I Accepted The Love I Thought I Deserved
Everything Was A Blur
-----------------------------------------------------------Aprils POV---------------------------------------------------------
I woke up feeling the same as usual...........just horrible whenever I woke up next to my "loving and caring" boyfriend Justin at least that's what he used to be. I got up out of my bed eventually falling down on my knees on the cold hard wooden floor. As I crawled into the bathroom and got up I saw all the bruises on my body from last nights fight with Justin I traced the marks on my arms with my finger bringing tears to my eyes until I saw Justin behind me with that "I don't care if your sad" look on his face same one he had when he said he didn't love me.
----------------------------------------------------------Justins POV---------------------------------------------------------
I saw her crying from the bruises I gave her last night. But I could've honestly cared less if she cried whenever she saw the bruises on her body. April just needs to know that she's mines and if she ever tries to leave or calls anyone and complains I will hurt her more than the last time. Especially if she goes crying to her best friend Harry.
-----------------------------------------------------Aprils POV----------------------------------------------------------------
He turned me around fast and held my face in his hands and just looked at me for a very long time as the tears streamed down my face. "Hey i'm gonna go out if you leave the house i'll know and when you come back inside I will hurt you again worse then last night". All I could do was shake my head as a reply and then he left. As soon as he did my phone began ringing and I saw it was a text from Harry.
Harry: Hey babe :)
Me: Hi.....
Harry: What's wrong love :/
Me: Nothing just woke up that's all
Harry: Nooooooo something is wrong tell me or else i'm coming over :D
Me: NOOOOOOO don't please and stop with the faces its getting annoying.
Harry: Oh....sorry i'm coming over anyways and get dressed i'm taking you out I can't have you in the house all day!
Me: No Harry please don't I can't leave the house.
Harry: And who the hell told you that Justin -__-
Me: Yes.... just please don't come over
-------------------------------------------------------------Aprils POV-----------------------------------------------------------------
Then he didn't reply after that so I knew he was on his was being Harry so I just decided to get dressed but I had to be in the house before Justin got back because I knew i'd pay the price. I got dressed and put on some make up so he wouldn't notice the bruises on my body because I knew if she saw he'd go to Justin and demand a fight. Just thinking about it made me shiver with fear god only knows if Justin ever hurt Harry i'd go and cry. Gosh i'm weak I really don't know what i'd do if anything happened to Harry I just really don't.
I woke up feeling the same as usual...........just horrible whenever I woke up next to my "loving and caring" boyfriend Justin at least that's what he used to be. I got up out of my bed eventually falling down on my knees on the cold hard wooden floor. As I crawled into the bathroom and got up I saw all the bruises on my body from last nights fight with Justin I traced the marks on my arms with my finger bringing tears to my eyes until I saw Justin behind me with that "I don't care if your sad" look on his face same one he had when he said he didn't love me.
----------------------------------------------------------Justins POV---------------------------------------------------------
I saw her crying from the bruises I gave her last night. But I could've honestly cared less if she cried whenever she saw the bruises on her body. April just needs to know that she's mines and if she ever tries to leave or calls anyone and complains I will hurt her more than the last time. Especially if she goes crying to her best friend Harry.
-----------------------------------------------------Aprils POV----------------------------------------------------------------
He turned me around fast and held my face in his hands and just looked at me for a very long time as the tears streamed down my face. "Hey i'm gonna go out if you leave the house i'll know and when you come back inside I will hurt you again worse then last night". All I could do was shake my head as a reply and then he left. As soon as he did my phone began ringing and I saw it was a text from Harry.
Harry: Hey babe :)
Me: Hi.....
Harry: What's wrong love :/
Me: Nothing just woke up that's all
Harry: Nooooooo something is wrong tell me or else i'm coming over :D
Me: NOOOOOOO don't please and stop with the faces its getting annoying.
Harry: Oh....sorry i'm coming over anyways and get dressed i'm taking you out I can't have you in the house all day!
Me: No Harry please don't I can't leave the house.
Harry: And who the hell told you that Justin -__-
Me: Yes.... just please don't come over
-------------------------------------------------------------Aprils POV-----------------------------------------------------------------
Then he didn't reply after that so I knew he was on his was being Harry so I just decided to get dressed but I had to be in the house before Justin got back because I knew i'd pay the price. I got dressed and put on some make up so he wouldn't notice the bruises on my body because I knew if she saw he'd go to Justin and demand a fight. Just thinking about it made me shiver with fear god only knows if Justin ever hurt Harry i'd go and cry. Gosh i'm weak I really don't know what i'd do if anything happened to Harry I just really don't.
i'm online
5/1/13