It Never Ends

*Louis's POV*

After a long weekend of spending every moment with illianna, Sunday quickly came to an end and she had to go home to get ready for school on Monday.

illianna had stayed the whole weekend with me and I wasn't ready to let her go.

"Please stay with me." I pouted as I drove up to her house. "I know you want too."

"You know I would stay but Zayn is going to kill me!" She pouted back to me.

"Just come back with me and tell him you promise that you will go to school tomorrow, and then go home." I objected.

"Babe, please stop making this so hard for me." illianna begged. "I rather go home and see you tomorrow than never be able to see you again because Zayn is going to murder me."

"Plus, if I stay with you I won't promise him that I'll go to school tomorrow." She smirked.

We both laughed and I saw her blush form.

"Okay, i'll see you bright and early tomorrow then." I finally agreed.

I leaned in to kiss her but had to stop myself from taking it to another level.

"I'll see you tomorrow, love." She spoke, kissing me again.

"By my illianna."

I watched as she made her way up to her front door before leaving, already feeling alone and cold.

As soon as I got back to my house I rolled onto the side of the bed illianna slept and breathed in her scent which was still fresh on the pillow.

I felt closer to her than I have ever felt with anyone else.

And I'm pretty sure I won't be able to sleep without her in my arms.

-

I got out of bed the next morning to get ready for school.

I didn't sleep well at all last night because illianna and I were texting.

If only she could've fallen asleep next to me though.

After my shower, I decided on wearing a burgundy V-neck shirt with a pair of dark blue jeans that I rolled up.

I left my house without eating anything and started the drive to school.

The Starbucks drive-through line wasn't packed so I decided to stop and buy a drink. I would give the rest to my baby because I knew she was addicted to Starbucks.

illianna and the rest of the crew or parked outside near the swimming pool area and practice fields.

I needed to put my training bag in the locker room, which I saw the rest of the boys needed to do the same.

"Morning beautiful," I kissed illianna, giving the rest of my strawberries and cream frappé to her. "Why does it look like you haven't slept?"

"Because I haven't." She mumbled, sipping on the drink.

illianna had dark circles under her eyes and her face was really pale. She looked pretty good though.

She wore a pair of tight dark skinny jeans with the black long sleeve shirt and vans.

"Why didn't you sleep last night?" I asked.

"I couldn't sleep without you." She blushed. I kissed her cheek.

"I missed you last night." I sighed.

She responded by wrapping her arms around my waist and squeezing tightly. I squeezed her back, sniffing and her scent again.

I'd ditch with her if I could.

"Come on Lou," Niall interrupted as the bell rang. "We got to get to the locker room before Coach locks it.

I ignored him and pulled away from illianna, looking into her tired eyes.

"I have to put my bag up and then go to class." I sighed again. "I'll see you at lunch."

"I can't wait." She smiled before walking off with the girls.

The guys and I entered the locker room and placed our training bags in our usual spots.

Niall left in a hurry while Liam was talking to our Coach. Harry went to the bathroom to fix his curls which left Zayn and I alone.

The tardy bell finally rang which didn't bother any of us because we never made it to our first class on time anyway.

"So how are you my sister doing, Lou?" Zayn asked me as we walked out the locker room.

I frowned at his question. "Uhh, we're good. Why?"

"Well... I don't know if illianna has told you about being hurt by boys in the past..." He started to begin.

"Nathan." I spoke over him.

"Yeah. I just don't want to see her get hurt again. Especially now." He told me, never taking his eyes off mine.

"What do you mean 'especially now'? I was getting confused.

"Come on Louis, it's obvious that you're head over heels for her and she feels the same way. If she loses you, she's going to lose herself." He slightly yelled a bit.

I shook my head, not sure what to say. I truly cared for illianna and I would never want to lose her.

"I'm just saying that if you break her heart, I don't know if she'll ever recover from it. I have never seen her this happy." Zayn mentioned.

"Zayn, trust me. If anyone would be leaving, it would be illianna." I awkwardly laughed. " I would never hurt her. She's too important to me. I-I love her a lot." I whispered the last part.

I could feel my own self blushing.

"Louis, don't say that!" Zayn looked at me. "You're perfect for Lily. Nathan hurt her so much that I don't even think you will put her through what he did." He shrugged.

My body felt relaxed and I lit up in delight. There was no way I was going to hurt her the way that asshole did.

"Thanks Zayn. You're great guy." I said. I didn't know what I was doing, but I hugged him.

He was tense at first, but soon relaxed and hugged me back.

I was grateful for him, grateful for illianna, and grateful for our friendship.

Notes

Here's a quick update before the night is out.
Enjoy.