice. This is for the good of the both of us. Besides Caitlin’s not that bad once you get to know her.–Hazza <3]
“Of course Caitlin would put that at the end. It does sound pretty legit.” Larissa stated.
“Hold on, Caitlin sent another message after it still pretending to be me.”
[It might be better if we avoid each other altogether and by the way don’t message me anymore either. I don’t want any more distractions. I need to make sure she knows that there is nothing going on between us. –Hazza <3]
I noticed Sarah responded 5 minutes later.
[Then why did we meet two hours ago? What was the purpose of inviting me over and telling me you love me then?]
[I was going to tell you that we needed to break up and that it was our last time together but I couldn’t go through with it. So think of it as our last goodbye. –Hazza <3]
She responded. [So, we are over for real this time?]
I then noticed what Caitlin wrote. [Yes, we are officially over. Goodbye, Sarah. –Hazza <3]
I then scrolled down and saw more messages that I know I didn’t send.
[Hey, I want to make sure that Nathan is treating you alright. –Hazza <3]
“Well, that seems like the only thing she got right.”
“What do you mean?” Nathan turned towards me. “You don’t think I would treat her well?”
“No, what I mean was I needed an excuse to talk to Sarah. Caitlin walked in and asked me what I was doing. It was the first thing to pop into my head.
“Oh, well then why did you have Caitlin send it?”
“Because she thought I was cheating on her with Sarah and she started crying. I told her to text Sarah just to prove that it, little did I know that would be part of her plan.”
How could I have been so stupid. I handed the phone over to Nathan, “Here, I can’t read it anymore, you read it.”
He cleared this throat. “[Yeah, you said you told everyone about the break up so why do they keep asking me questions?]”
“[Well, I will get around to telling them. I think that you should give” I noticed his breath hitched in his throat before continuing. “Nathan a chance. He could treat you better than I ever could. –Hazza <3]”
[Yeah, sure. Whatever. Just leave me alone.]
I remember it now; Caitlin mentioned that she wanted her to date Nathan so that I would think that she was cheating on me, thinking that I would never talk to her because of it.
I turned towards everyone. “We need to find Caitlin, and we need to find her now! Sarah is dead because of what Caitlin has done to her.”
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6/12/14