The Light Of My Life

Chapter 11

Kyla’s P.O.V

Hannah and I woke up at 12 in the afternoon. Tonight we were going clubbing with the boys! We ate food then spent the hours until 7:30 to get ready. I wore a red leather jacket with a white tank black leather high waisted shorts and blue pumps. Hannah wore a yellow dress with black pumps and a black blazer. 7:30 finally came around and we made our way to the lobby. A black sleek limo was waiting outside for us. We got in and all the boys’ jaws dropped. “What?” Hannah asked. “You guys look hot.” They all said in unison. We laughed awkwardly and the boys got out of their trance blushing. “So what club are we going to?” I asked taking a seat between Zayn and Louis. “Just this local one we go to all the time.” Niall answered not even looking at me but just staring at Hannah as she sat down between him and harry. “Oh” the ride was not even 10 min when we got there was a huge line to get in but the boys just walked in totally ignoring the line. They led us to a V.I.P section and Niall went to get us all drinks. “LETS HIT THE DANCE FLOOR!” I screamed earning a few stares. “She’s not even drunk yet.” Niall murmured in Hannah’s ear. Hannah laughed it off and I dragged her to the dance floor. After about five fast upbeat kasha and Katy Pary it was time for the slow songs. I started to make my way to our table not wanting to feel like a third wheel while Hannah and Niall slow dance. I made it to the table and noticed all the boys sitting there with bored expressions. “You guys look like the most bored people on the planet.” I thought about what we could do, “WE NEED SHOTS!” they all cheered while Louis and I made our way to the bar. “I’ll take 20 shots of the strongest you have.” I told the bartender I opened my purse only to look up and see Louis already giving the bartender cash. I whacked his arm. “HEY! I could’ve paid for that!” Louis shrugged and said, “A gentleman always pays.” I giggled and we took the shots to our table. “WOOOOOO!” Zayn screamed as we set them down on the table. Harry was already pressed up to some blonde girl making out. “Who’s the chick?” I asked nodding my head towards the pair. “I don’t know some random girl harry found.” Liam replied nonchalantly while stealing glances at the dance floor. “LIAM YOU AND I ARE HITTING THE DANCE FLOOR AFTER THESE SHOTS!” I declared. “Kyla, how many drinks have you had tonight?” he asked with a hint of concern. I scowled at him “NOT A SINGLE FUCKING ONE I NEED TO GET DRINKING!” I downed two shots while the Louis and Zayn laughed at my answer and Liam’s shocked expression. I grabbed Liam’s hand and led him to the dance floor the slow songs were going on but what the heck?! It’s not like we were going to make out just an innocent friendly dance. I could feel the alcohol course through me as Liam started to lead on the dance floor. I looked over at Niall and Hannah she was looking at me with fire in her eyes but I brushed it off she was probably drunk. I looked up at Liam and his eyes were staring hard at something I followed his gaze and his eyes led to a couple dancing it was a blonde girl and a familiar looking guy with light brown hair my drunken brain told me not to wonder. I looked back at Liam only to find him staring pitifully at me. “What?!” I asked him for some reason annoyed. “You didn’t see…..” he trailed off. “See what?!” I shouted not drunk and totally conscious. “I’ll tell you later.” He whispered in my ear giving me shivers his voice was practically dripping with sadness and pity. I shivered also because an extremely attractive dude was whispering in my ear. I nodded and decided to enjoy the night instead of worrying. The song ended and I needed a drink. I waved to Liam and made my way to the bar ignoring his still pitiful stare. I was so close to the bar when I bumped into the couple Liam had been staring at.

Flashback: It was a dark starry night my first date with Dan. “I know we haven’t known each other for long but I feel we have a spark will you be my girlfriend?” I wasn’t sure I had heard the rumors of him being a womanizer only looking for one night stands. “Before you answer I know you have heard the rumors and they are true but I only did that because I was looking for the right girl I promise I would never do that to you and I hope we will be forever and always. You are the funniest, beautiful, intelligent girl and I will do everything to make sure you will never be hurt ever again.” Tears were streaming down my face because no one had ever said anything nearly as nice as to what he just said. “Yes Forever and Always.” I whispered and kissed him. End of flashback.

I suddenly recognised the man and woman as that memory flooded into my head. “Dan? Perri?” I stuttered. They turned to look at me with shocked expressions. Tears were streaming down my face as I realized lipstick was smeared all over Dan’s face knowing it wasn’t mine. They had just been making out and he was cheating on me with Zayn’s ex. I felt dead as he gulped waiting for the impact but I didn’t shout I leaned close and whispered in his ear, “You said forever and always, you promised this discussion isn’t over because I don’t want to embarrass you in front of your new girlfriend but I want you to know you broke me and I am disappointed.” He now had tears streaming down his face. Just a month ago we had confessed our love for each other I had told him about my problems with depression my very close suicide everything I told him everything. I was about to leave when a thought wandered into my head “How long?” I asked not really wanting to know the answer. “Please Perri,” turning towards the now very guilty looking girl “How long?” I whispered. “3 months we met at a party you had left early.” She mumbled. 3 months ago I couldn’t believe it I was thinking maybe a week a month at the most. I turned and ran out of the club. “Wait!” I heard Dan shout desperately after me but making no motion to come running. As I got outside I realized I had no ride. With tears streaming down my face I reached our table and saw Louis. He looked at me as if he was expecting me and before I could even ask he just nodded and said “Liam told me what he saw.” He quickly stood up while scanning my tear stained face and picked me up bridal style. “Thank you Louis.” I whispered in his ear. “No need.” He whispered back. We made our way outside and I hid my face in his collar bone when the paps noticed us. They fired questions at Louis who is she? Is that your new girl? Why are you carrying her? What about Eleanor? Did she break you up? Louis tensed up at that question and yelled at the pap “SHE JUST GOT HER FUCKING HEART BROKEN BACK THE FUCK OFF!” I looked up to see the shocked pap looking right at me he took one look at my tear stained face and backed up. Other paps did the same and we quickly got into a taxi. I sobbed the whole way to his hotel and the whole elevator ride I just couldn’t stop. I gave Dan everything and he cheated on me not once or even twice for three fucking months! Luis laid me down on the couch in his suite I just curled up into a ball and continued my sobbing. I felt the other side of the couch sag and briefly stopped my sobbing to see a very sad Louis sitting with a glass of water. I sat up straighter and he gave me the waiter. I calmed myself down and leaned into Louis. “I don’t think I will ever be able to repay you back thank you so much Louis.” He smiled and said “You don’t need to pay me back I owed you anyways from that first day I met you I was so rude.” He looked sadly down at me and I feebly attempted to smile. “Why did you react like that Louis? You were so nice in the car but as soon as I asked you about you and Eleanor you ditched me.” I stopped to catch a shaky breathe and continued “And tonight as soon as the paps asked you about me breaking you two up you freaked saying my heart got fucking broken!” he smiled at how I emphasised the word. He sighed and said, “I am truly sorry about that first day but to be honest me and Eleanor just broke up the night before you came and I was still upset.” I shifted uncomfortably feeling bad. “But why are the boys acting so normal around you aren’t you guys like brothers they should be comforting you?” I looked up at him with watery eyes I probably looked like a mess but didn’t care. “I haven’t told them yet.” He answered. He looked down at me and started to lean in but shook his head and quickly got up. “Do you want a change of clothes?” I nodded and he left and came back with some of his boxers and a t-shirt. “I hope this will be ok.” He looked sorry I nodded still confused about his actions earlier and asked, “Where can I change?” He pointed towards his bedroom and I grabbed the clothes and rushed into the room desperate to get the dress- now uncomfortable- off of me. Thoughts were rushing through my head as I changed. Was Louis about to kiss me? Why would he want to kiss me? Was he trying to kiss me again like the whipped cream incident now that I am single? I huffed mumbled something about boys being too confusing and walked out. Tears were starting to stream down my face once again as I saw Louis quietly crying in the corner of the kitchen I ran up to him and hugged him. “We can get through this you and me together hearts can’t be broken forever.” I reassured him. I led him back to his bedroom and laid him down on his bed. “Goodnight.” I whispered and was about to walk out when he said “No you are not spending a night all alone crying over heart break.” He grabbed my arm and tugged me onto the bed. I snuck under the covers and whispered, “Louis I don’t know why any girl would ever want to break up with you.” He smiled and looked at me. I closed my eyes as tears started to stream down my face once again as memories of waking up to Dan's smiling face flooded into my head. This was going to be one long night.

Louis’s P.O.V.

I looked over at this beautiful heartbroken girl beside me and one thought flooded into my head I had to make her mine.

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