The Light Of My Life

Chapter 12

Hannah’s P.O.V.

I woke up with a horrible headache. The sun was shining through the windows just making it worse. What the fuck happened last night?

Flashback: “Hey guys where is tommo and kyky?” I asked the group of now four guys. They all shrugged and my drunken mind was too dull to worry. Liam looked sad but I didn’t bother him. Niall grabbed my hand and led me to the bar and gave me a pink girly drink. “I know you won’t remember so this is practice but will you be my girlfriend?” Niall whispered in my ear. I giggled as I chugged the girly drink and everything went black.

Wow. Niall asked me to be his girlfriend that’s quite odd since we have known each other for a week I wasn’t even supposed to remember. Oh boy what fun? I finally decided to get out of bed and find Kyla. When I got up I realized one: This wasn’t my room and two: it wasn’t Niall's room either. I quickly bolted around the room trying to find some clothes that weren’t the dress from last night. I finally found some very large sweatpants and a big baggy white t-shirt. I didn’t dare look at who I had shared the night with and ran out of the room. “I don’t think Finn would like it that much if you stole his favourite pair of sweatpants.” I turned around to see my favourite youtuber Jack Harries. I blushed “Sorry I uh I must have partied a bit too hard I will just go change.” I mumbled and turned back towards the bedroom only to bump into the gorgeous sexy youtuber Finn Harries. “It’s alright love you can keep the sweat pants and shirt.” Finn said to me. I blushed “No its ok I don’t need them I can uh um I can wear my urm dress and ya uh...” I mumbled. Finn smiled and just shook his head. I couldn’t help but smile back. “Uh hey can I have your number?” he asked me nervously. I smiled and wrote it down on his hand and said “Call me.” And I winked I was doing pretty okay. He blushed and I left their hotel room.

I got to the lobby and called Niall I couldn’t get this goofy smile off my face I just met jack harries and Finn harries. I also slept with Finn WOOHOO mega celebrity level up! Niall picked up right after the first ring “HANNAH IS THAT YOU?! We have been worried sick I didn’t know where you were I thought you might’ve been at your hotel but no then I called all the boys suites and Paul’s and I called Kyla but none of them picked up! WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!” My smile fell from my face, “Niall I am so sorry I am at Dukerstone Hotel on 5th street. I don’t really remember but I woke up in Finn Harries bed but then Jack harries was there and I gave Finn my number and I called you so you could pick me up!” I gasped out of breathe and Niall was silent on the other end. “Niall? Niall are you there? Can you pick me up or…” I asked. “Oh um ya be there in a second.” That was weird I said bye and hung up. I started to think about Finn and how I should have died from his hotness. I didn’t even realize the slick black van pull up except when it honked. I ran towards it and hopped in the passenger seat. Niall didn’t even look at me as we drove away from the hotel. “So how bad is your hangover?” I asked him after a few awkward minutes. “Obviously not as bad as yours since I remember everything from last night.” He answered. “Oh um okay.” I mumbled. Then all of a sudden Niall parked the car on the side of the road. “Is everything ok Niall?” I asked. “Why would you go with Finn what does he have that I don’t w-why him?” Niall whispered and he finally looked at me. He had bloodshot eyes with bags under them and tears were streaming down his face. I was totally confused. “N-Niall what do you mean I was drunk I didn’t choose him over you it was a drunk mishap it happens I am sorry.” I didn’t know what to think I didn’t mean to hurt him like this I thought we were just taking it slow. What is going on? Niall turned his head started to pull the car back on the road when he said, “You said last night that we would never have anything and that you only like me for one direction.” Tears were streaming down both our faces. I had no memory of saying those words to Niall or anyone ever.

He just drove and I sat there sobbing he made no move to comfort me. I knew it had to be true Niall would never ever lie to me ever. He dropped me off at my hotel and we didn’t say anything I just ran into the hotel and went into the elevator. As the doors closed I slid to the ground and just sobbed I couldn’t get Niall’s sad face out of my head. I couldn’t believe I had said that even if I was drunk. I lived by the saying a drunk mouth is a sober mind. But I had never thought that I would never I was devastated. I dragged myself to the hotel room I called for Kyla but she wasn’t there. I curled into a ball crying and crying how could I lose something that I didn’t even own in the first place all over some stupid drunk night. What was happening to me?

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